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908 · Feb 2018
sunshine
alora Feb 2018
you are my sunshine
you brighten my day
take the coldness away  

you are my sunshine
wherever you are i can feel you
you make grow and stand tall

you are my sunshine
through all the worn tissue
i know it’s clearly you

you are my sunshine
and only that
my everything
704 · Nov 2017
your name
alora Nov 2017
head pounding
eyes swelling
body shaking
mind yelling

blood pressure raising
tears falling
body shaking
vision blurred

this is what i feel when your memories visit

captivated by your mind is scary; as scary as the ocean being captivated by the shore.

you taught me that the loneliest star was still loved because it was a planet of its own

you said to me "i will not let the vastness of the way you feel take control over you"

i can't seem to remember the way you used to touch my hair i cant remember the slightest curve of your collarbone

you told me to not only feel but breathe what i wanted and that is exactly what i did.

i breathed your name
621 · Nov 2017
your love
alora Nov 2017
cure my sores
cure my pains

inject your love
inside my veins

a.r
296 · Dec 2017
high
alora Dec 2017
the smell
the taste

around
my waist

im lost
in time

get me high
instead ill die
284 · Sep 2018
my disorder
alora Sep 2018
This ADHD
Is a part of me
I'm sorry my disorder
Keeps me out of order
I try my hardest
I promise I am not a narcist
It’s hard for me to concentrate
I just can't think straight
These words all look the same
That's just my brain
I'm sorry I'm really trying
Even when I feel like crying
I just can't seem to understand
Things don't usually go as planned
I'm really not a hoarder
This is just my disorder
277 · Feb 2018
at least i felt something
alora Feb 2018
your face is dark
i feel no spark
you are dead
ive lost my head
im falling apart
you stole my heart
i forgot the years
you left me in tears
271 · Jul 2023
use me
alora Jul 2023
my thoughts suppress watching you,
watch me get undressed.
lust is my muse
when you use me,
you're using me.
260 · Aug 2018
u in me
alora Aug 2018
i'm falling in love with a version of myself i do not recognize
who is this goddess standing before me?
i merely thought it was you in a different form, but its me
after all this time i finally see my worth

but i still see you in me
alora Mar 2018
breathing in the water
waiting to slaughter

where is the air
how is this fair

blood splatter on white sheets
your body is alas complete

ill take your hand and go about
so everyone knows there no doubt
235 · Mar 2018
its done
alora Mar 2018
rock  bottom
im gone
!crash!
i didn't survive
i can hear your breathe
im soaked in your tears
234 · 1d
soul strings
alora 1d
Test me
open me

dissect my soul into strings.

Braid them and wear them
for my soul will protect you.
233 · Nov 2017
im dead
alora Nov 2017
i walked through a
garden of flowers
that were once alive

it reminded me
of myself
227 · Feb 2018
don't forget me; forgotten
alora Feb 2018
i am as committed to us
as the mirror commits to my reflection  

this hazardous famine of your love
spreads dandelions to my grave

where i am forgotten
226 · Nov 2017
stole my heart
alora Nov 2017
I'm in love with this moment.
oh wait? or am I in love with you?

this moment
the air
your hands
this sky
this land

the way you are talking
soothes this feeling of what i need
or
what?
bleed.
bleeding bleeding
drip drip

around this town of sadness and disbelief
you stole my heart
you ******* thief
222 · Nov 2017
rose
alora Nov 2017
you're the thorn
to my rose stem

you're beautiful
but painful
110 · Aug 2023
Goddess
alora Aug 2023
She strips to her skin and bones
The hairs stand up on her neck
Shocked by her reflection
Facing a ***** mirror
Her collarbones seeping through her pale cold skin suddenly she doesn’t recognize herself
She looks down
And the blood starts pumping again
She looks up
Who was this goddess standing before her? She merely thought it was a reflection of god
So
She looks down
Brooding herself,peeling her skin exposing the nerves
The same nerves that couldn’t stop feasting on the abandon hope of the future
The same nerves with the myelin sheath that she couldn’t control
Exposing the tissue she so desperately wanted to cut off
But then she looks up
She breathes in embracing the goddess within
her past and future merge in the mirror's grin
108 · Jul 2024
27 years
alora Jul 2024
27 years it took her to realize she wasn't alone;
she had herself.
But who was she? She felt more.
So she left. Alone like an iceberg, she was drifting away to thaw from her past. But once she found herself, she was far from solus.
She felt it. She could feel them. One was cold like it never got a chance to melt away the anger. One was warm, like a hug from a mother. Then there's herself. But is I the real me?
The cold one. The one who is always right can sense the impending doom of what is inevitable.
They call her mad.
The warm one. The one who drowned her sorrow in an unforgiving culture that slowly grabbed her legs and dragged her underneath the waves.
They call her a loony.
Did you know we can't feel wet? We can only feel temperature and pressure.
So, she feels pressure. She can feel the temperature bouncing from cold to warm, giving a sense of chaos. The same feeling she felt fighting to find out who she was.
The tide tore her into three.
So alas there is one who is kind, compassionate, and benevolent. They call her me.
103 · Jul 2023
thoughts
alora Jul 2023
the skin against her silhouette varnishes her body covering the thoughts from becoming.

words that sting like wasps
she welcomes the pain

preventing the sharp glass against her veins
95 · 1d
Ineffable Desire
alora 1d
You make my brain go numb and wild at the same time

Ineffable things I would do, to make you mine.
89 · Jul 2023
light
alora Jul 2023
the light grew around me but never touched me. the same thing happened with your love.
83 · 1d
Presence
alora 1d
The presence of my soul
stands before me
begging for mercy
to become
who?
someone worthy
in this journey
so-called life.
alora 1d
the light above the stove
looks dimmer
without you.

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