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Apr 2019 · 293
Memory Lane
marc rios Apr 2019
A big burden i've felt
with great pain and suffering
as i walk down into the path
down my memory lane
Apr 2019 · 95
Where am i you said?
marc rios Apr 2019
Where am i you said?
I am only here standing in front of you
I am only here waiting for you

But why are you asking?
Are you broke?
Are you drunk?

Cause it would be a miracle
A miracle that is impossible to happen
But why would i believe didnt i say its impossible?

You only need me
When you want something from me
You only see me
When you are down and ignored
You only talk to me
When no one does to you

And most importantly
You only loved me
When you knew that
I am desperately willing to give you everything even if it destroys me

Im just a toy
A toy with specs of dust
For i am blurry to your sight
A toy that you play
When your bored and down
Just like a puppet
That you stringed
To use and control me
Mar 2019 · 73
Uncomfortable Things
marc rios Mar 2019
We're friends back then
Up to now
But now, its different
We raise our cheeks
With uncomfortable smiles

We're so happy back then
Not so now
For now its different
We are separately happy
And uncomfortably ******

We're amazing together
Thats back then
You change a little bit
Oh wait its not a bit
Because you are now uncomfortably ****

Even this poem
Its affected to you
Very uncomfortable
To write and to read
Mar 2019 · 196
Vague
marc rios Mar 2019
Vague, a word used for uncertainity
Vague, a word used for unclarity
Vague, a word used for your sincerity

You know why your sincerity?
Because your love for me is uncertain
Even a telescope cant see it clearly
For it possess so much unclarity

You should accept me
Not because i accept you
Accept me
Because you accept me

Love me
Not because i love you
Love me
Because you love me
Mar 2019 · 236
Hopelessly Devoted To You
marc rios Mar 2019
Im a fool, crazy, and to whatever you decide

I love you and I want you

Can you do the same for me?

I think im breaking, broke, and broken

You teared me, devide me and destroyed me

Would you dare to come and stitch for me?

I can't believe im destined to like you

But believe it or not my heart beats for you

Im f*cked up and messed up for i am

                  hopelessly devoted to you.
Mar 2019 · 153
Thunder Rage
marc rios Mar 2019
Can anybody...... help me?
Is there anybody out there?
Please..... im begging
Im lost....again, like i always used to

Out here in the dark
The rage glows and sparks
I cant bare to handle this no more
Im scared

My pride? Its gone loose
My strength? Its gone rouge
And my mind? Its lost

The rage builds up
Like particles with attractions
Its forming and it formed,
A thunder raging with violations

Help me... im tired
Volt me, shock me, and electrocute me
As long as you wake me
And stop me from completely turning
Into a thunder raging with violations.
marc rios Jan 2019
I know in fact this is never wrong
im not confused nor confounded
because i know in my very core
this is whats right
i cannot be wrong and i should not say its wrong
i need to fight this
to prove that its worthy of conflictions

You dare to beat without understanding,
for what lies beyond is'nt something reassuring
you dare to speak for you could negligent,
cause what may come after needs solving with intelligent
you tick for the forbidden
but yet you soar like it ain't burden

But i need to feel love for thats what we need
                                       We all need love but that aint the one kind
I want to be caressed by an angel
                                        You aint getting one lets cut it loose
Beautiful future to attend for me
                                         Attend my lessons you dont need attentions
Hope is faded for i am conquered
                                          Atlast! Atlast! fly free now like a bird
      
        
         From now on these sights will not be blinded by the light
                                         Cloud 9 has fallen
                                         Hope is fading
                      But maybe atleast judgment isn't rising?
Dec 2018 · 336
my very core
marc rios Dec 2018
I make people laugh
jokes to tell
happiness i spread
the joy i give in

but

deep inside me
i feel miserable
this melancholy i feel
the negative aura i ranged

this grammar is wrong just like me

i make people laugh
but i feel miserable
,they dont even care
Nov 2018 · 226
thy thee!
marc rios Nov 2018
Stated on the 6th commandment
that killing must
not prevail
but
blood scatters within our brothers and sisters
humanity is slowly degrading
between
religion and culture
thy thee
make change for humanity
and
thee will be a spirit of inspiration
Nov 2018 · 87
What It Truly Destroys
marc rios Nov 2018
Destruction and Chaos
destroys
souls and constructions
but what it truly destroys
are the
treasures
of our
dying earth
our mother earth
soffucates
and
suffers
from our doings
we need to save it
its our home and obligation
Nov 2018 · 145
Mother Nature's Wound
marc rios Nov 2018
Ice Age, Cold Days, Winter Time
there's this thing that dont change
we devour naure as we live for our benefits
we keep living and believing as if there's no consequences
where did love go?
when it is needed the most
where did inspiration go?
to our natures thomb?
many battles are celebrated and mourned
many pecies are filling the earths grave
many glasses are opened and made
but why cant we all take time to heal
our mother nature's wound
Nov 2018 · 167
A Tower of Mistake
marc rios Nov 2018
I Tried this
I Tried that
I Tried anything
I Tried Everything!
I'm soo tired
Of
Trying something
I'm so tired
Of
Trying the best
When all I get is
A whole lot of mess
And mistakes
Well that's how you see it
A colossal junk of mistakes
You don't even appreciate
Nor
Say something thankful
Because all you see in me
Is a person
Who
Builds
A tower of mistake
Nov 2018 · 148
kcirt
marc rios Nov 2018
Your lucky numbers are
87452,584466,32145,21










You skip
reading
all
the numbers
thats why you did not notice
there's actually
a letter in it
.
.
.
.
well
i bet you read back
and check it again
but theres really none
now
you're reading this
continuously
idk why
but still here you are
as you keep
reading this
your just wasting
your time
you can now go
and leave
like seriously
go
leave
your still here
anyway
have a
nice day
and i kinda
hope it work
i mean
it did right?
right?
that would be really
a shame if
it didnt
okay bye
imma stop talking
bye!!!
XD
Nov 2018 · 93
Sequence
marc rios Nov 2018
Wake up
Eat
Bath
School
Eat again
And
Sleep
I seriously need a life
This whole series of my whole existence
Is just a repetion of common daily stuff
(Am I alone?)
Nov 2018 · 847
Rainbow
marc rios Nov 2018
somewhere over the rainbow
where i can meet the sky
leading below to where
you and i found eachother
Nov 2018 · 306
Follow me!
marc rios Nov 2018
Follow me!
come
to
my world
That is
******>not full
of
followers
i wrote
stuff
with
my feelings
and honest opinions
but i need
people
nor
crowd
for
me to
deliver my
appellations
actually
tactically
phsically
socially
and
verbal­ly
are somehow
maybe
confusing
you
mentally
but
dont
really
mind
what
i say
because
i am
only writing
this to
maybe
somehow
get some
attentions
XD
marc rios Oct 2018
I am me
I can freely choose to my decision
I can feel cry and be happy based on my reactions

Life and Death are both ferocious
They cause bad and good things without any precautious
You may be lucky and happy without a frown
But a moment will come that makes your world upside down

The thing about life is that it goes and it ends
But the thing about death is that the end is the end
A tragic moment that you may never forget
But filled with love it will not make you regret

Love and Birth are a special thing to praise
A new born child with all the love to embrace
A mother gives light for a life to become bright
And a father guides you to become someone who you might

Together they stand still
And supports you with/without ill
They are my superheroes that gives you flight
To a whole new world and a direction which is right

Peace and War are both impossible to resist
It depends on the people to wherever they want to exist
But peace and war comes to an end
To start over again and refill those moment to become an end

Life and Death and Love and Birth and Peace and War on the planet EARTH, is there anything that's worth more than peace and love on the planet earth
Oct 2018 · 407
Life and Pain
marc rios Oct 2018
Life is full of surprises
It may shook you
It may anger you
Or it may give you happiness

But sometimes it may also give you pain
Pain that gives you pressure
Pain that gives you ache
Pain that will physically hurt you
And Pain that gives pleasure to somebody

But the pain that hurts the most is the pain that comes from the people you love
Destiny is a very tricky and a very playful thing, sometimes Destiny will be our friend and sometimes it will be our enemy

Now to the pain that comes from our love ones
A pain that comes from it is a very hurtful and a very offensive attack that can cause your world shaky and devastating

It will bring tears unstoppably impossible to pull back
It will make you feel like being tortured
and it will sometimes drive you crazy

Especially, when you gained that pain from a  backstabber that makes up different stories and excuses just to get you down

That pain, if you felt that kind of pain it's the pain that you feel from the inner part of the heart, the pain that connects and destroys your whole body

The kind of pain where you feel lost
The kind of pain where you feel alone
The kind of pain that don't heal quickly and easily

But you can either fall back or fight back, it's your choice but the best is to stand still and fight back

There is also a special way that will make you feel better
It's the kiss and love from someone that loves and understands you

Every body has its weakness
Everybody has imperfections
But everybody is not born to be wild,bold, and strong to cover those weakness

Everybody don't get the chance to  shine
There is always somebody that's always in the bottom no matter how hard they tried

Life really is full of surprises
It may be good or bad
It may be lucky or unfortunate
But always remember

We are the captain of our fate
We control our future
We control our self
We control our choices
Oct 2018 · 96
Tired of Holding
marc rios Oct 2018
Today I am bold
I'm not wearing PRIDE, EGO, and SELFISHNESS, but I am wearing and holding LIES
Lies that keeps a certain batch to stay together with love and friendship . Lies that makes me guilty of knowing it can hurt somebody's feeling. Lies that may soon rapture and burst that could explode someone's temper
I don't want to hold these lies which is why I try to fix things with my knowledge and observations. I need to keep and hold them until I can persuade both to realize what they're doing destroys something.

Days have passed with all the same aura and sides. But still I was, believing and staying positive about what I'm doing, until something hit me. The truth hit me hard! I just realized that i already knew the truth I was just denying and regreting it. Suddenly I felt tired, maybe I was tired of linking them but not getting any connections, or maybe I'm not just good enough in attaching.Maybe it's time to LET GO?

— The End —