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Feb 2020 · 52
Angel of death
marc rios Feb 2020
As i lay in the solid ground
The black angel whispered
The words are murmured
My tear drops waiting it's last

I've seen beauty in the light
Healed the pain i have longed suffer
That was the lightest
My soul has ever felt

My breath was running
And i was catching it's presence
I was getting tired of drinking
These winds of life

Then i have reminisced these frames
Decorated with such joy and moments
So i whispered to the angel
Bring me back to where my destiny's rooted
I just got back writing 😊
Sep 2019 · 63
Things i like
marc rios Sep 2019
I like stars and moon
I like planets and universe
I like rocks and stardust
I like universe and the cosmo
Most importantly i like you
Because i created all those
When im with you
marc rios Sep 2019
I have written you something
Except its not finish yet
There's this thing in the tip of my tounge
I can't spit it out and paint it for you
The words are easy to be said
Only if you dont mean it
My heart speaks for the truth
And the words are the I LOVE YOU
The reason why i cant write it for you
Is because you dont want me to
Sep 2019 · 194
Shadow
marc rios Sep 2019
All the stars that i see brightly
Outshine me almost everday
Giving me shades
Turning me to gray
I only shine the brightest
When im in my shamest
Anger filled my bottles
Locking my wings away
Shadow my old friend
Here i go again
Jun 2019 · 126
Destined
marc rios Jun 2019
Some Are Born To Break
YOU
Some Are Born To Build
YOU
Some Are Born To Challenge
YOU
And Some Are Born To Support
YOU
But I Am Different
Because I Was
Born For
YOU
Jun 2019 · 251
To be honest
marc rios Jun 2019
I am tired
Im exhausted and i want to give up
I dont want to feel like im masked by layers and layers of insecurities
I dont want to pretend that im always ok
Im tired

I feel like i just want to cry but i cant
I think this is what happens when you pretend too much
You wont be able to feel normal things that you're  supposed to feel
Why does it has to come this way

Im scared to soar
Im too frightened to fly
I dont even talk to my friends very closely anymore
I dont even want to walk around the neighbour
I just dont have the confidence anymore

Everynight i think about my self
It kills me inside knowing how things have change
And knowing im not the same person anymore
It just gives me anxiety and depression

I want real friends
I want a bestfriend
I want a friend that i can share with
A friend that i can be honest with
And a friend who can accept me for who i am

I need a friend who i can confidently show the real me without layers of mask and pretentions
Here's my first time sharing this feeling
Apr 2019 · 260
Hiding is maybe not bad
marc rios Apr 2019
Hiding, for i'm building power
Power, in order to be a winner
Winner, to be an achiever
Achiever, to be a believer
And believer, to to inspire people forever
Apr 2019 · 122
A womens heart
marc rios Apr 2019
Is like a pearl
Precious yet can be dark and beauty
Filled with depth and mystery
#3strangersmadethisincludingme
Apr 2019 · 93
Advice
marc rios Apr 2019
A little piece of advice
Dont pull the trigger
Before you shot someone
and its too late
Apr 2019 · 127
Flew
marc rios Apr 2019
An infant, you flew
Around years it bloomed
It dont seek to you
But with shred of water it falls

The sand who bloomed
Was turn into pieces
When its thoughts explore
The forbidden door it adventures

And now it understands
You flew to a nest
So little did it know
Some other crew exists
I made it deep because its very personal
Apr 2019 · 177
Are we really alone?
marc rios Apr 2019
With all the hundreds
of celestial objects in our galaxy
and
  billions of other galaxies in the universe,
do you still think
were alone in space?
Keepsmeawakeatnightthingking
Apr 2019 · 203
Rain or Shine
marc rios Apr 2019
Rain or Shine
Ill shower love with mine
To bloom you like rose
And dancing petals will rose
Rose(flower)  rose(rise)
Apr 2019 · 318
Memory Lane
marc rios Apr 2019
A big burden i've felt
with great pain and suffering
as i walk down into the path
down my memory lane
Apr 2019 · 115
Where am i you said?
marc rios Apr 2019
Where am i you said?
I am only here standing in front of you
I am only here waiting for you

But why are you asking?
Are you broke?
Are you drunk?

Cause it would be a miracle
A miracle that is impossible to happen
But why would i believe didnt i say its impossible?

You only need me
When you want something from me
You only see me
When you are down and ignored
You only talk to me
When no one does to you

And most importantly
You only loved me
When you knew that
I am desperately willing to give you everything even if it destroys me

Im just a toy
A toy with specs of dust
For i am blurry to your sight
A toy that you play
When your bored and down
Just like a puppet
That you stringed
To use and control me
Mar 2019 · 90
Uncomfortable Things
marc rios Mar 2019
We're friends back then
Up to now
But now, its different
We raise our cheeks
With uncomfortable smiles

We're so happy back then
Not so now
For now its different
We are separately happy
And uncomfortably ******

We're amazing together
Thats back then
You change a little bit
Oh wait its not a bit
Because you are now uncomfortably ****

Even this poem
Its affected to you
Very uncomfortable
To write and to read
Mar 2019 · 237
Vague
marc rios Mar 2019
Vague, a word used for uncertainity
Vague, a word used for unclarity
Vague, a word used for your sincerity

You know why your sincerity?
Because your love for me is uncertain
Even a telescope cant see it clearly
For it possess so much unclarity

You should accept me
Not because i accept you
Accept me
Because you accept me

Love me
Not because i love you
Love me
Because you love me
Mar 2019 · 309
Hopelessly Devoted To You
marc rios Mar 2019
Im a fool, crazy, and to whatever you decide

I love you and I want you

Can you do the same for me?

I think im breaking, broke, and broken

You teared me, devide me and destroyed me

Would you dare to come and stitch for me?

I can't believe im destined to like you

But believe it or not my heart beats for you

Im f*cked up and messed up for i am

                  hopelessly devoted to you.
Mar 2019 · 186
Thunder Rage
marc rios Mar 2019
Can anybody...... help me?
Is there anybody out there?
Please..... im begging
Im lost....again, like i always used to

Out here in the dark
The rage glows and sparks
I cant bare to handle this no more
Im scared

My pride? Its gone loose
My strength? Its gone rouge
And my mind? Its lost

The rage builds up
Like particles with attractions
Its forming and it formed,
A thunder raging with violations

Help me... im tired
Volt me, shock me, and electrocute me
As long as you wake me
And stop me from completely turning
Into a thunder raging with violations.
marc rios Jan 2019
I know in fact this is never wrong
im not confused nor confounded
because i know in my very core
this is whats right
i cannot be wrong and i should not say its wrong
i need to fight this
to prove that its worthy of conflictions

You dare to beat without understanding,
for what lies beyond is'nt something reassuring
you dare to speak for you could negligent,
cause what may come after needs solving with intelligent
you tick for the forbidden
but yet you soar like it ain't burden

But i need to feel love for thats what we need
                                       We all need love but that aint the one kind
I want to be caressed by an angel
                                        You aint getting one lets cut it loose
Beautiful future to attend for me
                                         Attend my lessons you dont need attentions
Hope is faded for i am conquered
                                          Atlast! Atlast! fly free now like a bird
      
        
         From now on these sights will not be blinded by the light
                                         Cloud 9 has fallen
                                         Hope is fading
                      But maybe atleast judgment isn't rising?
Dec 2018 · 364
my very core
marc rios Dec 2018
I make people laugh
jokes to tell
happiness i spread
the joy i give in

but

deep inside me
i feel miserable
this melancholy i feel
the negative aura i ranged

this grammar is wrong just like me

i make people laugh
but i feel miserable
,they dont even care
Nov 2018 · 251
thy thee!
marc rios Nov 2018
Stated on the 6th commandment
that killing must
not prevail
but
blood scatters within our brothers and sisters
humanity is slowly degrading
between
religion and culture
thy thee
make change for humanity
and
thee will be a spirit of inspiration
Nov 2018 · 109
What It Truly Destroys
marc rios Nov 2018
Destruction and Chaos
destroys
souls and constructions
but what it truly destroys
are the
treasures
of our
dying earth
our mother earth
soffucates
and
suffers
from our doings
we need to save it
its our home and obligation
Nov 2018 · 170
Mother Nature's Wound
marc rios Nov 2018
Ice Age, Cold Days, Winter Time
there's this thing that dont change
we devour naure as we live for our benefits
we keep living and believing as if there's no consequences
where did love go?
when it is needed the most
where did inspiration go?
to our natures thomb?
many battles are celebrated and mourned
many pecies are filling the earths grave
many glasses are opened and made
but why cant we all take time to heal
our mother nature's wound
Nov 2018 · 193
A Tower of Mistake
marc rios Nov 2018
I Tried this
I Tried that
I Tried anything
I Tried Everything!
I'm soo tired
Of
Trying something
I'm so tired
Of
Trying the best
When all I get is
A whole lot of mess
And mistakes
Well that's how you see it
A colossal junk of mistakes
You don't even appreciate
Nor
Say something thankful
Because all you see in me
Is a person
Who
Builds
A tower of mistake
Nov 2018 · 176
kcirt
marc rios Nov 2018
Your lucky numbers are
87452,584466,32145,21










You skip
reading
all
the numbers
thats why you did not notice
there's actually
a letter in it
.
.
.
.
well
i bet you read back
and check it again
but theres really none
now
you're reading this
continuously
idk why
but still here you are
as you keep
reading this
your just wasting
your time
you can now go
and leave
like seriously
go
leave
your still here
anyway
have a
nice day
and i kinda
hope it work
i mean
it did right?
right?
that would be really
a shame if
it didnt
okay bye
imma stop talking
bye!!!
XD
Nov 2018 · 107
Sequence
marc rios Nov 2018
Wake up
Eat
Bath
School
Eat again
And
Sleep
I seriously need a life
This whole series of my whole existence
Is just a repetion of common daily stuff
(Am I alone?)
Nov 2018 · 876
Rainbow
marc rios Nov 2018
somewhere over the rainbow
where i can meet the sky
leading below to where
you and i found eachother
Nov 2018 · 352
Follow me!
marc rios Nov 2018
Follow me!
come
to
my world
That is
******>not full
of
followers
i wrote
stuff
with
my feelings
and honest opinions
but i need
people
nor
crowd
for
me to
deliver my
appellations
actually
tactically
phsically
socially
and
verbal­ly
are somehow
maybe
confusing
you
mentally
but
dont
really
mind
what
i say
because
i am
only writing
this to
maybe
somehow
get some
attentions
XD
marc rios Oct 2018
I am me
I can freely choose to my decision
I can feel cry and be happy based on my reactions

Life and Death are both ferocious
They cause bad and good things without any precautious
You may be lucky and happy without a frown
But a moment will come that makes your world upside down

The thing about life is that it goes and it ends
But the thing about death is that the end is the end
A tragic moment that you may never forget
But filled with love it will not make you regret

Love and Birth are a special thing to praise
A new born child with all the love to embrace
A mother gives light for a life to become bright
And a father guides you to become someone who you might

Together they stand still
And supports you with/without ill
They are my superheroes that gives you flight
To a whole new world and a direction which is right

Peace and War are both impossible to resist
It depends on the people to wherever they want to exist
But peace and war comes to an end
To start over again and refill those moment to become an end

Life and Death and Love and Birth and Peace and War on the planet EARTH, is there anything that's worth more than peace and love on the planet earth
Oct 2018 · 452
Life and Pain
marc rios Oct 2018
Life is full of surprises
It may shook you
It may anger you
Or it may give you happiness

But sometimes it may also give you pain
Pain that gives you pressure
Pain that gives you ache
Pain that will physically hurt you
And Pain that gives pleasure to somebody

But the pain that hurts the most is the pain that comes from the people you love
Destiny is a very tricky and a very playful thing, sometimes Destiny will be our friend and sometimes it will be our enemy

Now to the pain that comes from our love ones
A pain that comes from it is a very hurtful and a very offensive attack that can cause your world shaky and devastating

It will bring tears unstoppably impossible to pull back
It will make you feel like being tortured
and it will sometimes drive you crazy

Especially, when you gained that pain from a  backstabber that makes up different stories and excuses just to get you down

That pain, if you felt that kind of pain it's the pain that you feel from the inner part of the heart, the pain that connects and destroys your whole body

The kind of pain where you feel lost
The kind of pain where you feel alone
The kind of pain that don't heal quickly and easily

But you can either fall back or fight back, it's your choice but the best is to stand still and fight back

There is also a special way that will make you feel better
It's the kiss and love from someone that loves and understands you

Every body has its weakness
Everybody has imperfections
But everybody is not born to be wild,bold, and strong to cover those weakness

Everybody don't get the chance to  shine
There is always somebody that's always in the bottom no matter how hard they tried

Life really is full of surprises
It may be good or bad
It may be lucky or unfortunate
But always remember

We are the captain of our fate
We control our future
We control our self
We control our choices
Oct 2018 · 121
Tired of Holding
marc rios Oct 2018
Today I am bold
I'm not wearing PRIDE, EGO, and SELFISHNESS, but I am wearing and holding LIES
Lies that keeps a certain batch to stay together with love and friendship . Lies that makes me guilty of knowing it can hurt somebody's feeling. Lies that may soon rapture and burst that could explode someone's temper
I don't want to hold these lies which is why I try to fix things with my knowledge and observations. I need to keep and hold them until I can persuade both to realize what they're doing destroys something.

Days have passed with all the same aura and sides. But still I was, believing and staying positive about what I'm doing, until something hit me. The truth hit me hard! I just realized that i already knew the truth I was just denying and regreting it. Suddenly I felt tired, maybe I was tired of linking them but not getting any connections, or maybe I'm not just good enough in attaching.Maybe it's time to LET GO?

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