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1.8k · Dec 2018
No Turning Back
Nissa Dec 2018
I am falling out of it,
You cannot get my soul back.
It is too late,
A door that cannot be opened again,
Shut tightly,
I can never return back,
To the time,
Where we both were in,
No more,
Everything is gone,
Surrounding looks ghastly,
All empty,
There is no more direction.
No turning back.
I just realize that after the break up, both me and my ex can never get back together as friends after all the things we have done. We have messed each other up. Completely and our friendship as well has been tainted. That is frustrating and sad and painful BUT that is life... and reality.
675 · Dec 2018
You Are like a Drug
Nissa Dec 2018
One look,
Unsure whether to accept it,
But after one bite,
My mind goes hazy,
It goes in different colours,
Like fireworks.
Baby,
Your love brings magic,
Your embrace leads me into a different world,
Your passionate kiss explodes in my mind,
Like a music blazing off in a club.
Baby,
Your feelings,
Every bit of you,
I cannot stop having you.
Baby, you are like a drug.
A precious drug.
In our relationship, i was addicted to your feelings. I loved how close i was to you. But i have to stop before it becomes something unhealthy. And yeah u were really like a drug to me.
449 · Jan 2019
Fight to survive
Nissa Jan 2019
Standing in the midst of a war,
Chaos trying to threaten me,
But my soul will give no hell about it,
Instead,
The blood lust runs strongly in me,
I am not a prey,
I am no weakling,
I am a hunter,
I am a warrior,
I hunt,
I fight,
'Cause I am a Predator,
And a Fighter.
Fight for your life even if it hurts
352 · Dec 2018
Heart of the Sky
Nissa Dec 2018
Here comes the rain tears,
Drenched in pink,
Softening the colour of the background,
All you can feel is gentleness,
These are the feelings of the sky.
Everytime when it rains, I dont know why but I kind of sense that the sky has its own feelings. Joy, sadness... anything. :) Well, it is purely my imaginations but who knows, right?
351 · Dec 2018
Love is a Gas
Nissa Dec 2018
Love is like a gas,
as you try to grasp it,
It just flows through your fingers.
It is never easy,
But like oxygen,
It keeps you breathing.
With the chemical reactions,
Love forms a heart in you.
What is love? It is not easy to love but that is the beauty of it~
295 · Dec 2018
A Plot Twist
Nissa Dec 2018
Ever since the flowers bloom,
My heart has been thumping,
In beats so jazzy,
They can easily move my body.
I have no control,
So I let go,
I move and move,
In slow rhythmic steps,
Towards that direction.
I hold out my hand,
Waiting for you to be in my hands,
I cup your face carefully,
Looking at you longingly and whisper,
.......
"How I long for you after all these years,
My Buttercream Chardonnay."
285 · Dec 2018
Love's Bitterness
Nissa Dec 2018
Oh my dear heart,
Why are you crying,
Crying so painfully,
That each tear makes a crack on you?
Why torture yourself?
What is love?
Why is it so precious?
You need to look at yourself in the mirror,
You look ghastly,
As if there is no drop of blood in you.
Why my dear heart?
Why cling on to this love's bitterness?
A broken heart just before Christmas is probably one of the worst ways of ending 2018. But life goes on.
228 · Dec 2018
A Gentle Feeling
Nissa Dec 2018
It was a cold winter,
But I could hear my heart fluttering.
Fast but gentle,
Even though it was cold,
I could feel blood running beneath my skin,
Warm but gentle.
I kind of miss these old feelings,
Gold and gentle.
These are the feelings i had for my first unrequited love. Back when I was in Holland.
210 · Dec 2018
Seasonal Feelings
Nissa Dec 2018
There is a time for spring,
Where everything blossoms.
Then there is a time for autumn,
Where everything falls to ground.
And lastly there is winter,
Where all things in this world are frozen in time.
Yes.
There is always time where people grow and fall apart.
It is never easy when you have feelings. When you have a heart.
171 · Jan 2019
A Fleeting Life
Nissa Jan 2019
Time is ticking,
Very quietly,
Body grows weaker,
Strength is fading away,
Bit by bit.
You will know that a huge storm is coming,
When the clock in your body is not functioning as well as before.
Time is precious,
Wait no more,
But chase after it.
Somehow you will know whether you are dying....
Your body will show you very clearly or mildly....
But you will know.
167 · Dec 2018
Moving On
Nissa Dec 2018
In my strangest dream,
I can hear myself calling out,
I rush and rush,
But cannot find a way.
I look around,
I see all kinds of nostalgic colours.
I feel the gentleness wrapping around me,
Taking away the coldness in my heart.
I fall for this ecstasy,
Drowning myself in something that will never last.
But it is okay,
Because you know what,
I know I will be fine.
After waking up from this,
I will still be able to see the sun smiling down at me.
The most difficult thing after a break up is to completely move on. The feeling of insecurity if you let go of the sweet feelings but i have learned my lesson to never cling on them for too long. It will drive you mad.
164 · Dec 2018
It's Too Late
Nissa Dec 2018
I am sorry,
I am a bad girl.
I am sorry,
For tainting your soul.
I know and I know,
Things will never be the same.
You know,
My soul has been crying so hard,
Wishing things could be much more easier.
It is too late, right?
For me to mend things up?
It is too late,
For me to say I am sorry.
It is never the other's fault but our own for not being enough, for not being able to be a superhero..... Nothing is perfect. I should not have deluded myself. I should have prevented this from happening at the start but wells, it is not like i know this would happen. No time to regret but to move forward instead. It is painful of course. That is what life is.
160 · Jan 2019
The Unknown
Nissa Jan 2019
"Heaven knows,
The emptiness that haunts this place,
It is cold,
Like the breath of a ghost,
So numbing that one does not age.
Time stops,
How long more,
Till the Heaven calls for the ends,
So this endless meaningless war ends,
No more pain."
137 · Dec 2018
Silent Goodbye
Nissa Dec 2018
He was a sad young boy,
Feeling lost in life.
Then one day he met a girl,
A girl who would be there by his side,
To comfort him and fill his empty heart.
Day by Day,
The boy slowly changed to better,
He smiled more and more.
Although, the happier he became,
The sadder the girl felt.
Her heart slowly became empty.
She felt cold inside.
The loneliness had finally caught her.
One day,
She saw the boy talking happily with the others,
"Ah! Finally, he is happy!"
She said with relief,
Tears rolling down her cheeks,
And slowly bit by bit,
She dissolves into the air.
A free verse poem about a girl's sad tragic love life
90 · Jan 2020
Wonderland
Nissa Jan 2020
Sing me a song,
That drowns me in sweetness,
A wonderland,
Leading me to an escape,
An escape from the reality.
Just for a moment,
I would love to live in fantasy,
No worries,
Just plain fun.
Everyday at 12 in the afternoon,
We gon' party,
Drunk our souls with tea,
We gon' shuffle all day long.
Sing me a song,
Wonderland,
Sing me a song!
This is about a person who is trying to escape from reality

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