We are a generation that learned what not to be,
and honestly,
That'll help us a lot more than anything they ever tried teaching us.

Filters make me ****,
Howdy miss, ya wanna **** a ****?
Then fall in love & tear ourselves to pieces
Just from wondering!?
Make thunder seem a myth the way we fast attack with lighting
Aiming slightly for my throat, she'd never **** me,
makes me wanna die though.
Apologize for lying but I bet it burns again,
Hurts again, gets worse again,
Do you wanna be my friend?
Nah i'm sure you don't, & i'm not really worth your time
Like you are mine,
Just because I learn from all the hurting.
Growth from pain is prime.

Blackened cracks inside molds of my eyes,
Drawing in the light.
Sketchy seemed the everything
Surrounding me that night.

Did I get dismembered?
Is that why I can't remember
why I can't recall me ever asking
Did I get dismembered?

It's a lot of fun channeling my thoughts throughout these dead words,
Even if they doesn't make your head work.

Better for the veteran clever, power level over 9000
Out n mounting mountains counting no routes that outing to slow this
Flow with, what I got behind these flagrant eyes
A Vagrant mind here to expose the dangerous with a patient eye

For what it is, fun disguised as thunder, guns, and heart attacks
or broken backs, whatever keeps your happy *** down under wraps
Get under that & number that amount of times its come to this
1, & 2 through 6, 7 hundred, numb and i'm wondering..

Boat of lumber, built, you're the first too float it as a human,
Never built an anchor, reel, you don't know what you're doing!
But, you're the first to know that you do not know what you're doing! Here's the movement
Innovation, death, fluid, and beauty.

Make something fluent.
Make something, do it,
The only thing in your way is amounts of how diluted
You can make it all, caught in too much thought & your not taking off
****,
I Knew I should of took a ******* stand,
Not slaved along.

Made a song, out of all the little bitty pieces
That comprise my thoughtful noggin
Nod & meet with Jesus
Learning from the all around, I Gotta learn it now.
If I say I'll do it later I'll stay ****** and stuck on how

Nine thirty one, a train has made its way by
Wish I could of caught ride n said bye,
Fled for the tracks n got latched in the headlights
Flip match sticks, straight delivering that red, white,

Blues
& i'm cool again,
Making moves
& turning heads
Removing shoes from off of all your feet
& ******* burning them.
Lets evolve to greater heights
Forget we know the night
Learn to love it all over again
for all its burns and bites
Find your passion in the night,
Let it find you.
Time to, think about the time,
It's right behind you.

Time: "Gotcha"

Its hard to hear your heart
When its just crying out for help
These swelling tears in circulation
Telling me to be myself.

And I could walk away,
Just waiting for the high road.
And I could talk all day,
About the lump that’s latched to my throat.

You wanna hear my heart?
It’s being muffled by your boots
Think its gone away, retaliate,
******, beating, on the move.

And I could walk away,
Just waiting for the high road.
And I could talk all day,
About the lump that’s latched to my throat.

I'm a bad kid
Forget the fact my life's been tragic
Just slap on your labels
And please get back to your madness
Your majesty
I see your money makes you better than me
This sweaters the only thing that stoppin the freeze

Hey mr policeman
Planning on locking me up
For this nug I got up under my nuts
I'm finna BUST
upon your forehead, therefor
We'd be even
You got 5 years of my life
I got you covered in *****
(IT'S SO STUPID)
Base your movements off of what the group did
See the fate of chickens
But ya still wanna be cooped in?
Dumb ***** howling, sou proud of their foolishness
Shroud, the be forced to bow down by their stupid wit

Your branded
What about your individuality?
You're gonna let it perish
Over gucci & some louis v's?
The only Louie I like, is some C.K.
Ying-Yang
Spark a bit of laughter from the sea of pain

I see your pain, I wanna help,
But you just gotta learn yourself
A books only as good as all the time it's spent up off the shelf
This is some self help ****
Swell with it
Only you can close the gates of hell with

x2
Action, Action,
They saying i'm a bad kid...
My reaction?
We never had no interaction!
You're plastic.
Never spent a minute in the kitchen
Basing everything you think of off of fashion.
MADNESS.

Picking apart
Pieces of matter that matter
For they are a piece of the heart

Peace of the heart
Only get madder and madder
If you do not know who you are

Find yourself
FInd yourself in pain,
Find yourself in hurt,
Remind yourself to smile while your spirit is still part of this world

Physically

Cuz I been hella lazy
**** this sloppy body
Tryna stop me rockin your noggins
Like I was cocky rocky

Need a montage
Need a dollar
Need a drake verse

WAIT..

You're tellin me all I need to do is the **** work??

x2
Action, Action,
They saying i'm a bad kid...
My reaction?
We never had no interaction!
You're plastic.
Never spent a minute in the kitchen
Basing everything you think of off of fashion.
MADNESS.

We're all crying while we slave away,
Smiling when we're free.
If only we could see the freedom
in that flash of teeth.
But only if we mean it,
Yes only of it's meant
Tell me whats the worth of worrying
You'll drown inside cement?
Now the others rest upon the middle
they get no relief
They don't wish to see the sun
Until they go to sleep
And the lookers down sit perched upon
The place that is implied
They only care to swoop if they can peck
and pick apart our lives.
All these observations made
Behind a pair of glasses
From these marblesque devices
Run by lightning seeming massless
Thinking "if only we were classless,
Careless, living off of instinct
at least we'd be so unaware
that we are reaching a brink
Where those who work away
for birds of prey
are sick of slaving days
and rise with those who wish to see the sun.
How they'll rattle the cage.

Bring about the birds
Get them singing with us now
& bring about your worries
Don’t you let them get you down
just float it all away
Another day will come to save you
come to find you saved yourself
Oh but where do I belong
I guess in songs
I guess i’ll really never know
So I decide its best for me to let it go
& float it all away

I been thinking
I been thinking
Way
to ******* much

It is to much to expect
anything in all respects
I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be dead

Monologue, in my head
Gotta be an animal
In the heart, and,
Roll on from the casual red.

Could you believe, the story of a casualty?
Speaker of the truth, the only one to speak casually.
I am god, wanna talk and teach me about blasphemy?
You are god, power shift, nows your chance to trample me.

Oh and when I wash away
Please let me imitate the tide
To come inspired by the first
With all my lessons left behind

For in a single second lies eternity
I must be learning
Not to crack the pattern:
Catapults, coastal cities burning

Be the wave
Be the water
Be the wind
Be the daughter
Be the son of the Sun
Be the shepherd
Be the martyr
Be the fire
Be the dirt
Be the life
Be the earth
Become one with our mother
Nature
Recognize the worth
Of Words.

I hung out with a friend the other day
an old friend
we used to walk around a small town at night like every step was the beginning to some great adventure
we sat
we talked of all thats been going on in our lives
we smoked
we sat
we walked to his house at the desire of my mother
not necessarily to be there
but to be anywhere but here
we arrived
we sat
he stayed on his phone for what turned into an hour
"looking for something to do"
I sat
He said "I don't have anyone to hang out with"
I sat
He said "Shane, I have shane to hang out with"
I am Shane
I sat.
Now I can't decide exactly what the problem is,
am I so dreadfully boring one must rely on a circuit board escape plan to lead them to others less so
or is my friend improper company for myself
would have thought of any of this if I had a phone myself?
or would I have written it right there on the spot?
Who knows
we smoked
I walked home, alone & happy to be
though I couldn't help but notice all the pretty faces eating ice cream along the way
I tried to sing for their attention
they laughed
I smiled & walked away
atleast I made some sort of impression, eh?
my friend & I shall meet again
& no matter how it goes, I know this is the type of friend who will visit me on my deathbed, or I his.
I suppose I am just shaken by the contrast of the time spent then & the time spent now
I arrive home
I lock the door to stop the echoes of fear from flogging my mother
I sleep

I got crust upon my lungs
But you can’t hear it when I strum
no you can’t hear it at all

I got dust upon my eyelashes
But you can’t see it when I kiss
no you can’t see it at all

My tire tread is all worn down
You can feel it when I turn around
yeah you can feel it when i slow down

My silly seatbelt forgets to click
Gears taught me that when they started to stick
Oh, I had to learn how to shift

oh, well
I won’t give
Oh, well
into you I wish

They tell me not to waste it
I mean,
Am I a waste just cause I get wasted?
There might be nothing to waste if I never did,
I might still be faceless.
No ***** to stand face to face with the pace of my placement.
I’m jumbled at times, sure,
But that’s just the trail mix and I don’t think anyone’s lived till they’ve climbed a tree as high as god made them to.
With the wind at my back I float on.
No friction, no fear.
My limbs grew fingers and my fingers grew limbs.
It’s your conventions that make me useless,
And in my world you’re just a filler.
I won’t forget the talent that your god gave me,
don’t forget the free will he gave you.
And with all you think you know,
how dare you waste a righteous word upon the wasted,
when you already know what I’m going to do
With this little light of mine.

sleeP is ecstasy for free

I found it in my sheets

By the sun and moon,
I swear
That I love you.

Golden Claws
Separate the sky
Laughing Animals
You and I

Flow with the moment
Feel the pull of our auras,
Poet
I sent you warmth in the postage
Preview
Lochs of our love
We'll be swimming in
See through

Bring me love
Bring me love, All your love
Bring me,
Bring me love.

By the starry sky
I swear,
You and I will never die.

Flow with the moment
Feel the pull of our auras,
Poet
I sent you warmth in the postage
Preview
Lochs of our love
We'll be swimming in
See through

Bring me love
Bring me love, All your love
Bring me,
Bring me love.

What

                                      A

              ****­ing

                              *Night

Fingers like i'm dancing tap
Feet that swat the flies

Learning how I like to roll
This many sided die

Though many have fallen prey
To how to play the game

There's a secret: knowing who you are
You're more then just a name

See I am god, you are too
We could share this view
A jealous god's no god at all
Invite all your gods too
We could make it beautiful
We could do it all
We could make the flowers
Bloom and blossom in the fall

Snorting bath salts in the shower,
for an hour stood and soaked the flowing shimmer life power.
Shivering, I cower in my mind behind the barricades,
Thoughts assault, the sorrow suit i'm wearing, swear it's tailor made.
I wash it off,
The bombs have stopped, my cities still intact
But in a different way, flowers bloom blossom through the cracks
I'm in the future looking back at all attacks directed at
& carried out by me myself & I deny the eerie fact
& as I stand and rack the noggin in my noggin with some nonsense
I am not dead, clock, stop, smile and it is honest
Horizon & the sunrise brings the blessings to a new light
Finally disguise resigns, the sky invites me to produce flight
The city I created are the ruins I created are the views and moves i'll use to fuse the future I created.

****, I wish to fall throughout you,
Smile, and fly in place.
Exploring every cell that tells me
It's your smiling face.
To know the blueprint,
How they grew arranged to take the pain away.
No changing paint, but pace of heart
& quality of ways
To stay content, Contend no more.
To be the only what's in store.
The only wish I have,
That doesn't leave me wanting more.

All this hot water's just a cold,
Waiting to happen.
And all them words spoke's just notes,
Under the mattress.

You gonna come back
Move forward with me
Wait, step patient my two lonely feet
Into the cold water turning lukewarm,
It's just waiting to happen

MY FLESH WILL, ROT MY SONGS WILL NOT, MY WILL WILL STILL REMAIN, INSULT ME IF YOU WISH WHILE ALL YOU DO IS STAY THE SAME.
ITS ALL A GAME TO YOU, BUT IM A WORKER, WORK IS ALL I DO, YOU CAN LIVE HOW YOU WANT JUST CUZ PEOPLE LIKE TO LOOK AT YOU,
BUT DONT FORGET WHAT LETS YOU GET AWAY WILL FADE AWAY SO TAKE A BREAK & FOR THE PEOPLE TRY TO CRAFT A BRIGHTER DAY.
I'D HATE TO PROVE YOU WRONG & LIVE FOREVER IN MY MUSIC, BUT IT SEEMS THAT I BELIEVE SO WOE IS ME THEY'LL NEVER LOSE THIS,
THE LEAST THAT YOU COULD DO IS SADDLE BACK UP ON THIS **** & RIDE TO PRACTICE ALL THOSE ACTIONS YOU'LL BE DOING TO SUSTAIN YOUR LIFE.

Do you know what it is,
To wake up with a mind like mine?
Do you know what it is,
To wake up with any mind at all?
Do you know what it is,
To wake up?
I don't.
So I sit, with a mind like mine,
Asking these questions unanswerable.

Every morning
To the same ****** existence
Makes that eternal rest
Sound so appealing

The me I am
The me I was
The work I do
The drugs i've done

When laziness tells you to just keep sitting there,
Remember that it told you the same thing yesterday & you listened.

I say stupid **** when I’m sober and think it’s genius

Say genius **** when I’m high, then I touch my *****

You need:
"What's up?"
You don't:
"Get ******."

Poetry

being honest can really ****,
because sometimes you lose people by telling them how you really feel.
People that you really don't want to lose.
But it's for the better,
I mean, It's got to be for the better.
Living a lie would obviously lead to so much worse.
Being honest is always the right thing to do,
but that doesn't mean,
that it doesn't really really **** sometimes..

I am older now

Dreary morning
Morphine drip makes it taste better and
there’s no room left for breakfast.
I traded in bacon and eggs for nicotine and coffee stains long ago.
Or so it seems.
I don’t want any syrup,
She makes it all sweet enough.
Sure they can keep me alive,
But they can’t **** me like she can.
I’d rather die alive tonight than live to death in depths of debt’s regret.
Besides, I know I’ll wake up tomorrow morning
And she’ll be gone if tonight was good enough.
Unless I don’t know,
But,
What I don’t know can’t hurt me…
Right?

If I was you I'd show Me that You're really not so bad
But I am Me & You are You
Like That is That
& That is That

Something told me,
It was all gonna be ok.
And before I knew it,
Something was wrong.