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 Apr 2021 niann smith
lost cause
you are not mine,
but sometimes
i pretend that
you wish you were

i created this dream
that you secretly
wanted me

but i often forget
its just something
i've made up
iloveyou
 Apr 2021 niann smith
lost cause
if i wrote my future
all would be changed
from the way i was raised
to the thoughts in my brain
if i wrote my future
no love would be lost
so i’d stand right beside you
no matter the cost
if i wrote my future
i’d bring nothing but peace
and save you from sorrow
and the darkness that creeps
if i wrote my future
you’d still be here
but you wrote my future
and i did nothing
but stare
I get so hypnotized whenever I’m seeing you
Your impeccability is so exceptional
I picture myself being in your kingdom
Supplying you everything that you desire
‘Cause your magnificence is so inspiring
You’re so superior in every area
Your skin is so lovely to look at

I wanna hug you and kiss you
I wanna stay clung to you
And listen to your melodic song
Run through my system
All you gotta do is let me fulfill your needs
I’ll be gentle as I calm your mental
I miss you
Not your body but your friendship
Not your kisses but your laughter
Not your touch but your kindness
I miss you
missing someone makes my heart ache
We are surrounded
for danger, for pain.
when no one is there.

But there's a friend:
fighting with our mind,
struggling at the ground.

She's there, she's here.
In every moment.
But moments are just a little bubble of time.

Because there's not an instant
or a friend
that lasts forever.

That's why we are
life's friends.
 Apr 2021 niann smith
Blake
I need her,
she is fine without me.
I miss her,
She doesn't know I'm here.
I want her,
She wants the other guy.
I like her,
She doesn't notice me.
 Apr 2021 niann smith
Blake
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 Apr 2021 niann smith
Blake
The words replay in my head.
Making me sick every time I hear your voice.
I wasted my time on her while she just pushed me down.
She laughed when I cried, thinking I wouldn’t find anyone better.
When I got stronger, she blamed it all on me.
I thought she was right for too long.
 Apr 2021 niann smith
Blake
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 Apr 2021 niann smith
Blake
I don't care if she hates me
If that's what makes her happy.
I hurt her too many times to expect love in return.
If I could change the past, I would,
I never meant to hurt her.
I stay awake, thinking about how this could have been different.
I'm tired to wash up,
So I procrastinate.
I'm tired to stand up,
So I'm sitting here.

I'm tired to walk to bed,
So I remain on the floor.
I'm tired to get myself to sleep.
So I'm still awake.

But I'm tired.
Don't talk to me about democracy
How we can control our lives
It's nothing but hypocrisy
There's no control in sight

No matter who we hate, or who we back​
We will never have any real say
A million people marched against invading Iraq
Yet for years they were bombed night and day

Remember the W.M.D. s
Their reason for more death ?
Who knows what it will be
What reason will be next ?

Now it's Syria, where the innocent die
Well, I for one, never voted for that
Who knows where, knows why
Their lies will next be presented as fact
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