you only care about me when I'm sad
once I smile
everything is fine

so it doesn't matter
what I say

I'm going crazy
you keep forgetting
everything about me

you only love me
when I'm feeling depressed

once the clouds
fly away
the sun is shining
you'll believe my head is clear of all its poison

I might drown
I might choke
with your forgetfulness

keep on
forget me
forget all about my feelings

falling off the edge with you
I'm never happy
I must hide my frown before you come around
too good to be true

i want blue eyes
glistening like moon ripples on
mirrored lakes

i want blue eyes
burning like sapphire flames
in the furnace of half-baked
dreams

blue eyes
that churn glittering snow
and overflow
overshadow

blue eyes
like
liquified winter skies
dripping, seeping sorrow
wings of iridescent dragonflies
fountains in secret grottos

blue eyes
like yours
lost
            in their own ocean labyrinths
            in thought
            in other dimensions
where brown eyes
            cannot follow

sometimes i think
that maybe
if my eyes were blue
too
maybe you would

take me with you


            take me with you