you're nervous
'take a drink, it'll calm you down'
you're nervous
'here, take a hit, a little **** will do ya good'
you're nervous
'come sit next to me, I'll make sure nothing bad happens to you'
now you're drunk
now you're baked
now you're being touched, felt, caressed
but it doesn't matter.
you're no longer nervous.
you can't feel.
you don't care.
you're exactly what they want you to be
no longer timid
no longer shy
no longer *nervous
thoughts put down on paper