I don't know who is in you're life, but i know that with your mom, you might need someone. I just kinda want to be there for you. I know that you probably have other people, but i just want to let you know I'm here no matter what. Not as an ex girlfriend trying to become the girlfriend again, but as the friend that wants to help you though whatever you're going through. I will be you're 2 am phone call if you need them at that time or that person you just need to complain about a rough day too. Im sorry if I'm just waisting my time, but i just wanted to let you know I'm here for you.

i crave so badly to sleep with you. and i mean that in the most innocent way. i want to sleep with you, but not in the sense that our bodies are naked and we make love in the mess of my sheets. i want to sleep with you and and learn the pattern of your heartbeat, the rise and fall in your chest when you breathe, how you move in the late hours of the night when you dream.
i want to sleep with you and roll over to find your body beside mine, if at 3 AM i wake from the habit of missing you. i want to sleep with you and i mean that *in the most innocent way.