Oh my little grass of hue
You know how I adored you
Although not until I tell
With your bearded smile I fell
Before no one knows, I stare
Deep within your eyes so fair
And I never looked away
But still you didn't want to stay

You know I could have been the flower
I could have been your faithful lover
Instead you chose the rounded bush
Then I come to realized and hush
I'll lie if I say I did not think
Since I've convince myself and then I sink
It can't ever happen now I know
I wish his love will fulfill you though

Oh my little grass of hue
You know how much I loved you

People always want to seem like a mystery
The way they talk, the way they dress
The way they glimpse through the wonders of nothingness
They remain silent for some time
Then eventually loose control and mixed with the crowd
The one who's left wondering stays silent
Predicting the next move of the obvious fools
Look to your side
Look behind
Observe them look at you
How they feel anger and fear
The stares you receive silently
The real reason behind their cold mystery

Don't be scared because it suddenly changed
Don't be mad because it's not the same

Everything changes
Even the spring that past in seconds
Even the a year that contains seasons
Even the fire that burns the quickest
Even the star that shines the brightest

Then the day came...
The day when I realize-
I realize that I'm not living anymore-
Jusy trying to survive

...Might not even trying
Just for the future
... Just hoping

When I lay on my bed all day
Listening to a Paper Kites playlist
You'll know that I don't give a **** anymore
When I stare at the celing or the view of the balcony
Just don't try and knock on my door

I don't care if you care...
I don't care if you don't...
I don't need anything
From you or your soul