D A W N

D A W N Jan 2020

entry 2.

i keep forcing myself.
i keep forcing myself to think that i still like you.
that i still love you.
im chasing something that isnt real.
im trying to light a matchstick that has already been lit
bu i pushed that thought aside
and thought maybe, maybe a mere spark might just emanate
the dull object.
maybe because i dont want closure.

whoops idk why i wrote this 3 years ago`

#closure #love #match

D A W N Jan 2020

entry 1.

i keep letting people break my walls once theyre done with the last brick they leave.
they leave me with the bricks ill have to rebuild again. over and over.
but im used to it. itll be like a strand of my hair that sticks between the tooth gaps of my teeth or tripping over the crevices of the sidewalks when "you" were aware of the cracks but chose to fall because you were stubborn kind of thing.

great way to start an introduction huh
(just a piece of my thoughts)

#friends #trust

D A W N Jan 2020

entry 0.

there's always that phase in life that we never get used to.
like a favorite song, we rewind it and let the notes break us.

im collecting old poems i wrote 3 years ago so dont mind me

#music #songs #song #lss

D A W N Jan 2020

lupa ko, langit ka

sama sa imong gi pang buhat sauna
sama sa imong gi pang ingon na wala jd koy chansa
sama sa sakit imong gi dala
gi puggong jd nako tamans ginhawa
lupa ko, langit ka
-7.27.17

D A W N Jan 2020

kita na

kabaw ko lain na tao ang gi pili sa imong kasing kasing
kabaw ko walay kita pero kung mangayo kog chansa
ang matubag ra kay
"basin."
basin
basin ma kaplagan nimo ang mga tula
na akong gi pang sunog kay dili na kaya nako
ang mga padunggog na kita na.
kita na.
pero ikaw mismo ang nag ingon na inamiga ra
pero sa pag lihok mura nag gugmang di na ma solba.
di na ma solba sama sa mga taong kasing kasing na mag sigeg duda,
sama kamo na mag away tungod sa mga na dunggang sturya
na kita na.
kita na miskan naa nakay imoha.

bogo *** dawn
(7.27.17)

#bisaya

D A W N Nov 2019

no.2

u are bad decisions disguised in tempations.

lust rushes, love waits.

-wear a helmet

#love #lust

D A W N Nov 2019

no.1

u are good moments disguised
in bad decisions.