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 Mar 2015 Firefly
Sally A Bayan
(haiku x 3)

Life is a river
we swim, we drift...a cycle
of rising...falling.
  
equanimity
is ******* soft riverbed
we reel....sometimes drown,

we give up, they dry
we fight...we breathe....rivers flow!
ripples do follow.



Sally
Copyright March 2015
Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
***while writing these haikus, I thought of a friend, Harlon Rivers.***
 Mar 2015 Firefly
Sally A Bayan
(the hours in between)

It is the morning after reuniting, wining and talking...the stirring of the curtains transparent, become slow moving hands and calming whispers of a hypnotist, blending perfectly with the gentle whiff of a breeze...and the soft sounds of one who has just woken...a hint of a breath of life...there is much gratitude.....these early morning whispers could still be heard...quietude is a swaying hammock, but sleepy eyes peep through the window, gazing far, enthralled by the horizon...red, orange, purple.....merging.....against green and brown of the mountains...and from all these mix of colors, finally emerges a sky so blue...a new day is born, the Almighty is most kind...but something else unsettles the mind of one who has gone through many arduous journeys...asking:
 "How did I fare"?   Can I still...?  Will I...?" 

Now shining bright is a list of
Things yet to happen...intentions---
Disguised as questions.
Though this has long been conceptualized,
There's this pressing feeling, they must now be prioritized
Pray they soon be realized
Before exit from this world has materialized.

Can I still -
Be brave enough to swim? drive a car? ride a bike?
Meet with distant friends? learn new languages?
Write with more depth, even when I turn 80... and older?
Fly in a plane with my son as the pilot in command?
See my granddaughters finish college?

Will I still be able -
To satisfy this wanderlust endlessly stirring within me?
To ride a camel in the deserts of Morocco?
To feel the sun, the air, even the rain, while walking the cobbled streets in Tuscany?
To spend an evening in Florence?
To visit Greece, Spain, Ireland, Wales, and relive stories read?
To feel and breathe the air there, brimming with adventure?

We walk through various labyrinths in life, so absorbed in our own worlds...hours, days, become prosy, they move oh,  so slowly.......still, when the dark is upon us, we sit and reflect...wondering:
 
Will we see another day unfold before us?
Do we get to witness
The Blue Hours of another sunrise and sunset,
And further be enchanted by the day's breath-taking
A L P E N G L O W ?

How many more
A L P E N G L O W S ?


Sally

Copyright August 2014
Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
 Mar 2015 Firefly
Quinchet
I don't want to out shine you.
Just want to be your friend

I want to embrace all of you
share all I have within.

Lets bring out the best in each other
Not tare each other to pieces.

I can be evil too..
But I don't want to talk down on you!

You don't shine any brighter throwing dirt on her name or mocking her misfortunes or smirking at her shame. Its you who is a sad shell of a woman. So before you judge her and shred her name remember..

All that you are comes from what you've been through so imagine the strength it takes coming from the bottom or standing up when you've repeatedly fallen.

Look in the mirror do you love everything you see? Are you all you intended to be?

Why not build someone up instead of tare them apart..

Isn't enough breaking us down every day, leaving us in the dark.


Its time we accept our place as women. Come together without Competition. We all have strengths we can share our wisdom and when we are weak need a compassionate ear to listen.
 Mar 2015 Firefly
Quinchet
Panic
 Mar 2015 Firefly
Quinchet
The subtle sound of the ice cracking beneath me feet


I shut my eyes. How long have I been sleeping?

Now again I awake in this bed of denial

Again. Repeat. Obsess. Over and over...

Can't just forget. It gets worse every time.

How do you explain hopping back on that coo coo train?

Insanity. Period. One answer. Lets not complicate this.

Just one more got me no where before.

I just want to be cool. I don't want to be weak. I just want to forget whats being held over my head.
I want the freedom. I want to tease, excite, and leave.

The only way to fix this is to make it right not keep letting life pass me by trying to hide my other side.

Self sabotage. Its easier to admit defeat when when there is nothing left. I don't want that. I've got too much.

It's not okay. This is not acceptable.
 Mar 2015 Firefly
Quinchet
Curious of what stirs within
the thought of touch

My eye drawn in
the unseen or heard

Body temperature rises
heartbeats, beats, breath

deeper and deeper
the heat rises
breath just breath.

this connection undefined
breaks walls and crosses lines

Words turn to faint noise
What is this..?

Am I hypnotized
Stuck? Lost? Frozen in time?

In those green green eyes

Shh..Silence. I must not know you.
Stay forever, Go running, Hide!!
 Mar 2015 Firefly
Quinchet
Feels like I'm spinning
Toes barely touching ground

Not sure I can handle this change of season
Some things falling so beautifully in place
Still can't get a grip of what's slipping away

Breathing in the cold air won't cool my heart down. Part of me brought to life brings tears of joy, sadness, and strife.

How can I embrace this?! Can I live up to the eyes that stare at me through the mirror. Am I or am I not?

Is this the beginning of the end or only the beginning. Adaptable as I am change is hard.

Answers untold my world starts with a thought.. Where's my head at?!? At?!! At?!

Somewhere stuck between what could and what may ruin me. The risk of coming to close to the flame. Set me on fire. Lore me. Distract me. Just forget it all.

Am I wrong.
 Mar 2015 Firefly
Quinchet
Twin Flame, I think not.
Just Needed an alibi to be insane.

I used you for your spark
Your ungodly fiery flame

You gleamed me in the eyes
the Heat rose up inside

Like a million Butterflies
attached to electric shocks

In the mirror I stare
At all I am and never lived to be

I saw you in me... me in you.

I breathed you in over and over again.
Yet my bed is still with him.

Did I ****** you,
Lure you with my mind.

With my *** demon smiling on the inside
saying everything is fine.

I stalk, I prey, I conquer. men are easy.

Did I need to feel you to take part in your flame.
Now my lioness got caught in the game.

Claws drawn waiting to dig in..
The rest of me needing to pull away.

So I told him its over but in bed we lay.
Not touching with nothing to say.

I feel for another is what I should say.
Truth is I am a coward who needs the tension and release.

Why must I play this Game.
My thoughts are hurting My weary Head.
 Mar 2015 Firefly
Quinchet
When darkness consumes us.
Will we cave into our fears.

Everything we do everyday. Gone.

Electricity Disappears.
Frantic Faces. Searching. Running. Hurting.

What will I have to give.

Feed me knowledge so that I may live.
Give me Grace and Understanding.

If this is true. I've heard the words my Whole life.

This place we call home was built to be destroyed.
We have feed the destruction. We are one.

In desperate times will you love or fight.
Will we destroy ourselves from within.
Before the Flames set in.

Can it just be a new start. Clean Slate.
Get back to basics.
Rebuild.
Grow.
Evolve Spiritually.

Or is this the Beginning of the End.
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