Paula Waters

Paula Waters Oct 2016

5:00

4:25...
...The rain hits the metal pane
My locked door struggles inside
I lay in darkness fully awake
I guess no sleep for me tonight
My mind sifting through staggered thoughts
Each one creating feelings of loss
I'm stranded in a room of darkness
No light paves a way out
My lips and brows steadily decline
To a truth I'm unable to harness...
....4:59

Written in 2013

#life #sleep #cant #thoughts #night #late

Paula Waters Oct 2016

Depressive

The spilled ink stained
All over the circular walls in the halls
Of my guttered mind
Reaching into the crevices
Of my brain, I strain
To see the colors
Indistinguishable to my eyes
I've become blind
Nothing is clear anymore
The mixture muddied and incoherent
I'm drowning in the thickness of it all

I wrote this in 2014

#life #thoughts #emotions #blur

Paula Waters Oct 2016

Instability

Did I cry
for all the times you left me
Or was it the pain
that I was unable to escape
No matter how much time passes
Or how long it took me to recover
I'm still hurting inside

reflecting on my life so far

#life #pain #loss #grief #sadess

Paula Waters Oct 2016

Butterflies

Shhh
You're dreaming
As you gently kiss me
On my lips
I whisper
I wish it were real
Then open your eyes
After I give you this kiss
You whisper

#love #butterflies

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