if only this pain left as quick as you did.

forgive me for having nothing to offer
i am sum total of
bad poems
and good intentions

nonetheless
each word
each thought
i will always up dedicating to
you
you
you

this body never felt like home

my hands are always clammy
my lips are always chapped
and i can't seem to shake the numbness from my bones

it's hard to believe this is a body you'd be willing to hold

I'D RATHER GO BLIND THAN WATCH MYSELF BE REPLACED

WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
DO I LOVE YOU?
DO I LOVE YOU?
DO I LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I LOVE?
WHY LOVE?
WHY YOU?
WHY

feelings underlying
a longing never dying

the sky thinks you're beautiful

maybe if we were different people,
maybe then we'd be right for each other

I've written so many pieces
about how i long for you
and how i want to be near you,
how beautiful you are
but all these verses are simply pathetic attempts
to make sense of my feelings
and each poem
is just another version
of me saying *I love you