My inner being has many layers
Some of which never to be revealed.
Loving you allows my spirit to soar,
But secrets will still be concealed.
There is a place deep in my heart
Where pain and darkness dwell.
Thoughts of the past, the sorrow and shame,
It's those I cannot tell.

Giving you all of my love and most of my heart,
I vow to be faithful and true.
Praying to **** the bitter past,
Before I say I do.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust,
Please let the demons die
So that we become as one
And our souls can freely fly.

Fusing together, united as one
Even after this life has past,
Such true love I have with you
My soul mate found at last.

Desiring to give you all, not part,
And feel your sweet caress,
But I doubt you'll see me naked now
Even if you watch me undress.

Polished and refined,
With death I have found
A life below ground
A place I can call mine
Destruction and evil deeds
A breeding of pure hate
Is all that I can create
Out of all these heartless seeds

I punch them in
To the deep sullen dirt
Water them with vengeance
And a sprinkling of hurt
Tonight is the night
I find what dwells below
I don't have a key
But I can bargain with my soul
As I place it into these seeds
I am but reeds in the grass
I'm letting go
Only Heaven knows
The blackness of Hell's wrath

I plant my lifeless soul in this plot
To groom it as it grows
So slowly that nobody knows
It's the place the devil goes to rot
Watered with tears, warmed with fire
And as time stands still, never changing
This fruition of evil continues growing
Until the depths of hell can go no higher

Then it will bloom
A flowering gloom
Growing out of control
The ground will harden
In this here garden
Fertilized by my soul

Standing in a harvested field, the sky touching the ground
Not a raise, a tree, or a hill to be found
A coal black cloud is coming down
Standing there head back, hoping in it's rain I drown
My heart is bleeding black
Everything from a young age went so off track
I am just the black sheep
I am just the freak
Watch me as my eyes leak
This lonely watch I keep
On my knees now I just weep
It's only sorrow that I reap
For a life lived amongst the ruins
Living under a storm constantly brewing
Daylight seeped through once or twice
Made the formless bleakness more than thrice
So I beg for no more light
It just makes it harder to fight
If blackness is where I'm ment to stay
Just keep the sun away