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jasmin Sep 2019
Im happy
Then i'm sad
I have friends
Then suddenly they're all gone
Is it me
Am i to sensitive
Or is it them
Im alone
Always alone
I have nothing
Noone
Im happy
Then i'm sad
When will the pain end
Will it ever
Why me
Why am i always the puppet
Thrown around
Apologizing
When I wasn't the one that did wrong
Im happy
Then i'm sad
I have friends
Then suddenly they're all gone
jasmin Sep 2019
When I lost you I thought it was the end
It broke me knowing I had lost my best friend
We didn’t talk for a week
It made my days seem bleak
But after a while that ache went away
And slowly my life turned around from being gray
You took half of me with you when you left
But now I’m happy for that theft
Because a new part of me was seeded
Maybe you leaving was exactly what I needed
A new beautiful part of me started to grow
A part of me you will never get to know
You left when it was convenient to you
Without even giving me a clue
True friends wouldn’t do that
I’m finally realizing that you are a brat
It took me a while to realize I didn't need you
My problems have lessened, I’ve lost more than a few
People say you want me back
But I do not miss the kindness you lacked
I passed you in the halls today
You looked at me like you wished you had stayed
But you made your decision
And you no longer wanted me in your vision

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