everything you had said was so honest and sweet... but what I really wanted to hear was the thoughts you kept inside.
I wish I never let you in,
but I did,
I let you win.
why is it so much easier to focus on someone else in the moment?
why is it so straining reverting back to solitude?
why is it so much more desirable to be in control of someone else's body, than your own?
he is adorable
his vibe is
tore into me,
and cut up,
were no kinder,
and left me feeling crushed.
"it seems like you don't care,"
as tears streamed down my cheeks.
I kept trying to answer you,
but I couldn't breathe.
I know now,
That I was your home.
I'm sorry I kicked you out.
I'm sorry you're freezing;
I didn't know it was so cold outside.
I swear I didn't know it was pouring.
I don't think I can bear to look at you,
Through this window.
I don't know if you can tell,
But I'm sobbing as I draw the curtains.