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 Oct 2014 caelilac
JustChloe
I wish life could be what i wanted it to be

but even then i wouldn't be happy

I have been living in the land of make believe

making sure people only saw what i wanted them to see

and some time along the way i forgot that i was hiding things

I forgot there was more to me then what people think

more to me than want i started to believe

wanted to believe

but now the cracks in my reality

are shining brighter

the things i hid from me are coming out so i can see

I was fine until you came and shattered me

showed me reality

made me realize that i stopped feeling

you broke my fairy tale

without asking me

but I still want my life to be what i imagined it to be

but even then i wouldn't be happy

and this one question that no one can answer for me

is it better to know what you don't want to see

Or to live your life in the make believe
 Oct 2014 caelilac
Babygirl
Secrets
 Oct 2014 caelilac
Babygirl
Secrets, they build inside.
This secret she hides, will be the reason why she died.
He was always there, whispering those sweet secrets in her ear.
He would whisper her greatest fear.
He, i bet you wanna know who who he is, right?
He is Depression, the reason she cries herself to sleep at night.

Secrets, secrets, running through her mind, trapped in her head.
Secrets, secrets, she wished, she was was dead.
They started out small, just one word.
Soon, they became all she heard.
Ugly, fat, worthless, broken, sad, not good enough, stupid, lost.
She wanted it to stop, no matter the cost.

He came once in a while, and whisper the secret special for just her.
She was so polite always said ma'am and sir.
No one would have guessed the intensity of the storm inside her mind.
She wishes it would just stop, but she doesn't have anyone to confide..
This is the end for her, she writes a note to a phantom; no one cares.
He sits by watching, she can feel the intensity of his stares.

She writes to her mom, knowing she won't care, she writes three words.
She can just imagine the feeling of freedom; to fly with the birds.
She writes to her siblings, the tears are falling faster than before.
This is what she has dreaded to the core.
Secrets tumbling around her head; she carves them into her wrist.
She has fallen so far down she knows, she won't be missed.

She folds the finished letter and leaves it on her desk.
The scene left behind will be one of the most grotesque ..
She had secrets, hanging from her lips.
But she was to scared they would only make you want her for her hips.
They were there, written in her eyes.
But instead, you believed the lies..

Secrets are like anchors, they are heavy and they weigh you down.
Soon these secrets will cause her to drown.
She takes the blade begins her artwork, with her canvas as her wrist.
This razor is her paintbrush, and with it she will give her story a twist.
She carves the word 'Secrets' into her skin.
She will forever lay in this sin.

The blood creates a pool surrounding her wrists.
She was the perfect one to be darkness kissed.
She had secrets, and they weighed her down.
Now she will stay forever in Heaven with a broken crown.
She was an angel with a dark past, and a twisted mind.
She had finally told all her secrets, she was no longer confined.
 Jul 2014 caelilac
Dakota
If everyone else was a drizzle,
you're a downpour.
If they were locked,
you were the open door.
As easy as a breeze,
blown by the sea,
are the feelings between you and me.
They, a small tune,
You a symphony.
A warm song that can keep me company.

As these summer months fade and are plundered,
By the lengths of fleeting time while I sit and wonder.
I hope we stay as we are,
With everyone else the sky and us the stars.
I dont always say what I am thinking the right way in person. So here's what I could've said if  I would've only organized my thoughts when I spoke. haha
 Apr 2014 caelilac
Dakota
What We Are: by Dakota Pizzi

Have you ever wondered how the wind howls through the trees?
Or why the leaves tremble in the breeze?
Theres no use to wonder,
No rhyme or reason too.
It just makes sense like me and you.

And 'though the cold winds comin down,
The snow is burying us in.
I know the sun will shine again,
Just like it always did.

Its like asking why the sunshines as it comes over the hill,
Or why the earth moves slowly at its own will.
Theres no way to calculate,
Its just meant to be,
Thats why you belong with me.

We are the wind speaking through the trees,
We are the sun coming up to please,
Theres no reason to wonder why we are what we are, its the way its meant to be,
Yes, it's the way its meant to be.
feel free to add any comments
 Jan 2014 caelilac
Hale
Vapid
 Jan 2014 caelilac
Hale
I don't know what's wrong
I don't know what happened
My darling, my beloved
Did love departed?

For our worlds separate
in a long distant path
seems my screams unheard
lost in wind's behalf

Annoyed, bothered, irritated
has my charm been deceived?
As merely a simple friend
am I for thee?

Such a sad story
has become of us
Once sweet and fragile
only now, vapid
 Jan 2014 caelilac
EJ Aghassi
lead me
i long to taste the sunset

let kindred psyche
intermingle
as quiet breath
escapes yearning lips

tired lips
longing for a place to rest

dilated senses
coalescing
in essence
listening to moonlight
make silent messes
in tireless expression

and i want to truly taste
what makes you,
you

transcend concrete
sensible
surroundings, dear

humbled in
the arms of your sweet song

moving in closer
stilled

all things lead to this-

you beautiful sound
 Jan 2014 caelilac
Mikaila
Haiku
 Jan 2014 caelilac
Mikaila
I envy those who
Know the timbre of your voice
Just by memory.
 Jan 2014 caelilac
Helen
Even if I never
write another piece
of my garbage that I call
Poetry
I'm still a reader of such
and stagnant pieces
are just a *******
for contemptuous lust
and soul *******
forms part of the Universe
as such
I absolutely refuse
to read something
Untitled

It ***** me completely
that you can sit down
and completely unload
Emotions uncontainable
Not just on a page
Ink veins open and dripping
but by making your fingers move
making your brain communicate
with extremities can be
exhausting
and still you lay bare
-
all your nakedness
and angst
and your happiness
wrapped inside sadness

and refuse it a name?

What?

You think after you've aired
all your ***** laundry,
hung your intestines
out to dry, as you stitch together
the cavity that once held your heart
It's okay to simply expel your breath
take a look at what you wrote
and call it Art?
Even though its nameless?

I call it irresponsible
to that which you gave birth
and left it rotting in the ether
with no title to ground it to earth
I am not dead, just resting, but I never stop reading, I don't deny food to my soul however, Untitled poetry is a pet peeve mine... Come on people, how much more effort is it to come with a title even after its done?
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