Watching your face fall
Like a brick
On concrete
Floors
Seeing you stand tall
When i can tell
You feel
So torn
Maybe im not yours
Because youve never
Ever
Been
Mine
Maybe i wont commit
Because
I see you
Looking
Behind
Youll talk big
About how far
Ahead youve
Moved
But youll still
notice her
In the
Most
crowded
Room

Mean ole mister
Never loved no one
Held his heart on his belt
Right next to his gun
Spat tobacco
On the blood red dirt
Didnt give a ****
Who the hell he hurt
Cant call mommy
When the pen fails the sword
Cant run to daddy
With no apologetic word
Give me a hand
Ill give you an arm
Take away my eyes
And your's'll come to harm
Mean ole mister
Knows what he does
Just getting by
Anyway he must
He learned that momma
Dont give a ****
He learned that daddy
Likes his mean hand
Youve gotta be tough
Hold up your own
Youve got to make sure
Through out life youve grown
Mean ole mister
Might make you cry
But mean ole mister
Sure as hell knows why

I used to breathe in at the sight of you
Excitement, enticement
A gasp of joy, a flash of euphoria
But now I breathe out whenever I see you
A sigh of longing, a breath of regret
The ardent warmth from my lungs
Turned twisted frost in your arctic air

Listening to music
i hear a person
i hear a song
about a love
ive never known.

i see eyes that dont exist
and arms ive never felt
i hear goodbyes that have never hurt me
and maybe
never
will