My angel just became my devil get a lot of information and they... leak it out they want the truth  but they can't handle it my truth..

I'm messed up I've been with people only had one love and the rest was men and the one I love had a babe for a guy when we was together..? How would you feel if your true love ****** someone and had to tell u that they was pregnant for someone else and your friend wanna ******* and his friend watches .. I took a sip and layed down when I layed down I fell so far away I drip in the basement now my savior just told me " truth Hurts" that's all !!! That's all you have to say !! Well truth will hurt I will become higher then Saturn higher then my critics the world will mimic what they didn't my love will be soo high only God is the one that can sense it !!!

I will kiss you on trailer kitchen floors,
And make you trace my corduroy with
Your grown out fingernails.

But your brain resides in elsewhere -
The place between two auburn freckles
In the cork skin milk.

Tomorrow never does arrive as
We exist in strictly today -
Holiday ties and river guides.

There are only so many times that I
Can haunt the roof of my mouth with
Cave drawings of made-up memories.

Only so many times that I can turn
Up the volume and smash my skull
Off of those reverberating guitar strings -

Hammer those bar chords / Say Goodnight.

Say goldenrod.
Say Time Machine.
Say velvet dress & radio wars.
Say Eileen on a dance floor.

Nights are becoming so boring
I hate to write you a sad song
I want to tell you that I hate you
And everything we did was wrong
But the truth is quite the opposite
I’m really lost and for you, I long
My heart has never stopped bleeding
It’s never gonna be that strong
Life is short and becoming shorter
When I once believed that we belong?

Locked his self in his room
Electric lights like Mr.Doom
The voices getting louder
The boy is becoming consumed
The argument before is leaking threw the man after this will be nothing but a uncaring waiting for something to happen tomb..
As I lay dead of words that I told u in confidence I pick up the pieces of what I said...then again...
This is my end I will let my demon speak for u