EmptySadness

EmptySadness Jan 2015

Darling please* don't leave because you think im to clingy
The thing is, People have left me
People have broke me

Darling please* don't leave because you think I get too attached
I never mean to get like that
People have left me *despondent
Your all that I ever needed and wanted

So darling, im down on my knees begging
Hoping and praying
That you don't leave for someone less
That's not such a mess
As I address

Please don't leave.

#sad #depression #mess

Jan 2015

effaced

...?

I dont know what to do.
Ive been feeling oh so blue.

i dont know why i always want to cry.
sometimes i just want to die.

but i want to live, so badly, i want to live,
and have glorious kids, who grow up and give me grandkids.

but theres always this part of my mind
that says i don't deserve it.

I just dont know...

EmptySadness Jan 2015

Pain And Sorrow

Its been three months
Since I took a silver piece of metal to my skin
Its getting hard, where do i begin?

Everyone looks at the flaws
As if the silver piece of metal has claws
Im starting to believe they do to
The claws have dragged me to hell

An everlasting hell of
pain and sorrow

But I guess that's my problem
I seem to fall in love with things that only bring me

Pain and sorrow

Just
like
you

The difference is the silver piece of metal wont leave unlike you

Its been three months
Since I took a silver piece of metal to my skin
Its gotten to hard, I think ill start again.

b.l

Mabye I will start again..

#sad #depression #pain #sorrow

EmptySadness Jan 2015

For a friend

There is a girl
And I cant simply understand
Why she is so sad

Her eyes are so simple
Yet so full or sorrow
I wish she could see that today
Or tomorrow

I would give her the world
And possibly more
For her to be happy
Once more

Just remember the sun still shines
The moon still appears
There is nothing to worry about
Darling please, don't shed a tear.
b.l

For a friend.

EmptySadness Jan 2015

Gone

You caught me holding a blade in my hand
You told me to stop
You told me things get better
You told me that you would never leave me

Its three years later
You told me you didn't care
You told me you lost hope of things getting better for me
The funniest thing though
You left me

b.l

You're happier without me

#sad #depression

Jan 2015

Remus

I'll Miss You

I lost a friend.
        They started it
                and I finished.

Saying goodbye to
        everything I loved
                about them.
                        I turned away
                                and never came
                                        back.

I'm sorry,
        but how was this
                for the best?

Best for you,
        but never me
                because I'll miss you
                        more than you ever
                              missed me

#love #depression #friendship #you

Jan 2015

Kaye B Anderson

Hypocrite (20 words)

"We're friends" you said.
There when you need me,
Your not, when I need you.
That's life,
One big hypocrite.

#lies #life #friendship #hypocrite