I'm actually happy today....
Something I can't always say.
It feels like a regular day
But,
Life is too hard too anticipate.

Brights lights
Annihilate hearts

While dull lights can brighten any corner of life.

She's great at everything she does. I believe she can do no wrong, but then again she's human. Amazing voice, spirit, heart, Amazing person she's sent from God to do his earthly work. To pass his word and let his glory ring... She's amazing she's barbara

The fact you repeat something over & over again
But it becomes completely unnecessary
Is redundant

When you lead me on.
Showing a bit of emotion.
The commotion kills my brain like a  potion

But it's rundant

The more we speak around,
The more our heart will drown,
Because that bush that wasn't easy to get around
Has you down

But beating through that bush,
Will only cause me to push
Back to a reality that that will be missed

I hear it now, but I see something else
I hear it now, but I want it to be something else

Constantly exploring this muscle  
That's called a heart.
But when I search it's cold and dark

But I know it's uncalled for
Because it's redundant to think about that thought.

Silent and far
Wrapped in his mind
Is he scared or shy
Does he just not know me
Should I approach
Can't say I like him
But then I cant not
I guess he's just Devon
A friend from afar
A outgoing silent  spirit
Not much said but so much to read
I don't know him
I couldn't know him he's just Devon...

Pardon me I called her by her name
She's not just my mom
She's my safe haven even when he wasn't here she loved me twice as much
She hugged me at night
Kissed my head every morning
Shivered in the car at the bus stop with me
She loves me she can't deny
Not because she has to but because I'm a part of her she can't get away from
She stays forgiving she's my mom
No matter who I love
She's alway my first
Always the reason i smile

Dark skies
Eventually
Shine.  

Lakes
Eventually
Dry

But can our hearts
Eventually
Tie with time

It's hard to explain  love.
But you know the feeling.
But are feelings good or bad!?

Lost in the past
Stuck in comparison
Mellow demeanor but busy inside
Fearful of dreams trying to fulfill
New to this life
And flamboyant so far

Whoa
Never been in this position before
Stuck between another corral
I never seen before
Confusing thought at more
But why I wanna accept this more
But can't follow my fear anymore
Because I know what it can be
If I let myself be
But is that a sacrifice I wanna take
But you gotta take, to make

Stop.
Pause, repeat?
Did I get that clear?  
You want the rear?
Lust is a *****
Because comes like a itch
But you can't relate because it's a ache
An ache that's
A feeling that makes you feel awake.

Give me more.
Piddd
Give me more
Not so much more that makes me explore
But enough to make me quit it
I'm laughing now but I don't wanna feel it
Give me more to not wanna feel it
Give me more to not wanna feel it.
It way you can't explain man
It flows like a another way boy

GIVE ME MORE
So I can STOP
WHOA
That's just a thought.

Are you living your life for yourself?
Do you ask people to define you, or can you define yourself?
Do you find yourself pleasing others or yourself?
Which side are you on?
but, without having to explain why.

I'm tired of
My beating heart yearning for love.

Every beat sends signals to my brain
But they don't connect.

Should I follow my heart or brain?

Louder the only way I can explain her
But she's a silent loud bright smile
It's not much to say but you can't miss her you'll see her a mile away. Maybe even hear her. She's great she brightens the evening makes my day....

Everyone wants to be the best,


But NO one really is.
Because the next person always has something to say,  but who are they to say who's the best?

But the only way you can be the best is if someone tells you.

I'm done,
It's over,
The words I hate,
But the words is what I feel,
But I just think....
Does it matter!?

I'm coming from a place
I don't wanna go there

So victim to the taste
I can hardly bare  

My control is running weak
My mind Is at an all peak

As if I can only pretend to comprehend