Finding reasons to run,
Faster, stronger, better, smarter.
Living the dream.
Resorting to relaxation.
Within the loudest scream,
Wishing to dream,
Reasons to scream,
Nothing is what it seems.
Floating through my stream,
Till my heart naturally cleans
Without selfish steam.
******* irrational frustration
Living beneath consistent injustice restriction,
Power hungry pigs
Getting off from constriction
Of an innocent prediction.

When I first saw into her pain, I was elated;
finally someone else so numb they're sedated.
We stayed up all night little past five, off eachother were wasted
She was the friend of the girl I liked but couldn't get to hold onto
Next thing I knew I was up in her headspace, and she was the next case
for this lovesick therapist kid still getting his head straight
Crazy how life is meant for love, but all you need is yourself
One minute she loves you the next
You're set up on the shelf

How does it feel to waste your time,
over and over?
How does it feel to live for other peoples lonely vies?
Now how does it feel to be surrounded,
over and over?
How does it feel to know you can't reach out and touch their souls?
How does it feel to know I've gone, without being here to start with?
How does it feel to know you've chosen wrong?

You're wrong
I'm right

And now I'm torn on what love is, I think it'd be this.
Cause playing guitar is much better than these hardened hearts.
We stayed up all night, little past five
pointing out our marks and scars
She was the girl of the friend I liked
She said he was family
Next thing I knew, she's tellin' me
she's chosen someone I can't be
This lovesick masochistic kid's now starin' at Plan B..
Seems like life seems so perfect
when we're staring at surface ****.
One minute it's all planned so right
the next you're praying to your christ.

So how does it feel to waste your time,
over and over?
How does it feel to live for other people's dumb opinions?
How does it feel to be surrounded,
over and over?
How does it feel to know you can't kiss off the memories?
Now how does it feel to know I'm gone, never to come back?
How does it feel to know you've chosen wrong?

You're wrong
I'm right
I'm wrong
You're right
I'm right
I'm wrong
They're right
I'm song..

I'm gonna be Manic tomorrow
Which isn't fabulous.

I'd give you my soul,
If I had mine still..
My heart would be yours,
If it wasn't his..
I would open my mind for you,
If I hadn't locked it and thrown out the key..
I want to give you anyone everything.
But what I once had was taken forgranted.
It was passed around
Until misplaced.
I couldn't find it.
I didn't want to.
And when I did find it
There was only an empty me.

I can hear her
Her mesmerizing melodies calling me
Tempting me
I sway to her music
Fill my veins with her voice
And we are one again.

She covers me like a blanket
I can feel the warmth of her love
In my secret places
Its dark inside
And I'm afraid
But she is with me
Holding me
And I am safe.

When she leaves
My soul aches for her embrace
I hunger for her touch
I want to disappear
To leave her as she left me
But her lethal love injections
Are all that I know
And I am weak
And I can hear her
Her mesmerizing melodies calling me
Tempting me
I sway to her music
Fill my veins with her voice
And we are one again.

My lover wants me dead
But I have given her my heart
Sealed our love with a kiss
Till death do us part.