There is something about the twinkling in your eyes
as you smile
as you listen
to me say my useless words.
And I desperately want
to explain the rain
to that little twinkle.
And I desperately crave
feeling you
feel the spot behind my ear.
Because at 1:11 a.m.
the rain is pouring against
my window pane
and the sound of it
is happiness
in my soul.
And I consider
this summer
and I decide
I missed the rain.
I've found
one thing
I don't like about California.
And I see
your twinkle
from across 3000 miles.
But for what ever reason
I am incapable
of telling you
of reaching out.
3000 miles too many.