You're not here and it's kinda sad but I'm glad that it happened.
You hurt me and im sorry for anything.
I remember the first time we kissed
Exactly one week after your birthday
I've been trying to get the taste of you out by kissing foreign lips

How long do you think you'll live? How big do you think the universe is?  Would you want to rule the world alone or would you want someone to help you? Do you think you'll survive the apocalypse? Shes the apocalypse and she will leave you. Do you still think you'll survive? I think you still love her.

"I am God and so are you" the moon tells me. I laugh I do not believe in God he's dead. All your prayers are empty wishes. You're beautiful and so is the world. I say an empty goodbye.

maybe if I pour some bleach down my throat the taste of you will go away.I'm not going to hell I've been there already. I know it seems cliche and you hate cliches but when you left me and started loving her that was hell. Don't you ever say you haven't killed anyone because you killed me that day in June I started crying and never stopped .do you know what it's like to miss someone you see everyday.I hope she steals your heart and never gives it back.

You're addicted to ******* while I'm addicted to the way you smile at the ground when you say my name. It's a  lose-lose situation, you'll go to rehab and I'll get my heart cut out and stomped into very small shards and try to put it back in without damaging my ribs. I'm not in love. I'm not in love. Love is terrible. I never want to be in love again, I'll live a loveless life.

I think I'll miss you forever. Even when I'm dead thoughts of you will be engraved in my skull. And after many years of being dead I will be completely forgotten and so will you. You will be buried with your wife and I'll be buried alone like the way you left me.

You've been waking up without saying good morning to me and have been falling asleep without telling me good night. Was it easy for you to forget me? because its hard for me to be forgotten

We wandered the universe together, searching for a place that was anywhere but home.

But its fall and the leaves on the trees are dying and I wish you were here so I could stare into your eyes to remind me of what color the  leaves are when they're alive, to remind me of how it feels to be alive because when you left I think my heart stopped beating and I died

But now looking in your eyes makes me want to commit suicide and I wonder if thats how you felt about me because when you said you loved me you never looked at me you looked at your feet