eF - Hello Poetry

eF Apr 2017

Pieces.

I'm losing myself.
Pieces *of me everyday,
*Slowly fade away.

blah.

#depression #sad #sadness #blah #life #love #poetry #haiku

eF Apr 2017

Gust.

I left the room,
Feeling like a* million bucks.
But once I closed the door behind me,
A gust of wind came by
*& blew me away...

Depression *****.
Sitting in therapy feeling invinicible.
Leaving therapy feeling invisible.
One second everything's fine.
And the next it's all a lie.

#depression #love #sadness #sad #blah #poetry #anxiety #npmmeta

eF Apr 2017

Contest.

They say the home is where the heart is,
But all that's left in my chest
Is an ugly mess, a vacant nest.
Another day, another stress.
Feeling like the prize isn't worth the
*Contest.

Quick something.
I wanted to keep it going.
But didn't want it to feel forced.
Last line had me sold.

#love #depression #sad #blah #poetry #life

eF Apr 2017

Creativity.

Creativity
Has strayed off and went missing.*
*Please come back to me.

I feel like I lost creativity.
Idk I feel like haiku's are the only decent thing i can pump out anymore. Longer poems are just hard for me right now, there's no meaning, there's no muse & i feel repetitive. I'm not good at writing about happy things or haven't tried much I see more beauty in pain and darkness. I have random entries I would like to put on here but I never do because I feel like poetry needs to rhyme. And i'm not sure if its ok to put random nonsense on here.
so here's a haiku instead.

eF Mar 2017

Vacation.

Speaking now,
Is pointless conversation.
Like the fluid talks we used to have,
Got lost in filtration.
It's sad because lately,
I've come to the realization.
I used to hate the distance,
But now it feels like
A **vacation.

Self worth.
Stray from those who make you feel less than perfect, even if it's hard at first.

#love #poetry #sad #life #happy

eF Mar 2017

Smile.

When did my smile,
Seem to lose all its meaning?
To me, not the world.

Forcing a smile on your face daily.
Cuz that's what the world wants.
Sad clown.

#poetry #sad #depression #life #haiku #depressed #blah