I don't want to cry today
I don't want to hurt myself today
I don't want to live in darkness today
I don't want to hate myself today
I don't want to hate others today
I don't know why,
But I know
I want to smile today
I want to be kind to myself today
I want to bask in the light today
I want to love being myself today
I want to love others today
I don't know why today is different
But I'm so glad it is
May this be a record to remind myself on the bad days that good days do come