even though you were bad for me, i couldn't help it.
you were the cigarette between my teeth.
the alcohol that burnt my throat.
the gamer that played my heart.
and the snake that tempted my hunger.
but, you were also
the rainbow after my storm.
the moonlight during my night.
my angel in heaven.
and my pill when i was in pain.
you were my one addiction.
and then, you were gone.
even though it was good for me, it also brought me down.
and i found myself
whispering your name over and over again
like a prayer that would be heard by a god
i knew was there somewhere.
and like my favorite song
that i'd sang all day and all night
a million times
but i'd somehow forgotten the lyrics of.
and it drove me up the wall
until I was deemed nothing but crazy.
and they'd dismissed you
as a mere figment of my imagination
you as someone
and our love as something
i'd made up.
i was to be alone for once.
and as i sat thinking in the darkness of midnight,
i knew,
i missed you,
i loved you,
i loved you,
i missed you.
and i still miss you.
and i still love you.