Deviswanto: Poems

2.9k · Jan 2015

Deviswanto Jan 2015

Time flies,
leave me alone.

Time flies,
bring you together,
leave me alone.

Time flies,
bring you together,
took all my world,
leave me alone.

I'm here,
still standing
still smiling
still waving
still strong
try my best not to let you see my weakness, my tears, my wounds.

...
I miss you*
How small that word means when you're too far away?
You're standing right there in front me,
but yet miles away.

Flashbacks*
Memories keep you here by my side.
Although you're too far away to reach
I'll always have you here in my heart.

Loveyou.

Just a random thoughts flying in my head.

#broken #heart #not #hurt #on #maybe #move #flashback #stillokay

821 · Oct 2014

Ready to Let You Go

Deviswanto Oct 2014

Ready to Let You Go

Nothing lasts forever
But somehow I still wish it does...

I still remember
How things get started
and
How things fall apart

I still clearly remember
Your voice, your smile, your laugh
and
All of your little things

That's all.

I want to remember it forever,
cherish it forever,
but my heart said *no.

This time, I have to let you go.
All of that beautiful memories,
All of that beautiful times,
All of that irreplaceable things.

We will walk this life together,
but in our own paths.
Not the same path anymore.
You're there, and I'm here.

I'm gonna miss you.
So much...

But again, I tell myself.
This time...
*I really have to let you go...

574 · Oct 2015

After A While

Deviswanto Oct 2015

After A While

It's still us
It's still you
It's still I love you
Won't ever change

It's still us
It's still me
It's still I miss you
Won't ever stop

How I wish you know
How I wish you know....

It's me keeping myself staying away from you
It's me keeping myself not looking for you
It's me keeping myselft trying not to talk to you again

But in the end
After a while
I realize
This love is still yours....
Yours...
Yours to keep...

#loveyou #stillyou #foreveryou

518 · Oct 2014

The Same Feeling

Deviswanto Oct 2014

The Same Feeling

I see you again today.
Everything has changed,
but what I feel for you is still the same.

You're right there beside me
and somehow I feel so comfortable.
I see your smile, and your peaceful face,
and somehow I feel right.

We know we're for each other
But everything seems so complicated.

I miss you a lot, you know?
Really a lot.

I hope we can have more time together
More place to go together
More adventures to play together
More time to spend together

I still believe that our fate is not end yet
For each day we can see each other is a great blessing.

I hope nothings gonna change anymore.

For the feelings I have for you,
still, and will always be there.

#in #i #believe #us

517 · Oct 2014

I'm Not Your Reason

Deviswanto Oct 2014

I'm Not Your Reason

As time passed by...
I realized that everything has changed...

I still see you everyday,
Yeah, I do
And I feel so grateful for that chance,
for a chance to see you once more
once everyday...

I see you smile,
I see you laugh,
I see you walk all around,
and I see you stand right there.

I see you.
Just you.
Everyday.

But* I know,
You never see me.
In your eyes,
that's no me,
Just her,
and I'll be okay with that.

I realized that...
Love isn't just 'I love you'
Love isn't that simple

I know what I have for you is love,
but it doesn't mean I force you to just be mine.
I won't ever do that.

For me,
Love is you.
Although I knew..

I'm not your reason to feel the same way...
about this one crazy little thing,
love,

:')

477 · Oct 2014

The Best Thing

Deviswanto Oct 2014

The Best Thing

One of the best thing in life is love.*

I believe that one of the most wonderful thing
that ever happen in my life is you.

Although things go wrong
and they become complicated as time goes by

One thing will always be the same,
the feelings we ever shared together...

The same you
The same me
The same us

And it was the best thing after all.

Everyone is deserves the best thing.

429 · Jan 2015

Old-Love

Deviswanto Jan 2015

Old-Love

How are you there?
The sky turns gray tonight.
The wind blows strongly.
The stars hide.
But the moon shine through.

It's raining
Outside there, yet inside my heart.

Do you see the same sky tonight?
I hope so.
I sent thousand love for you tonight.
Just wish the wind will bring them to you.

...
Far,
Far apart.
...
But living under the same sky,
is a happiness for me.
..
OLD LOVE
OLD FEELINGS
JUST FOR THE *OLD-SAME PERSON.

it's raining, and i feel that rain

351 · Oct 2014

And Never

Deviswanto Oct 2014

And Never

And all of sudden, i realize that there was never love between us....

It's true.
I miss you, it's true.

I miss all of your little things,
all of them,
without exceptation.

But somehow..
I feel tired of this all.
I'm tired of missing you and wish you were here
I'm tired of missing how things were used to be
and how they should be

It's hurt so **** much..
Just to realized that there'll never be another chance
to realized that there'll never be another us
to realized that you'll never comeback anymore

Thank you for all the bad times,
you turn them into the good ones.
Thank you for all the good times,
you turn them into the unforgettable ones.
Thank you for your existence
although I'm not part of that world anymore.

I know,
For you...
This love is never exist..
And never will be...

And never will be alright too :')

337 · Oct 2014

If Only

Deviswanto Oct 2014

If Only

If only you can see me
the same way about how i see myself
it would be so much different

If only you can feel
the same way about how i feel us
it would be so perfect

so i don't need to pretend
i don't need to use this 'invisible' mask in front of you
i really don't need

but in the fact
it just a beautiful if
can never come true
can never be my reality

there's no us between you and me
just me and myself
just me and my stupid hopes
who wish all my ifs can come true

:')

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