Will you let me be by your side,
through the troubles,
through darkest night?
Will you let me,
love you so much?
My heart can't hold out much longer...
I'd like just one touch.
I need to know.
Where next to go.
Will you let me be your guardian angel.
Will you let me handle the devils?
You mean more than I do.

While your searching for the answers I'll gaze,
at your pretty eyes, and the way you pass the days.
I cuddle with a book but am I reading at all?
I'm busy fascinating about the future I'd recall.

Will you let me be by your side,
through the troubles,
through darkest night,
Will you let me,
love you so much.
My heart can't hold out much longer,
I'd like just one touch,
I need to know.
Where next to go.
Will you let me be your guardian angel.
Will you let me handle the devils?
You mean more than I do.
I know it's true, don't say it's not.
While I stare, you'll be waiting on the rest on the world to make you whole.

Desire,
what love I shed on thee,
but fair has fate,
which scowls at me.
You look in a mirror,
your face in distress,
the mirror sees gruesome,
though I only see the best.
You sob out your envies,
I bring back it's head,
the sweetest smell follows,
though the fairest is dead.
I deliver the creams,
that best symbolize you.
They are each filled with mystery
which you fancy with no clue.
I don't beg you be grateful,
As you I be most the same.
If I were showered with love by one,
I'd seek the others for fame.
I don't doubt your elegance,
nor the great curve that cracks you face.
No, I know your lost within their minds,
but I hope I am not misplaced.
For I love what I feel,
but you love what you see.
I am no bound servant,
though nay I wish to believe that of me.
I love my love,
and she love me.
I love my love,
so she love me.
So shall I stay,
for infinite.
Gazing at her beauty,
that she may never see.

There's something beyond,
Something astray.
I wish to find it,
And if I long please
I may.

There's something that calls,
Singing my name.
I call back to it,
It longs me the same.

So the echo's resound,
Off the walls they lead the way.
I follow somethings voice,
And it soothes,"it'll be okay."

My heart moves faster than my feet,
Yearning me to speed up.
Simple words I needed,
Over-filled my cup.

There's something in the distance,
That nudges me to grin
My grin so wide it hurts,
And I can't stop doing it again and again.

You said,
You can't make it if you don't stand out.

I said,
I am.

You said,
You can't make it if you're black.

I said,
I am.

You said,
You can't make it if your homosexual

I said,
I am

You said,
You can't make it if you're too nice.

I said,
I am.

You said,
You can't make it if you're a women.

I said,
I am.

You said,
You can't make it if you're too tall.

I said,
I am.

You said,
You can't make it if you're too you.

I said,
I am.

You said,
You can't make it if you don't stand out.

I said,
I am.

You said,
You can't make it.

I said,
I am.

You said,
I don't understand.

I said,
You don't have to.

Cathy said catch me,
as the sky grew dim.
The story of wolf for people like him.
He laughed at her text and he scowled at her tears.
He thought she was a faker but she was nothing near.
Cathy cathy, caught in a web of her mind.
catch me catch me, before I fall behind.

Louise was a artist
her dreams were her art.
But her dreams soon grew darker
and so did her heart.
She thought it would pass by,
but soon she'd retreat.
Never to leave home,
cuddling to her feet.

Cathy cathy, caught in a web of her mind.
catch me catch me, before I fall behind.

Louise Louise, cannot leave home for a tea
Leaving Leaving, she'd like to but she can't be free.

Rose smelled like her name,
caught boys in her thorns,
and her love was a game,
but some loves had horns
They'd treat her like a trash,
crumpled up, thrown away.
At night she'd be bleeding,
but look fine by the day.

Cathy cathy, caught in a web of her mind.
catch me catch me, before I fall behind.

Louise Louise, cannot leave home for a tea
Leaving Leaving, she'd like to but she can't be free.

Rose Rose, charred sholder and ER trips
Bleeding Bleeding, tomorrow a new set of lips.

Talor was the joke of school,
each year a new clown,
but he was always their fool
they'd steal his shoes,
and force him to drink *****.
His parents lost hope,
but acceptance was like a rope.

Cathy cathy, caught in a web of her mind.
catch me catch me, before I fall behind.

Louise Louise, cannot leave home for a tea
Leaving Leaving, she'd like to but she can't be free.

Rose Rose, charred shoulders and ER trips
Bleeding Bleeding, tomorrow a new set of lips.

Talor Talor, what kind of name is that?
Failure Failure, starving since they called him fat.

And there is a story in everyone's past but today you judge the present.

I'm different and I love it
                    I'm odd and it's fine
                        I'm crazy and chaotic,
because no one's mind is like mine
Inside every thought is vivid
A world just in pause to explore
I can't completely explain myself
The least to say, I'm confident I love it...
I could see the world in any way
I could swim forever in my boxless thoughts
In fact, I grew up telling everyone,,
it proves I'm not a robot.
I grew up telling everyone,
I'm not a robot.
Though, sometimes it's lonely
Like I'm alone sitting on the edge of a cliff
I stare down at the distant trees,
and feel the breeze across the ocean drift
                               It's lonely being alone,
no one gets me I guess,
because if they try to then it just becomes one big mess
My mind is so different;
so tangled and tied
If you aim to unravel,
you'll be washed away in the tide
I want them to stay and to be like them too,
but I want to be different
Something 'out there' and 'new'
I have to break free,
but I want to be sided
                                     **If I dare to lead,
                                could you dare to be guided?

I didn't ask questions. I didn't have the right words, or the exact thought I needed. I said, "Teach me something that I don't know!" I was excited to know everything and in response I was asked, "What do you want to know?" But...I didn't know. That's why I wanted to...so as I grew I was shunned for the constant hand raising and observatory gazing. I wanted to know, but knowing was wrong. If I wanted to know, I had to understand. That's what I was trying to do, but the other kids said to know something was bad. I didn't want to be bad. So I didn't know and that's why I didn't ask.  So how could I ever have known not to listen to people like them?
   As I grew I was shunned for not knowing. I didn't know the simple things, but I looked so smart and shy. They caved in over asking for answers, while my mind was up in the sky. My friends were too busy with AP and Honors to the point they could barely stop to say hi. I asked for help and I got some, but I got shocked eyes, and confused teachers wondering why.
  "Yeah" I thought "their right" it's simple stuff, If they could then I could with will on my side, but I was younger, and I didn't know. I floated away and came back by the end, with one year to spare, I can't revive myself again. I have a 2.2 on 4.0 scale, and I wanted to go a good university. If only I knew, then I'd be going to places like Yale.