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99 · Dec 2018
Never We
Colm Dec 2018
Not of wind
Or of wills
Or of ways to be
Though we spoke of truth
And of the tombs of Kings
Most gallantly
No
The words were never recognized
As they flowed so freely from within
To peak the howling wind which we both liked to describe
The past, and there, therein
A memory
99 · Jan 2021
That Damn Coyote
Colm Jan 2021
There is a life beyond life
a mere glimmer in the dark. And for me
it can be seen
(sometimes) in my 3 A.M. eyes.
I quote artists wayyyyyy to much.

"Drivin' north bound, drivin' homeward, drivin wind is drivin' me."
99 · Mar 2019
Questions
Colm Mar 2019
Does a bent bow know its own true strength?
Or an arrow the path it will inevitably fly?

Does a tree choose to grow so as to spread its roots?
Or an acorn to fall just to avoid parents reproof?

Does a song ever know when an earworm becomes?
Or a breeze ever realize that it’s unheard of to you?

Can such questions fall slowly like a newborn snow?
And yet not meet their demise on the wet, cold, grounded truth?

Who knows of such things as this?
Maybe you?
Questions
Colm Apr 2021
spin me like an old record fine
with a crackling sea
in an endless summers day to see

and hear what you will
I, between these vinal keys
humming brightly refined

wherever memories may be
there also you will find
the shores on which our oceans first met

this
continual
collide
not sure where these come from, but I'm glad they visit occasionally
Colm Feb 2021
Ache consumes me through
Like snow melting on the rails
You saturate mine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOSpS0WOnCo
99 · Jan 2020
An Over Thinkers Haiku
Colm Jan 2020
Clever call me not
Late to truth perhaps so worth
never without thought
Chances are if they overthink. You can trust what they say about you. Not always. But often. (:
Colm Jan 2021
can we just stare into each others eyes again
and not know all of the things which — seem to be
but — have always been?
















it's 3 a.m. again, friend.
https://youtu.be/0myDCuYoKoA
98 · Oct 2020
Have Courage My Friend
Colm Oct 2020
Stuck is nothing more than everything

When in eyes unseen it is realized that
There is no breath without first breathing
No baseline without hearts first beating

And in unified personified existence being
There is no whatsoever love forsaken
Without ever first the chance of breaking
Colm Feb 2020
True youth
Is like a window
Reflective found
Once realized
Which side of it
Are on
You?
It just makes me laugh. Because we all deal with it in one way or another. Noone escapes the age of aging.
98 · Jan 2021
A Fair Question
Colm Jan 2021
Familiarity follows those
Who have gone out already and found

When you love them more than you love you
The happenstance will've already happened

And in whistling through this life of old
Remember then the better, bitter, end

Are you breathing for alive
Or are you just sleeping through sounds?
98 · Jan 2020
Why
Colm Jan 2020
Why
You ache due to the most familiar paths
Known well to feet
And even more so etched in memory

More of the same
More of the same
More of the same. More of the same. More of the same. More of the same. More of the same. More of the same. More of the same. More of the same. More of the same. More of the same... Oh Joy.
Colm Feb 2021
Listen to the snow
Rising, sweeping across this
Hallow winter rose

No flower ever
Sees to live in fields of white
Let alone let's grow
X2
Colm Jan 2021
Stars burn far as sands
From head to foot underneath
And the moon looks down
In earnest reverie at
The wonder of why we ****
A Tanka - 5-7-5-7-7
Colm May 2020
Softly does this song extend
Out a gift of memory back in time

To the touch of wallpaper and pillow down
The same smell of pretzels and of youth
And of the quiet Summer nights before the fall of June
Found only before and once well known
I will not forget that quiet little town
Or all the trust that it had in me
As I laid there late at night and on the ground

We understood each other
Did we not?
https://youtu.be/gebjNeiWYaI

PARKSIDE Memory 4
97 · Oct 2022
Looking down at a love
Colm Oct 2022
Though you may squint,
And look and see,
And maybe catch a glimpse perhaps

In remembering your past,
In looking up most lovingly

That was the past,
And you're no longer that

And now, this present sight,
Is me
another yuppp
97 · May 2021
waves of crashing honesty
Colm May 2021
Receding.

No ocean says, "I want to give way to a strong and crashing love." It doesn't have the time to burn and not churn. It has already landed on the shore, and back again.
Deter Me Not Set (6)
97 · Jan 2021
What I Am Is Not
Colm Jan 2021
I'm not what I want
...What I'm doing
...Where I've been
I'm not a metaphor or dream
I'm not a wish or sudden whim
I am in passing and in kind
I am a thought perceived
A wish perhaps
But most of all I'm you becoming
For having since gone and read me in mind

(exist anew)
97 · Jun 2021
Nature, A Tanka
Colm Jun 2021
Be found in this ache
In the stretching of limbs and
The yearning of trees
In my own growing pains I
Ache like the old wooden days

(Nature)
Colm Nov 2021
This thin and failing, streak of light
   lights up my face
And shows the yesterday memories
   to the door away
And I, am tired, writes itself
   across my face
   almost handsomely
97 · May 2022
Present In Essence
Colm May 2022
Presence is a funny thing -

How I am and not aware of me, my being once been and what'll always be.

As an idealist, present is never enough for me.

Be it a wish of is, my being once been and what'll always be.

Whenever I answer before it turns quarter to three. It's not me.

But at night I am the moon, my being once been and what'll always be.

- In full, you see. Every night I am free.
Presentme . 2
97 · Oct 2021
Remove Your Own Feelings
Colm Oct 2021
A coach
Should be those
Who care about others
More than their own feelings
Be they of self or should be

They should care more about others
Because they already know themselves

Not the other way around
Some coaches, actually aren't.
97 · Jan 2020
Funny Thing (Old Fires)
Colm Jan 2020
I no longer have an old hearth to fire
An old flame to blow out
Let alone coal to kindle

I let all of those old memories go
Out and cold long ago
With my youthful desire

I've made way for you, future
So that I could burn anew

I wait
And wait anew
My opinion of myself... Far too high. For sure.
Colm Mar 2021
when darkness comes
with every closing day in eyes
and we must face, about-face
the restlessness of our untrusting lives
it's in arms and beds and promises
in which we hope to hold and sometimes find
a kindly, sorted, trusted self
a bed on which we all must lie
https://youtu.be/3iV_1ESMHaI
96 · Apr 2020
A Gentleman's Coattails
Colm Apr 2020
Long strides
His flashing coattails on the countryside
Winding like a sight but for a desperate moment
No less in his footprints often found

But as a pumping heart with a walking pulse  
And a wondering mind no more contrived
He knows not yet instead
He decides
When he's comin down the hills - Did I post this already?

Can't recall...
96 · May 2021
we'llsprings
Colm May 2021
We are springs of refreshing mind
Reaching out
From the cooling rock and reaping soil

Not cloud and thunder
Oak and root
Or spring and flower without song

Not star or fire
Grass or mire
Or ocean rumbling as a throng

Yet it's down below from which we pool
The thoughtful self most fulfilling
From which we ought to base and pull
Colm Jan 2021
When I click, or scratch, or dial the wheel
or breathe out slow smoke, one, two three.
When I kick and grasp at nothing, and something
which grows high as the sky, and slowly as the trees, you see?  
How the ink runs dry
and the intent an ocean quells.
That each time the clock unwinds
another mountain flood, rolls itself down
onto an unsuspecting parchment town.
Little this is never free; the known things,
And why I send to you these things,
each time alive when I am found
Colm Feb 2021
Dark stars scratch lightly
On uneven canvas sky
And I in seeing
These new lines now come alive
Love her galaxy even
Colm Jan 2020
Forget about you
Not now, nor ever
No star is forever
But your burning is eternal
In the mind of my night sky
Love without knowing. Wait for it. (;
96 · Jun 2022
Evergrow
Colm Jun 2022
No person can evoke such change
In one's self left alone, I say no
Because to grow, truly grow
Is to know that you yourself
Have all that which you need
To do incredible things, today
Be it just to begin, again and again
To walk forward into the future
Everso slow

Never the less you can go
1Sight . Evergrow
96 · May 2019
Posterior
Colm May 2019
That is the glorious peeking dawn
Youthful flowers in a denim vase
Pure beauty beneath, behind the face
Posterior
Colm Feb 2020
This rain has met its match in me
Such short ends becoming nothing

Bursting I am lonely at all
Not a heartthrob

But tall as Pine and less of Willow

It’s just a breeze

I ache when you’re not here
“Honestly, the only thing that gives me comfort you guys. Is while I’m sitting at home, staring at the ceiling just wishing that I had someone to talk to. Is knowing that none of you idiots realize how lucky you are.”

Not really a personal verse. I just really like the tune and wanted to embody it in verse.

https://youtu.be/sahlA0XWF5w
96 · Mar 2021
the artist Indefinable
Colm Mar 2021
You're not captured in your paint,
compelled by stills,
or encompassed by song at all, my friend

No descriptive words can color your sky,
no sprinters length catch you without breath,
or fail to float the fly on the wind, no less

That is unless you let them say
what you are not,
is all you are, untrue

For you are the essence, embodied, reborn
not what anyone else says
or thinks they know of you
Colm Jan 2022
Reaching into absolute nothingness
And yet, with just a glimpse,
or a second, or a moment past
My objective correlative
Just as you pass
I can grasp at straws and universes unknown
Yet to be explored
By spaceships or writers or wanderers alike
Newry Set . 4
94 · Sep 2021
She smelled like Autumn
Colm Sep 2021
Uncharted days
Ahead stretch out
Like a season known
With all its ends

And the scent of you
The smell itself
Is what keeps me back
From running therein

Essence, my cornerstone
About a particular, beautiful smelling, past.

The most unplanned set. 11/12
94 · Jun 2022
Alone and alone
Colm Jun 2022
Though my rooftop knows
I am homeless still
Ever wandering in mind
Alone

My expectations
High as clouds
For self who I cannot possibly leave
Alone

I am annoyed by me
94 · Jan 2021
Ms. Bennet
Colm Jan 2021
Wit is only as valuable as
the appropriateness of mind which
can begin to be, and thought of when
     For want of all moxie
     For the stress of all scholars
Implied
Ms. Bennet, Ms. Bennet, Ms. Bennet, Ms. Bennet and Ms. Bennet
94 · Apr 2022
Awareness
Colm Apr 2022
When someone speaks, I am not me,
I am there

And when I speak, sometimes, I am not there also

So when quiet, my first love, comes around

And the silence coats me like a fog

And falls on me like a blanket of down

I am at my ease, I am there at peace

For I am nowhere at last

All the noises have ceased

I am not aloud
93 · Aug 2020
Caffeinated
Colm Aug 2020
My coffee heart turns
And headache burns
Into nothing less
Than a Monday furnace
Caffeinated
93 · Sep 2021
Oddly Honest
Colm Sep 2021
Tell all the must-dos of your life, for just a moment, hold your p*ss. There's no snow in September anyways, and one more such afternoon will not be missed. In the scheming grandeur of nothingness.
TOD set
93 · Jul 2021
Speechless
Colm Jul 2021
You few, who, make me want to leave the windows open. Just to breathe the same air, and to sing the same breaths of somethingness.

This midnight me.

Wishes.
92 · Jan 2020
When I'm Free On Earth
Colm Jan 2020
Lost in a car ride roadside song
Joyous with praise in the halls of his days
Carried through the well-known words by unfamiliar ways found
And when I lay my head down
I am free
On earth
When I'm Free On Earth
Colm Jul 2020
Jaded doesn’t describe me this
Crystallized heart and
Falling sound somethingness
Crashing like gentle leavings
Down and full of truth relived
Inevitable Fall
92 · Apr 2022
Inevitable Truth
Colm Apr 2022
Expectations are dangerous things
Don't stand, lest you fall
Try, or fail to try, lest you become someone
Either way heartbreak comes for us all
92 · Jun 2021
Oak
Colm Jun 2021
Oak
Greet me by morning
Turn my back and walk away
By the end of each night returning
And with the dawn departure, again
You remain here even when I try and turn
You repeat your glances longingly and sway

You are my oak
And I am thankful
Oak . To. Noone. But. A. Tree.
92 · Jan 2022
A mind with an ocean view
Colm Jan 2022
Waiting for a second set of eyes
Who sees the ocean as it is
In all of its terrifying grandeur and beauty
The colors this and dark abyss

Who sees the rolling waves of God alive
And sands of heated shoals to hold
I wait and look for these other eyes
For those who now also behold
Newry Set . 7
92 · Nov 2021
Lover of thought
Colm Nov 2021
When you're young
You think you know

Can diagnose
And speak for a self

Who is infinitely older
Than that which is shown

When you're young - You think
And that's the problem

You may be able to guess
But you'll never know
One of just loves
Colm Feb 2020
A home
That is not something you buy
A home is someone you ask
A turn in the road of life
You try
Having better than taken alone
You build each other up
People these days are so scared of committment. Lord knows I am as well. (;
Colm May 2020
If you could just see me when I'm alone
You might just fall in love me
The only problem is
That I don't let anyone see ME
When I'm alone
91 · Feb 2021
EEC
Colm Feb 2021
EEC
A man can write
For 58 years
( And )

Have his legacy contained
In less than two inches
( It is a crime )
Sad
91 · Nov 2021
Shinkai Skies
Colm Nov 2021
I'd forgotten how much I loved those skies
How I looked with wonder back into them
How I learned to love the cascading white
Which, like smoke, separated blue from blue
And turned the salmon pink sunsets of old
Back into the born nights of youth

I love you still, though it is I who have moved
Fifteen Feelings. Simply blue (skies).
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