We fell in love by chance,
We stay in love by choice.

You talk and I see your inside
You act and I see your scars
You react and I see your sickness
You hide and I see your fears
You hurt them and I see your heart
You hate and I see your love
You love and I see your selfishness
You grow up and I see your blidness

Sleeping soberly awake, drunkenly aware of the state I’m napping in.

I’m sorry that I couldn’t find happiness, even in the nooks and crannies of life.

Mellow dramatic Madison
The three M’s to remember me by

M-trauma
M-abuse
M-healing

Do I drive people away?
Or
Were they never beside me?

There's no one in the whole world;
Who's scared of me more than myself.

There's no one in the whole world;
Who's ashamed of me more than myself.

There's no one in the whole world;
Who hates me more than myself.

However,

There's no one in the whole world;
Who understands me more than myself,

There's no one in the whole world;
Who's proud of me more than myself.

There's no one in the whole world;
Who loves me more than myself.

With a million reason to hate yourself;
There’s another million reason to love yourself.

I brushed my teeth naked today, cleaning the wounds inside and out.

You are all encompassing, my peace