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 Jan 2018
CJ Sutherland
I hide my head under the covers and cry
I don’t want to wake my guy
The knee pain
Is driving me insane
stabbing pain while sleeping
Muffling the sounds of weeping
A clogged nose aggravates my COPD
and I constantly have to ***
Walking Is not and easy task
With an oxygen mask
My knee gives out without warning
And it’s almost morning
Another day without rest
It’s impossible to do my best
Progressively its gotten worse
I can no longer carry my purse
a total knee replacement I need
If a better life is to succeed
It took me all of the next day
To be able to get up to my dismay
It’s time to clean the families mess
I don’t mind I must confess
For I am
Blessed
Each day starts out  new a clean slate  better then the last
 Jan 2018
Hunter
Out at sea
Drifting along
Happy as a bee
What could go wrong?
Just big blue sky
Head full of thought
So give me another shot
 Jan 2018
Graff1980
Her words were
as sharp as
the Reaper’s sickle,
severing my soul
into two separate shards
then splitting them
again and again
till all that I was,
was splinters
of my shadow self.
 Jan 2018
Lior Gavra
It flies amongst the stars.
Flashes for a moment.
Despite the left scars.
Holds a place close, yet far.

It carries the fallen.
From mistaken paths.
To reaches impossible.
And develops new plans.

It creates new countries.
Raises dead soldiers.
Stamps unsung heroes.
With a feeling of free.

Hear its silent sound.
Open up your eyes.
Place it in your heart.
Elevate from the ground.

It helps us climb.
Better than rope.
Do you see its shape?
It is hope.
 Dec 2017
Matthew S
What do you think
is God's big plan
When you have a face of a woman,
But the heart of a man?

When your trapped in the female check box
And your parts don't match your head
But society stares at you like a hawk
Because society wants you dead

I looked up to you like a baby calf
Looking up to its oh so loving mother
Did you do this for a laugh?
Was this pain meant for another?

Because I've been told by your people, oh great father
That you will not love me the way you made me,
That we will never see each other

Should i stay
In the body that you gave me?
Or should i learn to let it go?
To let things be?

But staying is hell
And leaving is heaven
So much that I'm willing to go to hell
That I'm willing to never have a taste of heaven

Why god did you make me look this way
Then make my heart someone different

Did you do it to test me?
To show me that I'm strong?
Or did you make a mistake?
Did you get my formula wrong?

I cant let this go,
Why cant you see,
I have to let my colors flow,
I cant let things be,

I'm sorry god
But please try to see,
I was never that girl
You wanted me to be
Uh this was the first poem i wrote when i started writing poems.
Or at least the first poem that i wrote for fun.
Its a bit ****** and different than the poems i write now but hey, it got me into writing poems
 Dec 2017
Matthew S
Look here! At that tree!
Don't you see it swaying?
Mama why does it do that?

Is it a powerful wizard-
That shakes the tree for apples-
To defeat the evil dragon?

Is it that the tree's are dancing-
They dance to put-
A smile on my face?

Or is it the wind?

Look here! At that bush!
Its moving slightly!
Mama why does it move?

Is it afraid-
That a evil bandit will come and-
Hide his weapons in it?

Or that-
An angry lumberjack will come-
And rip it from the ground?

Or is it the wind?

Look here! On the tv!
Mama! Look here!
That kid died today mama
Mama why did he?

Maybe he is secretly an angel-
And he is returning-
Back home?

Maybe an angel asked him-
To dance with them-
Among the stars?

Or is it just because of selfishness?

Look here! Hey! Look here!
Hey mama! Where are you?
Mama why did you leave?

Your secretly an agent?
And you have to go on-
A very important mission?

Oh now you say that
The wind is asking you to dance with them-
And you cant refuse the wind.

Or is it because of me?
I'm kinda tired of my mom making excuses of why she cant come and see me and why she abandoned us. She just has a lot of problems and i cant help her through it anymore
 Dec 2017
Matthew S
Name
Whats in a name?
Thats something that Shakespeare wrote isint it?
But there is still value to it isint there?

I remember never liking my name
'Taylor'
Whats in that name that makes me uncomfortable?

Is it the fact that i was stuffed into this body?
Put into this wrong body?
Is it the fact that my parts are wrong?
Or is it the name itself?

Whats in a name?
Correction
What IS a name?
A name is a jumble of syllables
It sets you apart from the rest of the people
The rest of the living creatures of the world
So why be stuck with a name you dont like?

Matthew Todd
Why do i like that name?
Why did my mom like that name?
She said if i was born a with a ***** that it would be my name
So why cant it be?

Taylor Marie
Why did she name me that?
I know why
Taylor, she named me that from a strangers baby
Not a friend of hers baby, but a strangers
How fitting of her

Marie, that is her middle name
And her mom's
And her Grandma's
So its only natural it would become mine too

But not for long

Taylor Marie
Whatever the name means to me, it wont be my name anymore
My name
Is Matthew Todd
My mom had a baby name book that had a section for your children and it also had a section named "other names considered" and my mom wrote "if boy: Michael Todd"
I was considering my name being Michael Todd but my brothers middle name is Michael so that would be confusing
 Dec 2017
Star BG
TV dulls the mind
poetry rekindles it.

Nature quenches the heart,
poetry tickles the soul.

A smile opens a writers vault,
poetry becomes the riches.
Inspired by chat with Kim J. Baker Thank you. You make my day helping to sculpt my mind thoughts.
 Dec 2017
Star BG
YES, I can
move through
the challengers life brings.

YES I can
move through cave
of darkness with your candle of heart
to transmute with light.

Abandonment
Loneliness  
Insecurities
Negativity
Sadness
Betrayal
Depression.

Yes I can.
Yes you can.
Hello fellow writers feeling plagued with
depression and sadness
fear and judgement and loneliness
and abandonment and betrayal.
Come now and move through it using it as a tool of opportunity
to unwrap and know your greatness.
Come read my poem and affirmation
and use it if you choose to see the new day and feel the power of it.
MAY YOUR THOUGHTS LEAD THE WAY AND LET YOUR DREAMS SURFACE.  (I think I just got my quote of the day) LOL
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