Dark saffron moon,
clear and naked,
without cloudy clothing.
Bright as flaming sun on hot windless day.
Floating on dark blue waters.
Translucent wind, soft and silent.
Silky satin touching skin.
Standing there admiring you,
both perfectly still.
You hang so low, or so it seems,
want to touch your apricot like velvet skin.
In my mind I kiss you one more time
before everything changes.
Till after two decades we’ll meet again.


Shell  ✨🐚

The shadow of a beautiful form
After years of weird
The welcome norm
Inexplicably unique
As normal can be
Few people get it
Not you, and not me
Relaxed and routine
And a feeling of free
But when is right
Ever meant to be?

Why BE lost at Sea
Screaming let me BE

You are not alone
On your own

When you fly through Everything
Hear your heart Sing

My Heart Knows
I'm Never Alone.

by Debra Lea Ryan & Life
18.02.2025
☀♥ƸӜƷ✿♬

If you were a flower
I'd want to be your roots
Digging through the mud would be worth
The site of your petals in bloom

If you were the moon, then
I'd want to be your sun
Shining light on your gorgeous face
Even though Earth casts it's shadow

I'd know it's just a phase
Like tides of the ocean
Ripping sand from beneath our feet
Time keeps taking away from me

If I were a clock, please
Would you take my hand, and
Strike up a conversation when
Midnight becomes another day

If I were this gold ring
I'd promise you forever
If only we had longer to
But this life will just have to do
If you say "I do" too

i finally saw two magpies
for the first time
                   since february
(they were resting on
                         a signpost
then, it was valentine's day)

i wrote 'happy valentine's j x'
     & imagined you florid
(it was calflove&sweet
       & it only grew stronger)

letters, dried flowers, poems
          i wrote for You
(We were kizmit,to be,
           i always wanted You)

i gave You everything i had
   ,all but kissing sense,
(i wish i did, your lips
    were all love ever meant)

i finally saw two magpies
  You have a love, i don't
but i have finally seen joy
        & You will see me float

I want someone to slap me
And chop off my head
I hope it's painful
And that it will continue to be painful for the few minutes before I am dead

You are the one,
Who understands me,
Who helped me through the hardest times,
When my own family wasn't there,
You are the one,
Who gave me a home,
When my own,
Didn't fit that label,
You are the one,
Who showed me what love is,
Who took time to heal my cuts,
Even when I kept cutting,
Who helped me with my anger,
Til i had none left,
You are that one,
And i owe you my life.

Quote By: Sofia Rojas
The wrong person will find you at peace then later leave you in pieces
The right person will find you when broken and help you find peace again
Both are necessary in the development and learning of your existence.


So many years of trying to find the right partner
all I got was pain and heartache, where did I go wrong ?  
Guess I spend too much time trying to protect my armor  
lost in my loneliness I always felt like I didn't belong;

Then I learned to self soothe and sing my own lullabies
stitched my hopes to trust and prayed him in, Wow ! Who knew !
That the right one would come along and hear my cries  
yes he came to my rescue, right on cue !

Sometimes we need to find many Mister Wrongs
before we can finally find the Mister Right  
It doesn't mean we failed,
it just means your prayer never got mailed....