the terrible unfairness, of how there can be no healing without pain.


- haunts me in my sleep.

If I was to fall apart, may my God heal me on the spot.
If I was to fall,  may my Savior help me back up again.
If I was to fall, upon my knees to pray to him whom saved me.
May it encourage others to follow suit and pray to God.
If I was to fall, with my dying breath, pray for all whom hurt me.
Thanking our Great Savior for all of his Awesome goodness.
If I was to fall into a great depression, losing site on my journey.
May Christ come up to me, leading me back to the right road.
If I was ever to fail in this life, I pray that Christ would forgive me.

I lose my way so easily
If I'm not focused on the Cross
From the moment that I wake up
To the end of daylight lost

With life's many distractions
Bidding for my time
With its attitudes and worries
Always on my mind

If I don't keep my eyes and heart
From straying side to side
Instead of on the glory of
The Cross of Jesus Christ

Which he bids me carry daily
I need only pick it up
And proclaim in Jesus name
The power of its Love

So I pray that in my daily walk
I'll not drift from side to side
But stay focused on in front of me
The Cross of Jesus Christ

WINGS OF GOD
     MATLOOB BOKHARI
I saw a soaring and dancing bird
Joyfully singing his Maker’s praise
The mid-air flying bird was soaring
With complete faith and pure freedom
I asked: “how  do you fly in empty sky?”
The happy flying bird replied in humbleness:
“My wings are in the air, eyes are on ground
Fly close to God ; God will be closer to you!”

O Blessed Savior, you are always renewing my strength.
You are always renewing my Faith as well and Blessings.
Who am I , that you love me this much that you never give up on me.
That you accept me with all of my faults, all of my baggage as well.
You whom saw the earth at the very beginning of time and said this is good.
You whom loved king David after he let you down with Bathsheba.
You whom turn your enemy  Saul into your warrior Paul the apostle.
For even through all of our wickedness , you use it to encourage others.
Whom struggle with obedience and disobedience before you here.

Everything ends eventually
Nothing is good but Jehovah God
You're not good, I'm not good
No one will acheive perfection
On their own
Eat the most organic
Collect rain water
Workout everyday
You may prolong your life some
Still life ends eventually
"I am no part of the world" said Jesus
"My kingdom is no part of this world"
I believe Jesus
I believe his words
So I know nothing from this world
Belongs to my king.
He does not promote the violence
He does not sexualize messages
He does not punish us for our sins
No, he died for our sins
Yes, everything ends
Eventually
And I am grateful it does.... for now
I would be happy to not have the stress
To not experience anxiety
The only thing that keeps me focused
Is knowing
When Jesus takes over
All the violence will end
All the sickness and death
Man and his dominance
The ruining of the earth
And it will be filled instead
With pure love and good
With the knowledge of Jehovah
Forever

I know that it seems like your torture is endless
And that the ache in your heart can never go away
But remember that, in the cruelty of being

B R O K E N

Lies the possibility of being  O K