Christopher KD: Favorites

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Leila Warren

Your blue eyes drenched me.

Who am I in the eyes of the sea?
Who am I in the eyes of God? In the Devil?

Pour me another drink

I only know myself after a bottle of whiskey and a few of those blue pills the ***** blonde sold to me for a few bucks and *****.

I have been tip toeing around my entire life.

I have succumbed to this dismantling fear. It made my bones shake, my voice break.
Or was it the other way around?

I need a head full of psychedelics and a tongue full of poison but all I've got is this milk and honey.

Maybe if I take that photograph out of my worn out, leather wallet, and set it on fire, I will be okay.

Destroy the past.
Destroy the evidence of emotions.
Destroy that old town I've left behind.

I am no where to be found.
I try to seek out myself in every girl I meet. In every drug I eat.

My body is here but where is my mind?

I've left it with you. Stuck on you. Darling, you can keep it.

Collapse on the bar, laugh it off, ask for another drink.

#love #heartbreak #alcohol #drugs #loss #drink #bar

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

The Purity of All Things Human

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Natalia W

The Purity of All Things Human

How pure and honest all things human
Which drift so heavenly when untouched;
They coat our eyes and dull our words
They should, forever remain unclutched
By human hands which hurt and ****,
By ropes of sadness and of glee
And studious eyes of all things mortal,
Who should learn to bear and let it be.
But what of life if not things human,
What of anything without it all,
Why shall I remain insensate
Let senseless sorrow inside me grow?
Endure the heavens and the hells
Grant your darling make you a fool,
Become accustomed to the hurt
For misery is a party, and love a funeral.

will either edit or delete this later

#love #feelings #sadness #happiness

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

The mountains echo and I hear your voice

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Georgia Marginson-Swart

The mountains echo and I hear your voice

Thank you for your patience
with my little fragile heart
I promise I'll be strong soon,
just strong enough to part
I want to know what you ache for
what courses through your bones
I hope, to you, love is more
than a temporary home,
I belong to leap years
and forests as far as sky,
though I still retain my little fears
my fragile heart soon shall fly

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Biding Time

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

AJSchuver

Biding Time

"Do you miss me yet?"
"Don't push your luck,"
And the smile fades.
But she knows the truth,
The price she's paid.
To keep his bed,
And steal his skin.
But he says "please",
And they know the truth.
Everything's eventual some say.

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Wish Upon a Star

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

DC raw love

Wish Upon a Star

A sleepless heart threw lonely nights
Eternally lost with bruised emotions

With endless doors of hurt and pain
Only to be closed when love is in sight

Tired and beatened through this lonely path
You try to hold onto to your fairytale dream

Not ever knowing what real love is
Leads you to not know what to look for

Thinking back when you were a child
Your fairytail of prince charming and chariot awaiting
Was only a fairytail

Now realizing that fairytales do not come true
You know wish upon a star

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Hollow Heart

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Nikki

Hollow Heart

heavy and hollow, intolerable weight
knees crumble , inability to acclimate
'where am i going? does this every stop?'
my tears embody the falling raindrops

heavy and hollow, the gravity draws me to the darkness
the inescapable, eternal void of sadness
A world without you, I'm not ready for
All the "somedays" we had; nevermore

Can't help this feeling of abandonment
My heart is gone, it's empty and vacant

#death

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Diamond Encrusted Crayon

Mar 2015 Christopher KD

Shadow Paradox

Diamond Encrusted Crayon

Before dead pale fingers reached through the graves

They used to be a blushing pink

Fresh with life

Pulsing with care and love

Caressing my face

Like the whispers of many flowers

And songs of many birds

Those fingers were connected to a special soul

One who birthed me

Sheltered me

Loved me

The fingers who wove together diamonds and pearls

Like an artist and his colors

On a blank canvas

Creating a delicate gem

A meaningful symbol

For me

Those smooth beautiful fingers

Placed it around my once tiny wrist

Clasping

Adjusting

Admiring

Smiling

Then like a cherry on top

A single diamond encrusted crayon charm

Joined the tangles of jeweled hooks and links

The beautiful loving fingers grasped my waist

And held onto me dearly

From there words from dying lips

Dripped their dew into my heart

“My Silhouette, my precious shadow

No matter where I go, no matter what happens

Remember always remember

You are unique like this diamond crayon

You have colored my life with every little thing you have done

When I look back at those colors made by my little shadow

I see the many beautiful sparkles you placed in my life

It makes me smile it makes me warm

Keep being you my shadow

Keep coloring the world with your love. . .”

The fingers weakened and loosened

Death came and took away the beautiful loving soul from those fingers

No more do they blush

Only pale white and frail

Scratching through the dirt in my heart

Tugging at my tears

Every time I wipe them away

With the edges of this rose

The diamond crayon clings against its metal chains

Echoing a haunting ring

Like the voice and touch of my dead mother

~

#death