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Krezeyyyy Jun 2014
I feel for you. It's something I can't put into words, really. Like I'm being this girly girl all over again. One step forward, two steps backward. That's how I am. I am insecure. Are you for real or are playing with my heart just like all them other guys? Your past was beautiful, so beautiful than I am. I am insecure. But then I think of how you stop and stare at me when you're in the middle of saying something and I look at you so suddenly. I like how you smile at me and whenever you turn red is for me what's needed for my security. I like how our eyes meet on that tinted glass door just so nobody else would see us looking so silly for each other. I like how you say my name. I like your honesty when you tell me about all your doings. I'm glad I let you feel what I have been feeling for you -- I LIKE YOU.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
Eversince a child have I been fascinating the beauty of words
I see colors lingering like an aura on their edges
I see motion pictures that are yet to be freed from a cage that is a paper
Words, oh they're like painting only that
Those kinds of painting only painted from mad thoughts and open minds
I imagine them getting out of those beautiful minds
To be made into spools of thread to either cover a man with love or shame.

Words have that kind of thing on me.
They awaken the inner goddess living inside the depth of my being
But never have I been fascinated with words until
I opened that letter which was so carefully written,
Words that were so carefully chosen,
With the hands that's yours
And with the mind as intricately beautiful as yours.

~~ Criss ∞
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
Your greatness is unfathomable.
I could dig and even dig deeper with all my might but no matter how much I try, Your ending is just out of sight.
You are just you, the Great I Am.
Your peace is beyond understanding, it soothes my inner being.
Fear may blur my pathway time and again but it is Your Love, it quites my soul.
Your grace and mercy, it is Your loving gaze, they follow me wherever I go, and Your mighty hand that helps me stand whenever I falter.
Your words, they cut through me. Yes, they are that two-edged sword my heart just gladly holds on to.
And You satisfy me like nobody else could, it is Your salvation.
My heart will always be thankful in who You are.
And You just keep on igniting the fire in me saying, “There is so much more.”
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Childhood dreams, childhood cares
***** and strolls
Jumps and runs
Eat and sleep
Play, cry.

Not caring the world
Just what colors it's made of
Smiles and innocent gazes
Yawns and story tellings.

Big eyes full of wonder
How merry go round can go
Round and round
Yes, baby, keep wond'ring.

Tired and shoulder sleepin'
Teases and snorts
Slips and slides
Memories to last til next time.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
Oh don't ever think that I've forgotten about you just because..

I choose to be silent.

Not a moment would pass without you passing by..

every corner of my thoughts.

~~ Criss ∞
Krezeyyyy Sep 2014
I found myself listening to your kind of music
I wish the lyrics, they mirror what you're thinking
Hey you're going to make it, just keep holding on
Don't look back, don't hurry up too
Just a step at a time, you'll make it I know
You're a step closer
If only the lyrics mirrored what you've thought of.
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
Have you ever seen a rainbow before the rain?
Or a tear before the pain?
There has always been a beginning before something ends,
An ‘A’ before it comes to ‘Z’.
Will you ever say goodbye before you even let out that word, hi?
Or will I not be able to move on after the curtain call?
Surely as the sun rises after a couple of hours when the world sleeps,
Everything has its own time,
It isn’t ours,
Yes, it isn’t.. Yet!
To everyone who feels like time has passed them by, move on from regret but repent lest you will miss your another opportune time. Seek the best in life, seek Him who is the Source of Life!
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
No matter the beauty – your look, your make-up
Your measures, do you follow an ideal body shape?
Society should never dictate you, love
You are beautiful; take away that palm on your face.

And that while the world has her own
Standard of how beauty ought to look,
Wear your most beautiful self you’d find within
Do your walk, babe, show the world who you are.

Don’t tear yourself down, wear who you are
If you say you’re weird, dance it out to centerstage
The world needs crazy darlings who’d turn the world –
Turn this little world into a crazily beautiful haven.

And if you say you’re little compared to them b*tches
Let your little things creep in slowly
Go low and go slow, they say
You’ll build castles of pretty little things someday.

Wear your beauty – flaws and all –
You are beautiful, your promising eyes twinkle
Let your wings take flight, your soul be seen
Let it sing as you free yourself from within.

Take away that palm on your face, I say
Make them do facepalm not for how they thought you fail
But of how they did let such beauty pass them by
While they were looking for better, they took for granted the best.


~~ Criss ∞
Inspired by someone's drawing.
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
No more you nor me
Nor us, as if it came to be
A love that never begin
And never will end.

I love you
You love me
It was a dream
I never dreamt.

Stardust, like tears
They never came out
Sweet lullabies and heartbeats
Beating  as one, we were never one.

On a crossroad we met
Then on a crossroad we went
We made a trail
Far fetched from one to another.

We could be meant for each other
We could be not
Say everything  is possible,
I hope to God for you and me.
Krezeyyyy Jan 2014
There are some habits I carry
Heavy loads I packed on my journey
Scars, psychological wounds
Thoughts, those weren't necessary.

They un-made me, un-mature me
But no, maybe not
Maybe it was I
I decided to keep stagnating myself.

Letting go, letting things pass
Breaking the selfishness inside
Yep, let 'em go
I have to, save myself.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
You are sincere tainted with issues. Like a thick cloud fogging, hiding who you are. You're one beautiful being who got stuck in a muddy place. If only I could clean you up, blow away those clouds. But it's not something for me to do, and you have to decide for you. You blow away the clouds - deal with your issues. Clean yourself up - don't get stuck with your past. And when it's done, take time to see your heart. It's pure.
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
How to love, how to make it true
I never have known had I never asked You
What the words miss, the actions fill
How to trust, how to hope nonetheless
How do you do to this, Love never failing
But You have always been telling me
In the stillness and through lessons
Fearless isn't absent of fear
Be courageous, stand
Hide in my Love, You say
There is no fear in Love.
I have been asking God for a month or so about 1Corinthians 13:7, how did you do it? It's just too much, how You have given us free will even when You know  it could hinder us from being with You. Then He whispers into my soul, Real love casts out fear. He gave His only Son to die for us out of His great Love for us. No fear, just real love. Merry Christmas! :D
Krezeyyyy Oct 2013
All these time--
All these words,
All these secrets and feelings,
All these inside of me
I've kept and kept away from you.
Once you've opened up to me,
It was quite a long time ago.
I've spent year after year,
Trying to make myself believe
What you felt was fleeting
As a wind's blow.
But how, my dearest young love,
One encounter with you could bring
Everything I've hide
To exposure in broad daylight
Enough for me to know
That all these I've kept
And never really have lost
This love I have for you.
Krezeyyyy Feb 2014
I know it's quite impossible --
You and me and all that could come between
-- You're like a thousand miles away
I'm here wondering how to look at you
The best way you wouldn't know.

But I like how you so suddenly look at me
Everytime, I know you don't mean 'em
The way you walk past me time and again
You surely don't mean 'em, do you?
I like your momentary glimpses and smiles.

The way you say my name
You say Hi and all I do is smile --
I 'm a collector of your  voice saying my name
-- I like the way that you smile
So warm, you are so beautiful.

But I want to keep my distance
Though daydreams I may have 'bout us
I know I'm not supposed to think the way
I think of us,
But you are my simple pleasure and all you are.
I know you don't know and I want to keep it that way. Thanks for every time you smile :)
Krezeyyyy Nov 2016
Ayan! Siya pala yung taong
Minahal ko
(At patuloy ko pang minamahal)
Oo, nakakalula yung tingin at ngiti nya
At kung marinig mo man ang mga tawa niya
Naku! Gagawin mo ang lahat para
Marinig at marinig at marinig at marinig
Paulit-ulit ulit-ulit at hindi mo pagsasawaan
Ang mga tawa niya.

Siya pala yun
Yung kaya kong gawin lahat
Ipaglaban hanggang sa dulo
Noon, walang kasiguraduhan
Yung pinagagagawa ko sa buhay
Hanggang siya..
Dumating nga siya’t lahat ng bagay
Ay may kabuluhan
Ang mga araw ay naging
Mas maaraw
Nakikisayaw na rin ako sa mga
Ulan sa hapon
At sa gabi
Di alintana ang lamig sa init ng mga yakap
Kapag yumayakap
Sa bawa’t sandali.

Siya nga yun
Yung nakiusap na bumitiw at bitawan
Mga kamay na hindi ko pa nga
Nahawakan
Mga ngiting hanggang sa litrato na lamang
Mga salita ng pag-ibig
Na hindi pa naipaglaban
Pero bumitaw na siya
At naki-usap ako’y bumitaw na.

Siya yun
Yung kaya kong gawin lahat
At ngayon ay paulit-ulit kong
Binibitawan
Sa puso at isipan
Kung kaya ko siyang ipaglaban
Siguro (sana naman)
Kaya ko din siyang bitawan.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
I should be beautiful before I go to sleep --

I would be dating him until the morning creeps.

~~ Criss ∞
There will always be a way for us to find ourselves hand-in-hand with each other.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
Every night, like a marathon
Of memories of you - with you - I have kept
My mind a player that only gets
That one CD replayed until I meet you in my dreams.

But somewhere between replays
I have to remind myself to senses
You are not the life I have to live
You're part of who I am, now part of who I was.

Somewhere between these lines
I so carefully written my heart out
I should be on my my way to moving on
From
I can't make my mind just yet. Maybe a little more time.
Krezeyyyy Jan 2014
Strings
Yours caught my heart
Oh, just when I thought
Flying, soaring would be what I could let it
But you, like a man fishing on a lake
Caught my heart,
Intertwined it with yours.
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Still I thank the stars above
That our destinies met at a crossroad we found
But sometimes I wish we never have met
My eyes like rain it floods me to tears
And sorrows wave, heart has been drench
Thank you for the bittersweet memories
And those pretty make believes
They are treasures I keep
My heart like wretched ship at bay
I miss you, I hate you
And you left me with only the stars to keep.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
She got bored so she went out that door
Where her comfort zone and outside world --
The door is made like a horizon --
Both ends meet, she must step out and step in.

She went to look not of what her heart desires
She went out because somebody wanted her
To see the world, live her life more
She went out, not with a happy face it seems.

She takes the first ride
Off to nowhere, she has nowhere in mind
But to where she gave her heart away
To where his arms are open wide.

~~ Criss ∞
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Get up and leave the broken pieces
Or take it all and give it up to Him.
Cry each day even when life throws at you joy
Or make every tear drop with a thankful heart.
Drown yourself in misery
Or drown misery out.
You are not okay, I know
It is okay not to be okay, you must know.
Life is full of variety and surprise,
It will either make or break you, make them all count.
Let it go,
Loose it all.
Someday you will see,
This is the reason you smile.
Life is good,
It is even worth the ride.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
They say all sad people write
I am a writer though not sad.

You are my happy thought,
I write poem after poem just by thinking of you.

Only that I wasn't writing them on papers,
I make them tattoes of my heart.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2016
Ikaw at ako
Tayo
Meron bang ganun?
Oo, sabi mo
Isipin natin ang tayo
Isipin natin kung ano ang
Nangyari at mangyayari pa
Isipin natin
Hindi ang ating sarili kundi..
Tayo
Meron bang ganun?
Oo, sabi ko
Sa tuwing magkatugma ang ating mga mata
Iyo’y kumikislap, sinasabing
Oo, tayo talaga
Magkadikit ang mga kamay
Doon ako’y tila nalulusaw
Sa init ng mga palad ****
Aking naging tahanan na
Sa tingin ko ba meron talaga?
Oo, sabi ko.
Hindi ka maiiwan
Hindi kita iiwan
Hindi kita kayang iwan.
Hanggang sa huli,
Tayo.
Oo, pero nawala ka
Iniwan ako sa ere
Ganun naman talaga
Nagsimula ang mga
Sakit ng nakaraan,
Akala ko'y kaya kong
Pahilumin ang sakit ng
Mga pag-ibig ****
Noon iniwan ka
At babalikan **** muli
Balikan mo akong muli
Na parang wala
Tayo ulit
Tayo na
Tayo pa
Masakit.
Asahan **** andito parin
Hindi ko iisipin ang ako
Kundi
Tayo.
Masakit.
Paano ba bumitaw?
Kung nakalimutan ko ng isipin
Ang sarili
Dahil nga,
Tayo di ba?
Paano ba maging tayo?
Hanggang ngayo'y
Wala ka pa.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2017
To whoever who knows him,

Tell him that although the world doesn't revolve around him. That even when I wake up it's not him I say good morning to. That even when there is so much more to life than him. This heart is still whispering his name at night, these eyes still cry for him, these ears still listening for some voice that might sound like his. Hey, I miss him. Even this far.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
I am a kid who
Is as innocent as when I sleep
I don’t have a sister
Or a brother to call my own.

With my father I’m used to go
On road trips and even on seas deep
My smiles along couldn’t waiver
Til evening came, til morning dawn.

With my mother I used to do
Play with her, with my cousin I dance and skip
Though exhausted, sleep would always be later
In the depth of the night just after I yawn.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
The night was too quiet, she was being lulled by a certain rhythm. It wasn't of the sound made by the crickets nor the song that kept on being replayed on her list. It was nothing like that. It was a rhythm that kept her lying on her bed and blinking away tears and smiling at random times when she hears it as it travels into her ears with memories too sweet to forget.

She kept remembering the rhythm of his voice now getting blurry by long distance memory. It happened in quite a long time ago. It's becoming too faint to soon would become only an echo like there in a cave too dark to step into.

--
Oh, I miss him.

~~ Criss ∞
Nothing is like his voice. Especially when he says my name.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
It wasn't just him I had to let go
When I had to let him go,
It was all the dreams I dreamt
The visions of me and him and all the possibilities in between
I had to let them go when you came into the picture.

I hope that you are the happiest when you said Yes
Or at least you were happier between both of us
You were beautiful just not the way I am
We're similar in two ways, but different in all the others
Still I hope you're worth everything I didn't.

I hope you would keep him
Stay close enough to never let go
Please fight for his love
The way I never had, It's your time now
Do as much as you can, love him with all you are.

He was always worth it, I know, to me he was
I hope you are worth me letting him go
He was one of the diamonds in my shore full of stones
I'm giving you that diamond, be the girl I have always dreamt of
The girl he loves.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
Oh you might say that all who waited
Somehow, someday, find their treasures been waiting
But I know of a girl who had a tragic in-between of a story
She thought was her end of the line but behold
Another story was set before her surprised.

She found him in her innocence
Between what supposed in the way of her - a woman and a girl -
He looked at her first, she got his heart after
But years for their ‘us’ was far ahead so they kept a promise
To wait for him was hers; to wait for her, he tried.

Their vows were broken out of a simple ‘yes’ he found
In someone else’s lips said what he thought was love
Left alone was she, and the years far ahead gone astray
Like fragile bottles only to be broken to tiny pieces
Nothing else was left but memories singing the winds have carried.

Alone she walked through life she thought was cruel
‘Why do I always have to let go those that I loved’?
She had recounted every single one of those
She had to let go, she was left with moving on
Until there was this light, enough that darkness had to say goodbye.

Light was sparkling through someone else’s eyes
Alas! It was the eyes of true love, she hoped
Hoping was the only thing she knew, well except
Of letting go, moving on, and walking away for a thousand times
But this she found was something else, something worth the wait.

Never wasting time, they winded up in each other’s arms
Like a moth captivated by the candle lit in the darkest room
Their story was like dancing to and fro, of being afraid and trying to risk
They tried to risk, but time again for them was far ahead,
They had to bid farewell of what supposed to be true love.

She dared continue walking, away from pain towards hope again
She was now more onto loving her own, life would be beautiful
If only she would like herself more than before
Contentment was key, waiting was another
But fate had something else in mind for her.

There was this man who thought life was more beautiful
In living through pain and near-death experiences
If only he could waste his very own than how he does every time
Wretched, ruined, even thrill-seeker, or just a time waster
But truth is, he is just a boy inside trying to un-made his pain.

She met a crossroad where he was lying so lonely
She was a little too hopeless,
He was trying to be a little bit hopeful
They shared a smile that was soon followed a thousands more
It was like stars shining brightly, the night sky was full.

But dear I never would know how their story would end,
The story has not ended as I am still the girl who
Has been exchanging smiles with him in our little crossroad found
Star-crossed lovers we may never be,
But at least to knit our lives at this little time was enough for me.
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Dreams are my wings
Memories are my poetry
Friends are my sanity
Family is my fuel
Life is my vast night sky
Full of lovely twinkling stars
And a moon that shines.
Krezeyyyy Sep 2014
Tick-tock-tick-tock
I'm slipping out of you
You're slipping out me
Love, we're slipping out and into somewhere new
Grab a hold of me, of us, of everything in between
Let's slip away, away into each other's again.


~~ Criss ∞
Krezeyyyy Jan 2014
There's a lot I wish
I could accidentally spill them every time--
On chalkboards, on papers,
On everywhere I could write.

Misses and regrets,
My heart is about to explode
My saving grace,
Where art thou?

A time machine
It's what I wish
Bring me back to when
My moments, my memories I could relive.

Past--
Yes, there's nothing I could do to it
Can't revive, what's past is past
I have to turn around, say my goodbye.
This is dedicated to whoever wrote a poem I saw written on the chalkboard of our classroom.
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
What if people who died in the 70’s would come to live with us for a day?
We would have to make ends meet and make them see how we turned out to out differently from the time they once lived.
We could only imagine how they would try to relate with our unending selfies and making those social networking sites a great big a diary from their negative rolls of negatives and telegrams.
How they would scold us for not being how they were and being us.
We would come to realize that the world is intertwined to change through time.
For while the times changed, the world does too, and we judge them by eras and years.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
A second worth of looking into those eyes
A second that changed my mind
I should spend the last weeks of summer
Here where hope seemed nowhere.

I might have not known you
If only you had not come out of that tinted glass door
With your eyes so beautiful and your smile so warm
Just like the way you said 'Hi' for the first time.

I knew I had to take the risk, change my mind
I should have not be here
If only I had not wanted to look into those eyes again
And know the guy who owned them.

I was watching you when no one seemed to care --
I noticed how true what they had told me about you,
I noticed your actions that were just so unlikeable .. But
I also noticed a hope flickering deep inside of you.

There's a lot of good things in you
I hoped you saw them too,
I hoped you would let others see them, there's so much more than what meets the eye
And you were beautiful.

I would never regret the way I changed my mind
Just so I could look the second, third, fourth,
No, I had looked at you a hundred times --
You were worth it, and you will turn out all right.


-- Criss ♡
Krezeyyyy Oct 2013
You have been there
In my ups and downs,
In good times and bad.
You saw every tear I shed
Ever since I was a child
And I told how You are my best friend.
You carved it in Your heart
You never left,
But I did.
But no matter how much I ran away
You kept telling me,
How You are my best friend.
Years and years have passed
I often looked to my left and to my right
While You were patiently waiting right in front of me.
I kept running away
And You kept on running for me
Cause You are best friend.
You are my best friend
The one who kept the bond,
Reminding me of the best friend that You are to me.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2017
She's the woman I've been dreaming since childhood. She is goal-oriented, dream chaser, she is a travel, and an honest companion, a woman who writes of her own misfortunes and milestones. She is worthy to be proud of, she deserves to be happy after everything she went through. She is strong-willed and vulnerable, a risk taker and stubborn and fragile. She has a heart of gold. She is imperefect and yet beautiful. I'm proud of the woman that I've found. I'm proud of the woman I've become. And I'm still becoming the woman that I am. So hang in there, woman, because I will still write what I've written in letter a long time ago. It still is true up to now. I love you. No matter what you have or will become.
Krezeyyyy Feb 2015
Ours was a set of wrong timings. It started with us. We met, unfortunately. I was happy and contented until I met you. We were something impossible still I hoped for the best. It was wrong. It felt so right.

And everytime I think of you I feel so happy yet so sad. Its so euphoric I could fly right out that rooftop and into the sky. I'll shout your name, let it be known that I'm exploding into my happy thoughts of you then dive into the pits of hell. All this pain's making me feel like burned out to pieces then burned all over again until I won't know how to feel anymore.

We had to end. We're a tragic story but I'll talk about us like a lover talk about his love, like a painter paint about his masterpiece, like a writer trying to write his best. I'll talk about how our roads were only meant to cross for a second then forever gone. It was a second worth remembering. A second of infinity. We've separate destinations. We're never meant to be. We tried. It wasn't enough.

I'll miss you. It's funny how I could feel so much for you like I've known you from when forever began. But I'm glad we met. I could replay us over and over and over and over again until my memory sinks into the deepest of the earth.

Ours was a set of wrong timings. But you were the rightest of all my wrongs.
Krezeyyyy Oct 2013
In this world ever changing
We are like sands of time
Ever slipping,
Ever missing.
As the clock goes tick-tocking,
We go fall asleep
Slipping into vast spaces of our dreams.
Yet all its beauty is just passing
For a minute or two.
We are travellers ever travelling,
And we never meant to stay within this temporary case.
We are meant to fly
To where we could no longer slip and miss
Like those sands of time,
But stay in the hands
Of the One who created us
Until the end of time.
Krezeyyyy Sep 2014
I'm about to get to twenty
About to say goodbye being a teeny
Oh the good life
And let's not forget the good years.

I was thirteen at first,
I was in love with him --
One I thought my first and hoped to be last
But for all I care now, I'm glad I've known him.

I was fourteen,
I ventured into something
That one thing I've been dreaming since child years
I had to let it go, glad I've some cheers.

I was fifteen,
I met another love, he ran in my mind
Yeah, he had a marathon right there
For a couple of years and I'm glad he did.

I was sixteen,
I was still in love with him while entering into
Somewhere that slowly reshaped my way of thinking
There had been stones along the way, I'm glad for 'em.

I was seventeen,
I thought I could make my youth last
But I was beginning to think I'm on a brink of something
I was about to be a lady, I was happy, yes I'm glad for it.

I was eighteen,
Oh and finally I could say I could decide for myself
Hey, I thought I would be happy to go
But I am happy with my parents, I'm glad I have them.

I was nineteen,
I let him go, he broke my heart but
Somebody came, broken too, much more than I
I'm happy, I'm waiting, I'm glad for him.

Tomorrow I'll turn into another year older
Hey, I don't want this to be written for somebody else
This if for me, this time I'll write for me
And for everything and for all I care, I love how my life turned out right now.


~~ Criss ∞
I love myself. I love what I have, what I had, what happened, everything. Not because I want them, but they taught me life lessons that I could not get from somewhere else. Life is good and I'm about to start my #100happydays in a couple of hours.
Krezeyyyy Feb 2014
Some times I thought I'm done
Some nights tears fall
Some days I wish you would pass me by
Some will always stay in my life
Some never includes you.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
What fuels the heart to keep beating?
What makes it fight even until life's end?
What keeps us long for a breath to take in?

You see, we barely ever notice how our bodies work hard enough
They fight to keep us alive.
How could we, then, give up when it seems everything is falling apart?
Krezeyyyy May 2015
I miss the old us. I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss.. you.
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
So there I was, weeks ago.
Heart was torn and blue, broken and emptied.
Walked away from what caused this much pain, willing it to just stop, oh just please stop, even for just a moment.
Sailed away from responsibilities and grown up things and vanity in modernity, just wanting a way out.
I found myself here in this vintage bed where I first say your name, where I told you who You are to me.
I thought I could find you here, only, but you whispered as you always did, ‘I am always with you.’
And You filled me with you, laughter from my roots.
It’s you, I thought I’d cry from sadness of things I lost, but You make me cry with joy just knowing that You are still who You are to me when I first met You, my best friend.
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
In this waiting area I choose to wait patiently.
Since my feet is getting tired walking in circles in hopes of going somewhere I ought to belong.
I choose now to wait because waiting ought to make me strong.
Young and old, thin and fat. Yes, they come and pass me by.
Some smile, some frown. Ah, it is here in waiting that I see them who make the world go round.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
I don't want to daydream of you.

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They take me farther from the reality of you until I reach a point where you become like a fictional character rather than a someone I've had sweet memories with.
~~

Oh, daydream just doesn't do you justice, love.

~~ Criss ∞
I don't want you within my thoughts, I want you beside me. That's all.
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
No matter how much I say it
To move on and never look back
I'm counting ten to one;
Every memory I think
With each of these numbers
Til number one comes
And boom
Like a big bang --
A firework
or a grenade,
Everything explode and gone to be dust
Like the things between us.
Krezeyyyy Jan 2014
Sometimes
On a rainy night
Or a sunny day
Just in the corner of my mind
In a little quite moment
When serenity floods me
And stillness there is around me --
I miss you.
Krezeyyyy Oct 2013
Poetry is like a playground where I get to play with lots of words through memories and life events dear to me.

It's the unspoken feelings and unsung emotions I get to paint through various letters beautifully combined into words to describe how much beauty there is in the life that was created for me even before the creation of the world.

So find where your beautiful soul lies, sing your own heart's song, and paint your own dreams, make the world more colorful, more beautiful.

And together let us bless the Great Creator, the ancient of Days, who thought of us and found us beautiful among the heavenly bodies and all the wonders in all the galaxies now exist.
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
I saw you.

You saw me.

I smiled.

You did, too.

That's when I knew..

We've finally moved on.

~~ Criss ∞
I'm glad to have seen you today. It has been a while.
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Holding myself back, holding myself together
You are always the one I take hold on to
Always the one I had to let go.
I don't want any more than a Hello
Tired of whispering goodbyes after the heart breaks
The heart breaks into a million pieces,
Those memories we have shattered.
Hey, do you even know?
Do you even care?
Hey, but you already let me go,
And left me telling myself time again,
No!

— The End —