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9.0k · Oct 2016
Kasakit sa Kalipay
Krezeyyyy Oct 2016
Wala ni nako gisuwat para mubalik ka
Para makahibaw ka nga sakit gihapon
Ug basin makahunahuna kan'g sa imung kaluoy
Mubalik ka nako.
Nagsuwat ko kay mao ni ako.
Magsuwat sa kung unsa'y
Ganahan,
Kinahanglan nakong ipagawas
Isuwat ug nagdahum ug naglaum
Nga sa paghuman ani
Mahuman nasad tanang kasakit
Kay sa pagkakarun sakit gihapon
Sakit kaayu
Sakit nga dili matangtang
Abi kog ako'y mupilit sama sa bubble gum
Sa imung sapatos.
Apan kasakit.
Kasakit ang nipilit pagkahuman
Sa atung paglakaw,
Sa pila ka buwan nga
Kauban ta.

Kasabut ko
Wala'y kita,
Dili kita,
Dili pwede,
Dili na,
Dili man gyud.
Pero salamat
Sa paghatag ug higayon
Sa pagpahibaw sa pagpabati
Sa kita, sa kita ug sa mga plano
Sa mga adlaw nga puno sa kalipay
Sa mga kanta,
Sa mga sulat,
Sa paglaum nga pag-abut sa ugma
Naa pa,
Kita.
Sa pagbati nga wa'y sama
Ug bisan pa'g nahuman na tanan
Naa pa gihapon ko
Nagpabilin nga nituo
Sa kita, sa kung unsa ta
Sa usa'g usa.

Wala ni nako gisuwat sa pagbasul
Sa kalagot, aligutgot
Bisag akong kasingkasing karun nadugmok
Abi ko'g ang kasakit ang pinakasakit
Apan kalipay.
Kung mangutana ka asa ang pinakasakit
Sa tanan, sa katung kita pa
Katung nitawag ka ug wala ta'y laing gibuhat
Kundi magpulipuli ug sugid sa atung gugma
Sa usa'g usa.

Sakit.
Sakit kaayu.
Sakit nga wala'y sama.
Wala ko kahibaw asa taman
Hangtud kanus-a ko magpuyo aning kasakit
Pero wala ko nagbasul
Ug kung mangutana ka kung
Pabalikon ko atung mga higayona
Kung musugot ba ko'ng sa maka-usa pa,
Mubalik ko sa adlaw nga naka-ila tika
Ug wala ko'y usbon
Padayung tikan'g tan-awn, maghulat
Padayun kon'g magpaabut nga imu kong lingi-un
Ug sa maka-usa pa,
Isugid sa imu tanan'g akong nasugid na.
8.5k · Jul 2016
TAYO, PERO..
Krezeyyyy Jul 2016
Ikaw at ako
Tayo
Meron bang ganun?
Oo, sabi mo
Isipin natin ang tayo
Isipin natin kung ano ang
Nangyari at mangyayari pa
Isipin natin
Hindi ang ating sarili kundi..
Tayo
Meron bang ganun?
Oo, sabi ko
Sa tuwing magkatugma ang ating mga mata
Iyo’y kumikislap, sinasabing
Oo, tayo talaga
Magkadikit ang mga kamay
Doon ako’y tila nalulusaw
Sa init ng mga palad ****
Aking naging tahanan na
Sa tingin ko ba meron talaga?
Oo, sabi ko.
Hindi ka maiiwan
Hindi kita iiwan
Hindi kita kayang iwan.
Hanggang sa huli,
Tayo.
Oo, pero nawala ka
Iniwan ako sa ere
Ganun naman talaga
Nagsimula ang mga
Sakit ng nakaraan,
Akala ko'y kaya kong
Pahilumin ang sakit ng
Mga pag-ibig ****
Noon iniwan ka
At babalikan **** muli
Balikan mo akong muli
Na parang wala
Tayo ulit
Tayo na
Tayo pa
Masakit.
Asahan **** andito parin
Hindi ko iisipin ang ako
Kundi
Tayo.
Masakit.
Paano ba bumitaw?
Kung nakalimutan ko ng isipin
Ang sarili
Dahil nga,
Tayo di ba?
Paano ba maging tayo?
Hanggang ngayo'y
Wala ka pa.
8.5k · Jul 2014
Ating Munting Kalawakan
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
Nagkatinginan
Mga matang kumikislap
Katulad ng mga tala sa kalangitan,
Sabay ngiti
Na animo'y mas malawak pa
Sa kalawakan.
Nasisiyahan, nagagalak
Na mga puso sa tuwina
Wari ko lang naman
Sana ramdam mo din
Itong aking nararamdaman para sa iyo,
Oh aking sinta.
7.9k · Oct 2016
MGA PANGUTANA
Krezeyyyy Oct 2016
Unsa’y ikatambal sa kasing-kasing nga nasamdam?
Unsa’y pwede ikapugong anin’g mga luha nga wa’y undang sa pag-agas?
Unsa’y akong buhatun para mawala nin’g nipilit nga kasakit
Sa akon’g dughan nga sa imu ra gihapon nipitik?

Ana sila mawala ra daw ni
Ana ka “this is for the better”
Ana ko, “asa ang better?”, “kanus-a pa?”
Kung sa paglabay sa mga adlaw, sakit gihapon
Sama atun’g adlawa nga ako nabiya-an.

Unsa’y akon’g buhatun anin’g dughan ikaw gihapon
Ginapangita, ginadamgu, ginahuna-huna?
Ako nagpabilin sa tunga-tunga
Sa pagsangpit nga ako balikan nimu
Ug sa pagbiya, paglubong anin’g paghigugma
Nga wala na lingi-a.

Ug samtang karun nga bisa’g gamay lan’g nga pagtakdol
Sa kasing-kasing ug sa mga kagahapon’g panumduman
Wala’y lain kan’g madunggan kundili
Hagulhol nga daw namatyan
Ug sa padayun nga pagpatay anin’g ala-ut nga gugma.

Ako padayun nga mamasin
Nga pag-abut ugma damlag
Mahuman ang kasakit
Magsugod ang bag-un’g
Kalinaw, kalipay, malipay
Akon’g kasing-kasing unta magmaya na sab.

Apan karun nagpabilin kon’g mangutana,
Unsa’y ikatambal sa kasing-kasing nga nasamdam?
Unsa’y akong buhatun para mawala nin’g nipilit nga kasakit
Sa akon’g dughan nga sa imu ra gihapon nipitik?
5.4k · Jul 2017
Ayaw Na
Krezeyyyy Jul 2017
Ayaw lang unta kog ilara
Nga sa atong duha mas dali kong nakahawa
Nga sa pagkatinuod ikaw layo na.

Ayaw lang unta ko patuoha nga ikaw galisud sa pagbuhi, nga ikaw galisud nga ako maadtu sa lain,
Nga ikaw man diay ang nibuhi ug sa lain napalid.

Ayaw lang unta panganad nga pasakitan ko nimu
Ug ako mupahipi ra diri sa daplin
Kaning sakit sa kasing-kasing
Wa na gyud ko kasabut unsaon pagpa-ilin-ilin.

Ayaw lang unta ug balik nga murag wa kay nakit-ang lain
Nga murag ikaw ra gihapon ug ako ug ang kalibutan nga kita ray nakahibalo.

Nasakitan sad biya ko
Ug ikaw sad, kahibaw man ko.
Pero ayna kog baliki, ayna kog hilaki
Nga murag wala siya, iyaha na imung gugma
Ayaw nako binli.
4.0k · Aug 2014
What Daydream Does
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
I don't want to daydream of you.

~~
They take me farther from the reality of you until I reach a point where you become like a fictional character rather than a someone I've had sweet memories with.
~~

Oh, daydream just doesn't do you justice, love.

~~ Criss ∞
I don't want you within my thoughts, I want you beside me. That's all.
3.4k · Aug 2014
Forever Without Him
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
You've been waiting all this time
When you have to give your yes to someone
Never knowing, you never have foreseen
There's a lot more than you
That are breaking their hearts because
You have given your yes; he had already found
Whom he thought was best.

I hope you're happy, even in
The midst of sorrowful and maybe mournful
Sea of tears of them other young girls
Whose dreams were shattered
All because -- just because
You have given your yes
He found a yes to forever, with you, not with them.

~~ Criss ∞
To all them guys who has been admired by a lot of girls; to all them girls who's been following a guy. He found a yes like a precious gem to someone; she found a heart so broken within her like a shattered glass. That, too, shall pass :)
2.6k · Nov 2013
Time Travel
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
What if people who died in the 70’s would come to live with us for a day?
We would have to make ends meet and make them see how we turned out to out differently from the time they once lived.
We could only imagine how they would try to relate with our unending selfies and making those social networking sites a great big a diary from their negative rolls of negatives and telegrams.
How they would scold us for not being how they were and being us.
We would come to realize that the world is intertwined to change through time.
For while the times changed, the world does too, and we judge them by eras and years.
1.9k · Nov 2016
Siya Na Nga Yun
Krezeyyyy Nov 2016
Ayan! Siya pala yung taong
Minahal ko
(At patuloy ko pang minamahal)
Oo, nakakalula yung tingin at ngiti nya
At kung marinig mo man ang mga tawa niya
Naku! Gagawin mo ang lahat para
Marinig at marinig at marinig at marinig
Paulit-ulit ulit-ulit at hindi mo pagsasawaan
Ang mga tawa niya.

Siya pala yun
Yung kaya kong gawin lahat
Ipaglaban hanggang sa dulo
Noon, walang kasiguraduhan
Yung pinagagagawa ko sa buhay
Hanggang siya..
Dumating nga siya’t lahat ng bagay
Ay may kabuluhan
Ang mga araw ay naging
Mas maaraw
Nakikisayaw na rin ako sa mga
Ulan sa hapon
At sa gabi
Di alintana ang lamig sa init ng mga yakap
Kapag yumayakap
Sa bawa’t sandali.

Siya nga yun
Yung nakiusap na bumitiw at bitawan
Mga kamay na hindi ko pa nga
Nahawakan
Mga ngiting hanggang sa litrato na lamang
Mga salita ng pag-ibig
Na hindi pa naipaglaban
Pero bumitaw na siya
At naki-usap ako’y bumitaw na.

Siya yun
Yung kaya kong gawin lahat
At ngayon ay paulit-ulit kong
Binibitawan
Sa puso at isipan
Kung kaya ko siyang ipaglaban
Siguro (sana naman)
Kaya ko din siyang bitawan.
1.9k · Nov 2013
Little Raindrop
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
A lot of raindrops, yes, get them and you will have a whole bunch of choir right up your rooftops.
Such small things screaming bravery, vulnerable to die in just a splash yet excitement runs with them in every dive.
They are never created for themselves but the quenching of the thirsty world and they give their all with every fall.
And I wish I’m like one little rain drop.
One who is not afraid to fall even at breaking point to losing the self too better the world.
But a price is to be paid, I have to unclothe myself of these coats of pride and selfishness.
Then will I be able to to join this beautiful selfless choir falling from heaven.
1.9k · Aug 2014
A Letter to the Future Love
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
To My Dearest Love of All Time,

I'm going to allow you and give you the opportunity to find me. No, I mean, I will allow love to find us finally and lead us into each other. And no, I'm not expecting you to be somebody I know. for all I care, I'm living my life the best I can. I'm waiting for the time when we would finally meet. So, I hope you're living yours beautifully too.

My friends would casually ask me what's the best day I have ever lived, I haven't lived it yet as I'm reserving that day to be ours.  Know that I'm waiting here patiently, although I'm not good at that -- waiting. But know that I'm giving the best that I can because I want to give my best to you. Don't shun away, walk that road into our Happily Ever After because when I would finally find you, I'll walk straight towards you or maybe run if it's not a very desperate move to do.

Is it possible to miss someone you haven't met? Because that's how I feel every time I think of you. Is it possible to love someone whom you still have to meet in the future? I have all my love reserved for you.

-- Criss ∞
You have my heart even before 'US' becomes a reality.
1.7k · Jul 2014
Food and Life
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
This was a story of letting go and moving on.

I was eating my heart out of cups of rice with nilagang baboy on the right side of my medium-sized plate. I was happy, it wasn't just of my almost-full tummy. It was that of enjoying myself without restraining to the possibility of getting myself fatter as if I'm fat enough to worry or worse, that getting fat was even possible. Diet was never something I waste my time worrying, I act as if it was never existing. But boom! My nilagang  baboy was gone. I was so blown away with my happy thoughts I hadn't notice I have eaten them all. I was about to get sad and push myself to stop until I heard my dad, "sisig coming up". I knew right there & then, there's a purpose to every letting go, moving on. So, do.
1.4k · Nov 2013
Fairytale Dream
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
I could dream
a thousand of love
and fairy tales
just as long as you aren’t there.

Cause you were once my dream,
my love, my fairy tale.
But what began in a dream
must end, too, in a dream.

And maybe I could dream
of you again,
just not now.
Just not in this life time.

You were my dream,
so close yet so far I never could reach.
Dreaming of you
brought joy and life to me.

But now has become a nightmare,
a poison I would not take in.
You were my love,
but without a chance.

You were my fairytale,
my prince charming who never came.
Our castle was a make believe.
Our ending.. Oh, how it ends after I finally wake up from this dream.
1.0k · Aug 2014
Palm on Her Face
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
No matter the beauty – your look, your make-up
Your measures, do you follow an ideal body shape?
Society should never dictate you, love
You are beautiful; take away that palm on your face.

And that while the world has her own
Standard of how beauty ought to look,
Wear your most beautiful self you’d find within
Do your walk, babe, show the world who you are.

Don’t tear yourself down, wear who you are
If you say you’re weird, dance it out to centerstage
The world needs crazy darlings who’d turn the world –
Turn this little world into a crazily beautiful haven.

And if you say you’re little compared to them b*tches
Let your little things creep in slowly
Go low and go slow, they say
You’ll build castles of pretty little things someday.

Wear your beauty – flaws and all –
You are beautiful, your promising eyes twinkle
Let your wings take flight, your soul be seen
Let it sing as you free yourself from within.

Take away that palm on your face, I say
Make them do facepalm not for how they thought you fail
But of how they did let such beauty pass them by
While they were looking for better, they took for granted the best.


~~ Criss ∞
Inspired by someone's drawing.
854 · Jul 2014
The Girl He Loves
Krezeyyyy Jul 2014
It wasn't just him I had to let go
When I had to let him go,
It was all the dreams I dreamt
The visions of me and him and all the possibilities in between
I had to let them go when you came into the picture.

I hope that you are the happiest when you said Yes
Or at least you were happier between both of us
You were beautiful just not the way I am
We're similar in two ways, but different in all the others
Still I hope you're worth everything I didn't.

I hope you would keep him
Stay close enough to never let go
Please fight for his love
The way I never had, It's your time now
Do as much as you can, love him with all you are.

He was always worth it, I know, to me he was
I hope you are worth me letting him go
He was one of the diamonds in my shore full of stones
I'm giving you that diamond, be the girl I have always dreamt of
The girl he loves.
817 · Aug 2014
A Thought Away
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
Oh I still think of you
In the quietness of the night
And every time I see couples around
I wonder how we could have been
Oh how my heart could have been
Jumping up and down within
This tiny cage a chest that's mine.

I still think of you
Your picture saved in
My alter reality - somewhere 'Us' happened
Your name still found
At the back of my notebook written
Oh you are still there
I don't know when you'll last.

But I still think of you
And I'm giving you that chance
Do something, move forward -
For us - so that in this reality 'We' exist
My patience running low; I'm getting impatient on you
Thinking is never enough, I should have done something
Only that I'm a woman, I could just wait..

But boy know that today
Just like all the days before
And probably all the days after -
I am thinking of you
Oh and that every thing in me
Every hope, every dream
You are there, you never left.

~~ Criss ∞
786 · Jan 2014
Time Machine
Krezeyyyy Jan 2014
There's a lot I wish
I could accidentally spill them every time--
On chalkboards, on papers,
On everywhere I could write.

Misses and regrets,
My heart is about to explode
My saving grace,
Where art thou?

A time machine
It's what I wish
Bring me back to when
My moments, my memories I could relive.

Past--
Yes, there's nothing I could do to it
Can't revive, what's past is past
I have to turn around, say my goodbye.
This is dedicated to whoever wrote a poem I saw written on the chalkboard of our classroom.
784 · Aug 2014
The Girl Who Waits
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
Oh you might say that all who waited
Somehow, someday, find their treasures been waiting
But I know of a girl who had a tragic in-between of a story
She thought was her end of the line but behold
Another story was set before her surprised.

She found him in her innocence
Between what supposed in the way of her - a woman and a girl -
He looked at her first, she got his heart after
But years for their ‘us’ was far ahead so they kept a promise
To wait for him was hers; to wait for her, he tried.

Their vows were broken out of a simple ‘yes’ he found
In someone else’s lips said what he thought was love
Left alone was she, and the years far ahead gone astray
Like fragile bottles only to be broken to tiny pieces
Nothing else was left but memories singing the winds have carried.

Alone she walked through life she thought was cruel
‘Why do I always have to let go those that I loved’?
She had recounted every single one of those
She had to let go, she was left with moving on
Until there was this light, enough that darkness had to say goodbye.

Light was sparkling through someone else’s eyes
Alas! It was the eyes of true love, she hoped
Hoping was the only thing she knew, well except
Of letting go, moving on, and walking away for a thousand times
But this she found was something else, something worth the wait.

Never wasting time, they winded up in each other’s arms
Like a moth captivated by the candle lit in the darkest room
Their story was like dancing to and fro, of being afraid and trying to risk
They tried to risk, but time again for them was far ahead,
They had to bid farewell of what supposed to be true love.

She dared continue walking, away from pain towards hope again
She was now more onto loving her own, life would be beautiful
If only she would like herself more than before
Contentment was key, waiting was another
But fate had something else in mind for her.

There was this man who thought life was more beautiful
In living through pain and near-death experiences
If only he could waste his very own than how he does every time
Wretched, ruined, even thrill-seeker, or just a time waster
But truth is, he is just a boy inside trying to un-made his pain.

She met a crossroad where he was lying so lonely
She was a little too hopeless,
He was trying to be a little bit hopeful
They shared a smile that was soon followed a thousands more
It was like stars shining brightly, the night sky was full.

But dear I never would know how their story would end,
The story has not ended as I am still the girl who
Has been exchanging smiles with him in our little crossroad found
Star-crossed lovers we may never be,
But at least to knit our lives at this little time was enough for me.
778 · Feb 2014
My Dearest You
Krezeyyyy Feb 2014
I'd like to know how the world goes round
Through your beautiful eyes
To share your loves
And your cares,
Your passion,
Your joy,
What makes you smile, dear?
I'd like to watch you as you chase your dreams
I'll catch your nightmares
Put 'em in a jar
Never to allow 'em to  haunt you down.
I'd like to share my strength
For you to have your hearts desires
If you'd trek the highest mountain
Or the deepest cave
I want to go with you
So if you faint and seems hopeless
I'll be that someone to cheer you up
I'll be your best mate --
Your soul mate --
I'll help you trek this life
You can soar like eagle
I'll mend your broken wings
You can swim
In the depths of the ocean
I'll be the mermaid waiting for you
Down there.
Just one thing I ask of you,
Let me see the world the way you see it
Cause I'd love to see you catch your dreams
I'd like to hear your stories unheard
I'd like to fall in love
With the most beautiful creature,
The truest you.
734 · Dec 2013
Possible Reality
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
No more you nor me
Nor us, as if it came to be
A love that never begin
And never will end.

I love you
You love me
It was a dream
I never dreamt.

Stardust, like tears
They never came out
Sweet lullabies and heartbeats
Beating  as one, we were never one.

On a crossroad we met
Then on a crossroad we went
We made a trail
Far fetched from one to another.

We could be meant for each other
We could be not
Say everything  is possible,
I hope to God for you and me.
725 · Nov 2013
Heart Talks
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
I could write you a blackboard full of everything I felt for you
Then leave it bare as I close the door.
I could let it go and try to move on,
But this one I want you to know, my fair love.
You could open up to someone else,
Let them see everything.
But please don't fret when all they is nothing,
Cause even you haven't fully seen it yet
And I'm terribly sorry my friend, my love.
You never knew the depth of what was left,
Written bare on that blackboard I left.
But my hopes are still with it,
That someday you will, see!
691 · Dec 2013
Real Love Cast Out Fear
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
How to love, how to make it true
I never have known had I never asked You
What the words miss, the actions fill
How to trust, how to hope nonetheless
How do you do to this, Love never failing
But You have always been telling me
In the stillness and through lessons
Fearless isn't absent of fear
Be courageous, stand
Hide in my Love, You say
There is no fear in Love.
I have been asking God for a month or so about 1Corinthians 13:7, how did you do it? It's just too much, how You have given us free will even when You know  it could hinder us from being with You. Then He whispers into my soul, Real love casts out fear. He gave His only Son to die for us out of His great Love for us. No fear, just real love. Merry Christmas! :D
679 · Jan 2014
Pruning
Krezeyyyy Jan 2014
There are some habits I carry
Heavy loads I packed on my journey
Scars, psychological wounds
Thoughts, those weren't necessary.

They un-made me, un-mature me
But no, maybe not
Maybe it was I
I decided to keep stagnating myself.

Letting go, letting things pass
Breaking the selfishness inside
Yep, let 'em go
I have to, save myself.
662 · Nov 2014
Abba!
Krezeyyyy Nov 2014
It's like a bird kept in a little cage,
Or a notebook kept in a drawer,
A life not lived fully
Or nights when dreams cease to exist.

It was sad and lonely and cold
I was.
I've forgotten the fire that burned deep inside
I've forgotten the dreams, I've forgotten my wings.

It wasn't because of my identity,
I was destined, I was made for something great
But I was too scared to move
I've forgotten I was loved.

But this man saved me from myself
Not because He wants to put value in me
I was valuable even before the world began
I am His happy thought, He is my Abba.
660 · Aug 2014
Somewhere Between the Lines
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
Every night, like a marathon
Of memories of you - with you - I have kept
My mind a player that only gets
That one CD replayed until I meet you in my dreams.

But somewhere between replays
I have to remind myself to senses
You are not the life I have to live
You're part of who I am, now part of who I was.

Somewhere between these lines
I so carefully written my heart out
I should be on my my way to moving on
From
I can't make my mind just yet. Maybe a little more time.
657 · Feb 2015
Dear Topaz
Krezeyyyy Feb 2015
How is it that you’d ask me not to forget to meet you halfway and forget about it? Does your mind ever wander or your voice ever whisper through the winds or your heart ever wish in every shooting star about this -- about us -- the way mine does

every.
single.
time.

For you?

If I could count all the tears shed and all the hours I’ve skipped sleep and those times when I’m drowned on songs and verses and memories all because of this that I have,

For you?

You'd know the depth of how much you have an effect on me.

If only I could write word after word until our worlds meet and collide so beautifully again, I’d write how my heart aches and crushes and hurts.

How is it that you said you’ll wait and left me here waiting? And yet I’m still here waiting,

For you, Topaz.
622 · Nov 2013
Waiting
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
In this waiting area I choose to wait patiently.
Since my feet is getting tired walking in circles in hopes of going somewhere I ought to belong.
I choose now to wait because waiting ought to make me strong.
Young and old, thin and fat. Yes, they come and pass me by.
Some smile, some frown. Ah, it is here in waiting that I see them who make the world go round.
589 · Dec 2013
Things I'm made Of
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Dreams are my wings
Memories are my poetry
Friends are my sanity
Family is my fuel
Life is my vast night sky
Full of lovely twinkling stars
And a moon that shines.
580 · Dec 2013
Lover of My Soul
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
You are the song that wakes me up from slumber
The air I breathe, You invigorate my soul
You keep me alive as I am lost in your beautiful melody
How can I ever leave? You ******* undone
You strip away everything unnecessary
And have clothed me with your precious love
I was never worth it, You love me nonetheless
Can I ever run away? You are everywhere I go
Your whispers run with the winds
Your touch is in everything I see
You never leave, I do
And You keep on running for me
You are who You say You are, Love
And It is Your Love that never fails
Remind me who you are, oh Lover of my soul
In the darkness, let me see Your Light
Guide my every step, break me through
I am lost in this world, come be my savior
You have done this before, even  a thousand times my Love
You have sung Your heart out for me
Let me hear it once more, let it be the loudest I hear
I'll find my way, just find me again.
575 · Oct 2013
Building Love
Krezeyyyy Oct 2013
I found a note of long ago promises
Made of words like smoke floating into nothing
Yea! it was foolishness but my eyes were blinded
I thought of it as sweet as chocolate
But its sweetness is temporary
bitterness of pain remains
with that of our long ago promises.
With maturity, I come to realize
never build love with words of fairytales, fantasies & make believe,
never build love with words of promises that were never made to come true...
rather, build love with words of willingness to wait for the rightest time
555 · Aug 2014
I am..
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
I'm all teared up --
Of pain, unmet expectations
Of dreams that never happen
Of joy I've never felt
Of you who promised and broke it --
I'm all teared up
And I should have turned my back
I should have walked away, from you,
All those times I had been living a lie
I have carefully, intricately built 'US'
Within my thoughts, I've caged the idea
When I should have let it flew
Oh I should have walked away from you.
Oh! I'm all teared up, I'm breathing heavily
Trying to exhale the pain,
Trying to inhale you again
I do not wish to let you go, I want you here
Beside me, within this heart that's empty
Empty until you came.
No, I have let you in when I should have
Turned my back on you;
You turned your back on me
And. I. Am. ****. Tired. Waiting. For. You.

~~ Criss ∞
549 · Dec 2013
Take Your Time
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Get up and leave the broken pieces
Or take it all and give it up to Him.
Cry each day even when life throws at you joy
Or make every tear drop with a thankful heart.
Drown yourself in misery
Or drown misery out.
You are not okay, I know
It is okay not to be okay, you must know.
Life is full of variety and surprise,
It will either make or break you, make them all count.
Let it go,
Loose it all.
Someday you will see,
This is the reason you smile.
Life is good,
It is even worth the ride.
546 · Dec 2013
Stars I Keep
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Still I thank the stars above
That our destinies met at a crossroad we found
But sometimes I wish we never have met
My eyes like rain it floods me to tears
And sorrows wave, heart has been drench
Thank you for the bittersweet memories
And those pretty make believes
They are treasures I keep
My heart like wretched ship at bay
I miss you, I hate you
And you left me with only the stars to keep.
539 · Nov 2013
Decided
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
As I come face to face with pain
Pity party and drama, I don't want to get involved with
Easy for the heart to say, easy for the heart to feel
Yes, the world even tolerates these vain tears
But I should know
I have to choose healing over stagnation to pain
And staying at this bay will never help
And yes, he hurt me
With a hurt only he can give
But forgiveness will I choose
To free both he and me.
538 · Nov 2013
Beautiful Yesterday
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
Ours was as slow as how a skinny catterpillar turned out to be a beautiful butterfly.
We never meant to make it last, at least as long as this.
But each day with you brought fun times and sometimes crazily bad,
and you turn it out to something good somehow.
And do you even remember the times when we fight and cry over silly things?
And how we laugh at random things and bully and shout?
And don't forget those daydreams about future us with kids and stuff like that,
Oh we have yet to see them all come to life.
I'm glad that once in our busy crazy lives,
our roads will meet again once in a while
so we can share some laughter
and be mesmerized by how we turned out to be.
My heart just so hopes that when we meet again,
it will be just like this,
just like our beautiful yesterday.
Dedicated to my high school bestfriends, thank you for all the good and bad times. You inspire me! :)
536 · Dec 2013
Beautiful Regret
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
So sudden as the years pass by
Like a cold bite of the night
My heart goes out of my chest
Yes, it flutters and flutters away
Splashing a thousands of colors
Of pretty achy feelings I collected
Of people I loved, people I cared
Of them who stayed, or those who went away
Yes, my heart aches for people as beautiful,
Regrettably beautiful, as you.
533 · Jul 2017
Tell Him
Krezeyyyy Jul 2017
To whoever who knows him,

Tell him that although the world doesn't revolve around him. That even when I wake up it's not him I say good morning to. That even when there is so much more to life than him. This heart is still whispering his name at night, these eyes still cry for him, these ears still listening for some voice that might sound like his. Hey, I miss him. Even this far.
Krezeyyyy Oct 2013
You have been there
In my ups and downs,
In good times and bad.
You saw every tear I shed
Ever since I was a child
And I told how You are my best friend.
You carved it in Your heart
You never left,
But I did.
But no matter how much I ran away
You kept telling me,
How You are my best friend.
Years and years have passed
I often looked to my left and to my right
While You were patiently waiting right in front of me.
I kept running away
And You kept on running for me
Cause You are best friend.
You are my best friend
The one who kept the bond,
Reminding me of the best friend that You are to me.
523 · Oct 2013
Gift For a Lady
Krezeyyyy Oct 2013
I have known a lady behind that of a loner
Of whose face so gloomy no one can flatter
Of whose lips a smile can not master
Her name no one wants to utter.

Yet for it is the Day of the Great Favor she lives in
When a gift to her has been given
More precious than gold
Oh! So much precious than pure gold.

It was the King of the Land's only Son
To be her  Lover to end her lonely hour
Though she is not a worthy one
But the King declared that she shall be the One.
511 · Nov 2013
Let Not Our Music Die
Krezeyyyy Nov 2013
And every time we do this
is like a slap on our faces.
What happened to them yesteryear laughter
and yesteryear memory?

I thought I hear our music play
but it’s just my mind pretending.
Do you remember every step,
every melody we celebrate?

And my mind hasn’t moved on yet,
I’m afraid it will never be.
I’m caught up playing
our music in my head.

But we are caught up of our grown up things
and the names we thought we built
while forefathers are caught up
to the times they fight and not make up.

Yet we come
and thought we come as one,
but our music is slowly fading
it slapped my face,
it hurts a lot.

I’m just afraid we are losing those beautiful sounds of laughter
and beautiful pictures of memory
that have defined our family.
And yes! I’m missing you, just so badly.
503 · Jul 2016
Bahala'g Magbaha
Krezeyyyy Jul 2016
Bundak uwan
Di man ikaw ang gipangandoy
Sa kadaghanan
Bundak pa, ibundak tanan.

Hilak pa
Di man tanan kasabut
Kung mao na imung kinahanglan
Sa wa'y pagduha-duha,
Ihilak na.
502 · Jan 2014
Metamorphosis
Krezeyyyy Jan 2014
I thought it would take a lifetime,
Maybe I should at least take some years pass,
But with every tear, my heart is healing
A smile is starting to come to life.

Heartbreaks normally isn't like this
Sure as the sky is blue, I ain't like this
But I'm changing,
I'm finding my way to fly.

And help is on the line--
A thread and a needle
To sew back the broken pieces,
My pieces are being sewn back to places.

A tear or two more,
And a deal to close for sure--
For good life's sake, I have to move on
You make it possible, oh Lover of my soul.
494 · Sep 2014
Turning Point
Krezeyyyy Sep 2014
I'm about to get to twenty
About to say goodbye being a teeny
Oh the good life
And let's not forget the good years.

I was thirteen at first,
I was in love with him --
One I thought my first and hoped to be last
But for all I care now, I'm glad I've known him.

I was fourteen,
I ventured into something
That one thing I've been dreaming since child years
I had to let it go, glad I've some cheers.

I was fifteen,
I met another love, he ran in my mind
Yeah, he had a marathon right there
For a couple of years and I'm glad he did.

I was sixteen,
I was still in love with him while entering into
Somewhere that slowly reshaped my way of thinking
There had been stones along the way, I'm glad for 'em.

I was seventeen,
I thought I could make my youth last
But I was beginning to think I'm on a brink of something
I was about to be a lady, I was happy, yes I'm glad for it.

I was eighteen,
Oh and finally I could say I could decide for myself
Hey, I thought I would be happy to go
But I am happy with my parents, I'm glad I have them.

I was nineteen,
I let him go, he broke my heart but
Somebody came, broken too, much more than I
I'm happy, I'm waiting, I'm glad for him.

Tomorrow I'll turn into another year older
Hey, I don't want this to be written for somebody else
This if for me, this time I'll write for me
And for everything and for all I care, I love how my life turned out right now.


~~ Criss ∞
I love myself. I love what I have, what I had, what happened, everything. Not because I want them, but they taught me life lessons that I could not get from somewhere else. Life is good and I'm about to start my #100happydays in a couple of hours.
494 · Dec 2013
Never Just a Child
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Childhood dreams, childhood cares
***** and strolls
Jumps and runs
Eat and sleep
Play, cry.

Not caring the world
Just what colors it's made of
Smiles and innocent gazes
Yawns and story tellings.

Big eyes full of wonder
How merry go round can go
Round and round
Yes, baby, keep wond'ring.

Tired and shoulder sleepin'
Teases and snorts
Slips and slides
Memories to last til next time.
Krezeyyyy Jun 2014
I feel for you. It's something I can't put into words, really. Like I'm being this girly girl all over again. One step forward, two steps backward. That's how I am. I am insecure. Are you for real or are playing with my heart just like all them other guys? Your past was beautiful, so beautiful than I am. I am insecure. But then I think of how you stop and stare at me when you're in the middle of saying something and I look at you so suddenly. I like how you smile at me and whenever you turn red is for me what's needed for my security. I like how our eyes meet on that tinted glass door just so nobody else would see us looking so silly for each other. I like how you say my name. I like your honesty when you tell me about all your doings. I'm glad I let you feel what I have been feeling for you -- I LIKE YOU.
485 · Sep 2014
Tick Tocking
Krezeyyyy Sep 2014
Tick-tock-tick-tock
I'm slipping out of you
You're slipping out me
Love, we're slipping out and into somewhere new
Grab a hold of me, of us, of everything in between
Let's slip away, away into each other's again.


~~ Criss ∞
479 · Dec 2013
Yes or No
Krezeyyyy Dec 2013
Holding myself back, holding myself together
You are always the one I take hold on to
Always the one I had to let go.
I don't want any more than a Hello
Tired of whispering goodbyes after the heart breaks
The heart breaks into a million pieces,
Those memories we have shattered.
Hey, do you even know?
Do you even care?
Hey, but you already let me go,
And left me telling myself time again,
No!
463 · Feb 2014
Does It Break Even?
Krezeyyyy Feb 2014
And into a million pieces her heart is broken
He said all the things that might
Unbreak her fragile heart
But with his hands, the knife has cut her skin
Blood gushes and floods the aisle
To forever, forever was paved by the smell of her blood
He broke her heart; her heart is broken.
441 · Aug 2014
Made of Beautiful things
Krezeyyyy Aug 2014
You, dearest, has perfected my constellation of beautiful things long been held back since a star was missed. You connected beauty into me, out of me.
To the God who made me, creator of good and beautiful things. Nothing would ever make sense without you.
Krezeyyyy Jul 2017
She's the woman I've been dreaming since childhood. She is goal-oriented, dream chaser, she is a travel, and an honest companion, a woman who writes of her own misfortunes and milestones. She is worthy to be proud of, she deserves to be happy after everything she went through. She is strong-willed and vulnerable, a risk taker and stubborn and fragile. She has a heart of gold. She is imperefect and yet beautiful. I'm proud of the woman that I've found. I'm proud of the woman I've become. And I'm still becoming the woman that I am. So hang in there, woman, because I will still write what I've written in letter a long time ago. It still is true up to now. I love you. No matter what you have or will become.
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