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Faz um tempo que venho tentando encontrar alguém que me ame, eu achava que era suposto amar e ser amada de volta… não sei o que está a acontecer, será que o problema sou eu? Será que meu Romeu está realmente morto ou Homens não são capazes de amar? Ou eu é que dou passos errados?
Estou cansada de acordar com um homem diferente em cada final de semana que decido ir para aquele maldito bar para afogar minhas mágoas, só tenho 25 anos, com quantos anos é suposto encontrar o homem certo? Porque que só querem se aproveitar de mim? Será esse corpo que dizem ser perfeito? Será esse rosto que dizem ser lindo? Isso não devia ser motivação eles me levarem a serio? Deus, estou a começar a odiar este corpo perfeito e essa cara linda, só quero um pouco de amor. Todas as minhas amigas me falam de coisas que seus namorados fazem por elas, falam-me sobre as declarações de amor e flores que recebem e a mim só dão orgasmos atrás de orgasmos, meu ex namorado era um Brutamontes que achava que os presentes caros e **** eram as únicas coisas que eu queria, EU SÓ QUERO UM POUCO DE AMOR…
Aqui estou de novo, neste maldito bar, porquê que sempre venho parar aqui? Quem são essas pessoas comigo? Acho que estou bêbada, mas é assim que eu decidi fugir da realidade de não ser amada, e essas pessoas, que nem conheço fazem-me companhia, “Garçom, mais uma rodada” “ adiciona na minha conta por favor”.
It's been a while since I've been trying to find someone who loves me, I thought I was supposed to love and be loved back ... I do not know what's happening, am I the problem? Is my Romeo really dead or men are not capable of love? Or I take the wrong steps?
I'm tired of waking up to a different man every weekend that I decide to go to that **** bar to drown my sorrows, I'm only 25 years old, how old am I supposed to find the right man? Why they just want to take advantage of me? Is it this body said to be perfect? Is this face they say is beautiful? Shouldn't that be motivation for them to take me seriously? God, I'm starting to hate this perfect body and this beautiful face, I just want some love. All my friends tell me about things that their boyfriends do for them, they tell me about the declarations of love and flowers they receive and I only receive ******* after *******, my ex boyfriend was a Brute who thought that the expensive gifts and *** were the only things I wanted, I JUST WANT A LITTLE LOVE ...
Here I am again, in this **** bar, why do I always end up here? Who are these people with me? I think I'm drunk, but that's how I decided to get away from the reality of being unloved, and these people, whom I do not know, keep me company, "Waiter, one more round" "add to my account please."
Uma caminhada para espairecer
Pensar na vida
Tentar encontrar respostas para as minhas questões...
Uma caminhada com a mulher da minha vida
Para falarmos sobre nós e nossos planos, e sobre a visão que temos sobre o mundo e as pessoas…
Uma caminhada com os meus filhos
Um de cada vez
Para tentar entender e saber mais sobre eles…
Uma caminhada tranquila a caminho da felicidade.
(Translation)
A walk to relax, think about life, try to find answers to my questions ...
A walk with the woman of my life to talk about us and our plans, and about the vision we have about the world and people ...
A walk with my kids, one at a time, to try to understand and know more about them ...
A quiet walk on the path to happiness.
I feel like writing a love story.
But I forgot how it feels to love.
I remember the happiness but I don’t remember how it feels to be happy in love.
Since you’re reading this, can I just pretend I’m in love with you?
Can I just pretend I’m your man?
Or can we just erase our past and write a new and real story where we both are deep in love?
I see you scared of falling in love again, so am I, we had our time healing ourselves on our own.
Let’s gather the remains of our shattered hearts and form one.
Let me tell you how I feel.
I think we’re ready for this.
I don’t want to be alone; you don’t want to be alone.
Let’s try this together, you and me.
I believe we all have someone destined to be with us...
I believe in destiny...
Showing love, affection and giving attention to my soulmate will be effortless, I believe...
Not just for few months or a year like other relationships we've had, but, forever...
Pure happiness...
Pure love...
Look at someone and all my body and soul scream "I love you" "I love everything about you, the flaws too"
Not just for a year or two... But, forever...
I believe that the person destined to be with me will love me for who I am...
And the things the others told me to change? Will make my soulmate love me more...
Love and be loved for long long years and still feel like we're dating for a week.
Yes, I believe in that and I hope I'm not being naive.
I just hope this heart has some beating to do when I find my soulmate...
This heart has been shattered so many times I'm starting to doubt that it can still beat for someone...
I feel like it is here beating just to keep me alive, and nothing else.
  Jan 2017 Chris Tó Inácio
JWolfeB
Maybe we are in love with emptiness
Which explains why we feel it so deeply
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