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Jul 2016 · 483
Lady Black
Cara May Jul 2016
For I would like to say sorry to strangers
as they only glance on my physique
not a glimpse on my soul, mind and heart
for that I am possessed by Lady Black
born from the ashes of broken psychic.

For I would like to say sorry too to my beloved
as they have met Lady Black
shape shifting into my figure sometimes
switching off my conscious
and covered the innocent me.

For she is crazy;
cold,
distant,
manipulative,
requite,
envious,
wrath,
irks­ome,
I am too crazy.

For people hate her;me
but I liked her as much as I despised her
for she made me a warrior
for she is me, as I am her.

We are one,
smirking in the corner
after we have succeed.
Lady Black - The demon
Jul 2016 · 527
Fucked up ones
Cara May Jul 2016
The azure skies are her day,
externally.
Katrina Tornado is her companion,
internally.

She saw rainbow in people,
externally,
sometimes internally.
Sometimes she saw blue in people,
red, grey even rainbow,
but she knew only grey and black in her.

She sees the world as a warm desolated place constantly.
People see the world as a warm place,
sometimes a cold place.
She has eyes of black coffee; empty.

She yearns for rainbow internally,
but she has walked the abyss,
so her heart is devoid of colours.

She's the ****** up ones.
When you view the world differently due to pass experience.
Jul 2016 · 518
Crestfallen
Cara May Jul 2016
You're a sunflower.
I'm the crestfallen.
All I can see are colours
when I'm looking at you.
Unalike me, i'm all grey and black.

You remind me of
the missing part of me.
The me I was looking for
all this while.

Everyday
I saw you,
closer yet far.

You're like the missing puzzle
i'm yearning for,
that I can't possessed
that I wanted to trace with my fingers,
but I can't.

because,

your infatuation are on others,
that I can't compare.
Out of my league crush.
Jul 2016 · 505
Crush
Cara May Jul 2016
Darling, I liked you,
You've done nothing but,
Unexpected, my soul is drawn to you,
I'm sorry I liked you,
I'm sorry I hurt me.

You're flawed but you're flawless,
You are a piece of eccentric art,
I liked it.
I'd keep you.
About having a crush on someone.
Jul 2016 · 284
Void
Cara May Jul 2016
There's somehow a hole,
a void deep inside,
maybe it's fated,
maybe there's reasons.

We roam the road,
just ride,
some with purposes,
some just go along.

Some hurting,
some happy,
either way we're incomplete.

We crave  the other half,
looking for the missing pieces
of the puzzle,
to feel every spectrum,
of colors existed.

Maybe it's meant to be
that we're only half,
void inside,
because if we're whole,
we're not living.
Human nature
Jul 2016 · 1.3k
Ephemeral Hot Chocolate
Cara May Jul 2016
I still remember that day,
that one day we met,
it keeps on haunting me,
till this day.

I still remember that day,
when your eyes pierce into mine,
deep warm sensation embrace me,
I felt welcomed.

I still remember that day,
when I looked into your eyes,
I found home,
I found acceptance.

But until this day,
you're just a memory,
a day to remember,
an ephemeral hot chocolate.
To the person who I thought I have a crush on.
Jul 2016 · 424
Orange Roses
Cara May Jul 2016
Sinking to the endless sea bed,
with orange roses you gave me.
That's how it feels like with you.
Hands chained to an anchor.
Suffocating, no one could hear
my scream.
Poison friendship
Jul 2016 · 476
Moon (you)
Cara May Jul 2016
I adore the moon,
I adore the stars,
The galaxy is gorgeous,
And mysterious,
But the day I met you,
I looked into your eyes,
I saw a reflection,
Of moon,
Stars and galaxy,
Mysterious and mesmerizing,
Since then I stopped
Looked up and adoring,
Instead keeping my head ahead,
Looking into your eyes.

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