I have always been so deeply in love with you, that I couldn't notice how you were tearing me apart.
I couldn't see how you controlled my every move,
Or how you controlled my thinking.
I was utterly and completely in awe of you.
And you tore me apart, limb by limb.
I made excuses for how you hurt me
And I went back every time
I was never your first choice,
I was never your second
I was there when you needed a person to use ...
And the worst thing out of it all is that I would still pick up the pieces of my heart you left shattered and put them back into your palms.

What doesn't **** you,
Makes you wish you were dead.
What doesn't destroy you,
Leaves you broken instead.

Who will fix me now?
Dive in when I'm down.
Save me from myself,
Don't let me drown.

It's getting harder to hold on,
I need to let go.
But as I start falling,
Then the love will show.

Who will fix me now?
Dive I  when I'm down.
Save me from myself,
Don't let me drown.

And if they don't seem to listen,
Don't give up your faith!
Don't take out your anger,
Just turn back and say,

I will fix myself,
Look up when I'm down.
And without a doubt,
I will not drown.