These boundaries,
wouldn't seem so blurred,
if I dated a him not a her.

My hands shaking,

My breath heavy,

I seal the envelope shut.

My mind swimming with thoughts,

Sweat trickles down my neck.

My mind pondering,

"Do I send the letter?"

My heart beats like crazy,

Seeming like a million beats per second.

The main question of the day,

"Do I send the letter?"

Looking at the stark white envelope,

My mind explodes.

I'm anxious,

I can tell.

Fidgeting with my fingers,

I think of you and,

I now want to send it.

My mind clears,

The main question,

"Do I send the letter,"

Seems to be vanishing from my mind.

Cause all I can think is,

I want you to know that,

My life is horrible without you in it.