Im feeling so broken
Drowning in gray
Crushed under my self hate
Smothered under negativity
Wanting more

You left
That was your choice
A choice I had to deal with

How you tried to make it last
Did you really think it should
Now its time to let it go
Its been coming for to long
You just didn't want to know
Its tearing you apart
Holding on to something gone
Like a guest that stayed to long
Now its time for me to go

I stayed and stayed
Searching for the man I fell in love with
I couldnt find him anywhere in you
Because you never was the man I thought you were

I'm not gonna find you in the bottom of this bottle
Im not gonna see your face in this puff of smoke
So why am I on this downward spiral
I will always love you
Even if you're far away
When your heart belongs to another

I'm addicted to you
I make myself sick
When your not there
I Wish I had a endless supply of you

Memories run through my mind
I close my eyes and I can see your face
And my heartbreaks again
I can close my eyes and almost feel your touch
Your voice I can always hear
For your so close to me
You live in my heart

Your always on my mind
I think about you everyday
In my heart you stay
By my side I want you to lay

I was young and naive
Innocent if you please
I didn't know what you were
I didn't know what it meant
You brought me into a world I didn't know exist
You showed me pain
Left my heart in chains
Your soul to blame

It hurts it hurts
It hurts to know its over
What we were
What we are
Nothing last forever
I wanted us to last forever
Tug pull tug pull
I can't take it

Cant you see I'm crying can't you see I'm dying
You see the marks and scars don't you know I'm lying

Your always on my mind
Each and everytime
I go through the day
But in my heart you will stay
And beside me while I dream you will lay

Will you catch me if I fall
Will you tell me you fell to
Will you hold me tight and tell me you love me

Ive always been told we all have that one. The one that will haunt you. The one you will never really be over, The one that changed your life. You're my one. I want you happy even if that means you're happy without me. If being without me makes you happy. Im ok with it even if I'm falling apart. Even if I'm crying as long as you're smiling.

I fell for a fool
Turns out I was the fool
For I fell
Just to have my heartbroken

When I'm with you I don't want to go
I want to hold you and never let you go
But you let me go so easily
How do you do it
I could hold you forever

You hide your smile like you hide your secrets