Brianna Ki

Brianna Ki Apr 2014

The seemingly ungratefulness of this tricky life drives my compulsive mind tumbling into a wild fire of thoughts and sadness

Smashing upon my heart to let go and live what is this heavy chain holding me back, what is there left to lose?

I break free to be cuffed yet again to that **** heavy chain. It's like a glue that is stuck on my soul a leech refusing to budge, ******* it dry.

Life is unfair. Leaving us slaved to its rules. But my heart won't hush. It's lies feeding my mind like I starve for a different ending as these feelings lead me away.

It can't be this complex. Being worked into my grave. Whats left to enjoy but to be miserable until death.

Life fuels the fire for my heart to run astray as my mind attempts to water its ruling blaze.

I can't help but wonder if my mind can ***** out my heart's longing to be free. Knowing I can't tame these feelings I try everything to refrain from going insane.

#poem #sad #life #heart #hate #confused #crazy #complicated #vent

Brianna Ki Apr 2014

Jarred Heart (10W)

Please take this jar
This jar with my falling heart

#love #heart #sweet #10words #simple #shot

Brianna Ki Mar 2014

Where...

Where is that girl...
That unscripted being?
She takes heart in her every step.
She isn't afraid to live...
But where did she go?
She's right in front of me, but unaware.
She's left her soul...
Her soul is dead..

#heart

Brianna Ki Jan 2014

Breakdown

I break down in the intensity of your eyes.
Your smile allows my heart to fly.
Take me away.
Mean what you say.
I'm not in this for the game...

If you want me here,
Please tell me dear
Or I will be gone soon...

If you gave your word away,
I can not stay

My pain won't subside
So please allow these tears to dry...

Brianna Ki Jan 2014

This Smile

I wake to see this smile placed perfectly on my face
Those eyes. Your stare pursue my dreams into the night
I can't help but grace my chest where my heart can't erase.
Rid of these thoughts. Your words pulling me into your world.
I'm just another girl.

You walk among these song notes and beats that sync with my heart
Nothing will drive us apart.

I wish for only my lips to touch yours to feel the warmth of grasp
I'll ask.

Unfamiliar with your walk
We still talk
To end our phrases with a goodnight
Which still does not feel right

Embrace my soul
But don't let go
I'll seek you for miles
For you to meet this smile.

Brianna Ki Jan 2014

Forget-Me-Knot

Relax upon this chilled rock.
Gaze between sun-touched forget-me-knots
Simple complexity routinely ignored.
Just as the sounds of surrounding spring breeze is looked over.
The yellow buttery center melts into sky colored petals, spiked with sassy white.
Small and insignificant standing alone, nonetheless confidence takes a hold in its’ bunches.
Beauty strikes the eye of imagination
In simplicity the smiles of appreciation break free.
These little things that break our reddening madness are the little things that move us to skip a beat.

Brianna Ki Jan 2014

Sleeping Pills

Sleeping pills, come fade with me still
Just take it all away..

This beating heart has been broken from the start
It spills in the ink I lay...

Come please fade with me now, turn my world upside-down
Turn this light into black..

Now that I dance with the stars, you show me who you are and it's all much too late...

Sleeping pills, come fade with me still..
You took it all away..