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i cut my hair instead of myself
i refuse to go back to that

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flowers bloom in our heart
i bloom eternal tulips
but in You, only periwinkles can grow

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i am not Yours
You are not mine
we can never be together, enveloped in the soft warmth of each other.
You will never hear the music that sings me to sleep in place of You.
the serene morning lights will never shine on us as we slowly shift awake, still intertwined