my scars are deep
on my soul they feed
I can't eat, I can't sleep
all these voices on repeat
they make me bleed
and I find underneath
a monster that hides
in case that I die
there's no good-bye
the scars are wide
you can almost see the night
hollow and despite
a recipe for more lies
that are buried inside
they still scream, they still fight
and no one can hear my plight
that I cannot see the light
but oh, I cannot see the light
there's a darkness that fades
into the hollow I made
silence cuts like a blade
growing a darker shade
now that I'm not awake
but oh, now that I'm not awake
can I be in this dream with you forever?
I am losing you with every breath that I take...

You were my peace, the beauty of this world;
You were my calm and ecstasy.
You were my heart beat, you were my drug;
You were my all, and you'll always be.

you are my pain, the dream I always remember;
you are the reason why I'm afraid to fall asleep.
you are my spring and the winter of December;
now that you are gone, i cannot even breathe.

you were my savoir, arms that kept me warm;
you were my home that held me from the storms,
now the rains drown me and I have no place to be;
longing for your embrace, soon the silence will **** me.

you are my darkness, that feeds on my soul;
without you I cannot leave, I will never be whole.
you are the emptiness that echoes through my being,
you are more than the years that are slowly growing old.

you were my moon, the light brighter than the sun;
you were the tale that kept me from closing my eyes.
you were the fire, that kept me alive and now it burns;
you were the reason why I never separated truth from the lies.

you are my sorrow, you are the face that never fades;
you will haunt me evermore, as you cut me like a blade.
you are the reason, for every demon I ever made;
and you shall be my death, as you were my life-
my love, it will all be over soon, you don't be afraid.*


Everything I was, was yours to keep;
Now all I am, I do not need.
When I'll be gone, I know you wouldn't weep.
For It's time you wake up and I fall asleep.

the lonely man plays the symphony of ages,
and ash drifts in the air like a winter song.
an angel sits by them stars; far away from a mortals reach,
and the road to the end feels so lost and long.




I keep you sheltered in my soul,
scattered pieces too brittle to hold.
I feel your longing, I feel my cold.
that sets in every corner; there's no place left to hide no more.

trees sway in the autumn breeze; bare and naked, dark and old.
the man plays on the symphony,  as the angel begins to cry.
her tears raining down from the night sky, piercing through the mans soul.
far from the horizon you can see a star fall and die.


I will feed on our memories and the thirst will never end,
only fuel the torment burning deep within.
my mind is going in a hundred different directions,
I don't know how much more I can keep it in;
before I become a monster.





the symphony tears through the emptiness of the sky,
and the angel begins to fall in the rhythm of his heart,
as the symphony played, there were no more truths and lies;
only hell and heaven, night and day, life and death to keep them apart.




nothing will remain of us as we move away,
maybe it's true, it wasn't me and you; but we have nothing to remind us with,
it wasn't the world, it wasn't our hurt,
tears of love; tears for love did it.

I will miss you
you will haunt me
I will suffocate
now that you're not with me
memories will fade
in ash and dust
and the tale that we made
will begin to rust
beneath stains of time
by the scars left behind
my heart is lost
and there's only you on my mind
shaping a million whispers
that you no longer want me
voices haunt me
the silence wants me
and all my suffering
lead me back to you
as your aura withers
I wither too
in pieces and shards
part by part
back into emptiness
and in this hollow I can hear
what I never knew before
and after all my tears
you were never here
it was all a dream
and I'm awake no-more.

it is ironic how the same people who preach about love are the ones who turn out to be monsters in the end,
to divide and rule along the lines my friend.
perhaps, it is only a tale of human suffering and nothing more;
everyone and everything suffers.
time itself will wither mountains and the Sun.
mere mortal elements of an immortal soul will bring down an empire;
the seed will grow into another fire.
lurking beyond the shadows are creatures of the dark;
spanning the barren lands consumed by the poison
and the dear ones near and far.
machines breathing ash and fire screech through the walls,
the rain falls and yet, the colour doesn't fades away,
the world is grey and has been from the age of dawn,
for everything born is evil;
and only a mother shall ever mourn.
children will devour the gods to fulfill their fantasy,
the power will bleed into the wounds of the ones gone and ugly.
pharaohs will guide the leash and unleash the thunder;
on one and for all.
the sky will fall and the sea shall rise, the ones who preach about love always pay the price.
nothing is without gravity in this world;
young and old both shall die,
it is ironic how nothing will ever matter even though love never dies.
it only kills.

I don't know if I can find my way back again
with all these miles eating their way through my soul
all I want is to hold you once again, oh baby
why don't you come and give me my heart back that you stole

do you like watching me cut myself open for you to see
that I have bled enough tears to drown the both of us
do you really think behind the walls you can hide from me
tell me now, tell me again, tell me what they tell you about love?

pretend nothing ever happened to make yourself calm
keep yourself drunk so that you don't know what to do
but depression always make me miss the warmth of your arms
tell me again, tell me now, tell me what did they tell you?

I find myself wandering in the empty alleys of the forgotten lane
only ghosts and rust linger there in the empty hue
I inhale the toxic fumes to keep my thoughts from eating my brain
I sometimes feel like a zombie too dazed and confused

withering in the shadows of the bygone yester years
rotting beneath the flesh of the time and its stain
separating dreams and fiction from the ones dear and near
searching through the scattered ashes and finding no names

if I **** myself before I can die, let me give you my all
for I have no place else to be, there is no place for me on earth
so tell me now, tell me when I'm sane before I fall
tell me now, tell me again, tell me what they tell you about love?

you should have known
we would be on our own
so alone
scared of tomorrow
'cause everything feels so hollow
we count the shadows
so alone
through the night
and tears follow
every breath we take
dreaming a tale that we made
but now it's no-more
like the summer we met
it's a different story
we've lost ourselves
the season couldn't stay
and we let
ourselves drift away
and now we know
how low
one can go
before the sky has withered
and now we know
why we didn't show
even though
nothing else mattered
nothing but you
nothing but you
now we don't have a clue
of what to do
and all I ever wanted
was all of you
I hope it's not true
what they say about love
so alone
on our own
we burned our home
so there would be no walls
now we have the sky
soon the tears will dry
and we can have it all
everyone but you
everything but love







now that we have the world
tell me, why does it still hurts?

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