Who needs a god when all I want to do is feel gritty.
I don't need someone who is giving me false warmth.
They make us feel defrauded and feel pity.
Conquer each day with my own dedication, I shall henceforth.
This world is addicted to being scared.
I'll show you all, that you don't need to feel despaired.

Third time writing you a letter,  
trying to create a poem that is endless like the sand on the beach
or riding down the streets.
Hate is always hard to forget
and happiness is a moment to reminisce.
Why can't time move forward,
so I can be with you to be over it.
Oh, the things I would do to you.
******* you to your skin at the right que.
I miss how the sun shines on your hair.
Like a clear window with a glare.
I always want to write you love songs.
But I just end up writing you poems.
It's okay baby you won't hear my sorrows.
I'll hide them with these flowers.
I don't want our love to disappear.
Because I know when I see you it will reappear.
It's so clear..
But fear is always near..

I miss those hot days with you.
Sometimes I wish you had a clue.
Sunflowers blow through the crisp sky.
Wishing the day wouldn't go by.
When I stare at the ocean.
I think of your emotions.
Maybe one day you'll realize.
That you can truly see it in my eyes.

Eyes so lush.
Lips sipping on tea.
Wind blowing coffee.
This heart is mush.
Wishing to never have to part.
Days have been cold.
Waiting for the future to unfold.
Home is your heart.
Adventure should never end.
Because you're my bestfriend.