floating
upon mint green
sea foam
under lilac
skies
speckled with
baby blue
clouds
rocking
back and forth
as the wind sings
a peaceful melody
i can feel once more
and
i'm not afraid to
why would i ever
want to awake?
to leave this
pastel wonderland
for the world of pain
of blood
and tears
...
maybe this time
i won't
maybe i'll stay
i'll lock myself away
in bliss
in slumber
*forever

in the deepest and utmost corner of my heart
the pain is being hidden

and on the outside
you will witness
my sweetest smile

if only
you will catch a glimpse
behind those eyes
is the loneliness that being kept

if only
you will stop and stare for awhile
you will find out
that i am in despair

i was wondering
if the saying

"in the eyes you will see the real feelings of a person"

is true

because why can't you see?

that i am

alone

crying

and

dying

inside?*

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