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 Mar 2016 Ash Rose
Naomi Gamby
I thought I knew,
but I didn't.
All the things you do
got my head spinning
This is all just another chapter,
but I know it'll be a disaster.
I'm worried
and i'm scared
to do the things I wouldn't have dared.
you liked me, then i liked you
You stopped liking me and I can't stop liking you.
I'm lost in a world with no hope
Drowning in my own sorrow
Your with her now.
The pain strikes me.
Hopefully one day you'll realize she's got you all wrong.
And she's no good.
All over other guys when your gone.
She's a *****.
But to you...
She's probably just another score.
 Mar 2016 Ash Rose
Naomi Gamby
When I saw that razor blade under your bed
all this **** started running through my head.
I didn't understand what was so bad about your life,
and If you didn't have your razor blade why you used a knife.
When I heard about how you slit your throat
I started shaking.
When you acted so crazy before
I just thought you were faking.
You like to throw glasses
and call names
Break plates,
and picture frames.
There is a lot about you
that I despise
like how all I see is hate
when I look into your eyes.
I hope some day
I get my sober mom back
but there's so much lost hope
hell, I've lost track.
 Mar 2016 Ash Rose
Naomi Gamby
I have this feeling in my heart of rage and hate
Trying to stop it before it's too late
That **** that flows through my brain
Is starting to slowly drive me insane
It's like a car crash, with lots of glass.
It's like a house fire, with lots of ash.
It's like a tornado, so much destruction.
It's like i'm in ruins, under construction.
The feelings I've felt never cease.
My brain just needs to be at easy
burning slowly in the flames
this will be the last of your sick games
the smell of burning flesh consumes the air
as i suffer, you sit and stare.
unleashing wild, anger and screams
This is the stuff you see in your dreams.
 Mar 2016 Ash Rose
Naomi Gamby
The tears fill my eyes
as my vision becomes a blur
I sit and think about life
wondering how this can all occur

Deep feelings inside me
causing so much pain
Negative thoughts flowing
I'm slowly going insane
 Mar 2016 Ash Rose
oh my stars
the world is at its end.
no more smiles, laughs, cries.
we are all attached to social media,
our life source no longer love, but wifi.
no-one lives in the moment.
no-one cares about a ******* thing.
mechanic children forced through the system,
lost to generations of futile fear.
rich kids now the underprivileged, deprived of happiness.
the poorest are the happiest.
equality is a long lost concept.
crime and violence rule our lands.
never again will a child love,
always will the sadness seep
through the veins of the long forgotten warriors;
the musicians, the actors, the artists, the authors.
their blood runs cold,
never reaching the hearts of the disenchanted young.
creativity has gone.
we are all the same,
ruined by obsession, greed, hunger, power.
we even look the same:
grey hair, paper skin, tired eyes.
these are the marks of destruction.
we have all been taken over
by the recklessness of our hatred
and the poverty of our love.
take time to notice the beauty in things because no-one else does anymore
It seems the time has come to tell you
To fill you in
To let you know
My little secret.

I've been keeping something from you
That perhaps you already know.
But now that you're leaving
And my heart is crumbling
I want to share my all with you.

I love you,
My dear.
But not only in the way
That you've learned
To love me back.

It's more than that.

I fell in love with you,
Like in the story books.
With the fluttering in my belly
And the inability to form
Logical, clever, conversation.

You thought it was cute
Said it was endearing
You gave me a kiss
And you set my heart reeling.

You changed my life my dear.
I've told you so before.
You opened my eyes to who I am
And despite my desperate trying,
I fell in love with you.

So I apologize for all of the kisses I stole
And for all of the playful looks you gave
That I didn't deserve.
I'm sorry I lead myself on.
And that I broke my own heart.
And I'm sorry that a part of me
Blames you for that.

I wish I could go back
And stop this before it happened,
But it was inevitable.
If it wasn't one thing,
It would have been another.

So I'm sorry.
That I fell in love
With more than just our friendship.
And I'm sorry, that I have to see you go.

But I wish you all the best in your
Endeavors.
And I pray that you forgive me
For all of this.

Goodbye.
A part of me will always love all of you
come back around
back around
and around
running rushing racing
through my mind
through my mind
through my mind your own business
"This does not concern you"
we tell all the children
as we shut the door
on their little fingers
they hold in the pain
in the pain
in the paying my dues
as I leave this old place
as I walk out on you
won't you come back around
back around
and around
and around back to me.
Please don't leave.
So caring so kind so
UNDERSTANDING
you're just so sweet but
I can't keep standing
up in this mess
that you call
EVER AFTER
stand up
sit up
you're slouching
my dear
smile smile for the
CAMERA
smile smile oh so pretty
to convince all the
clowns and the queen
that you're happy
OH SO HAPPY
so so happy
with your
Failing Kingdom
and your
SELL OUT SHOW
oh so famous
in the tabloids
gossip gossip who is she?
spread that rumor
share that tidbit
give it up
spit it out
TELL ME EVERYTHING YOU KNOW
because I'm dying for a fix
because I'm dying over here
I'm just dying
dying
dying
don't mind me
DON'T YOU SUFFER
not on my
behalf
don't you cry
oh no no
please don't cry
anymore
I can't
STAND IT
anymore
I can't
stand up
sit up
I can't smile for the camera
I can't
TAKE IT ANYMORE
I can't stay.
I can't stay.
I can't
STAY.
Oh, my dear love
do you know what you do to me?
Such beauty I once thought
could only live in my dreams.
Oh, your haunting ****** frame
that has the power
to drive any man insane with desire.
Oh, queen of my ****** dreams
within me you create such fantasies
no one shall ever know.
Save one my love
if  only I could hold you
in my loving arms.
Oh, you my love
with eyes the color of the endless blue sky,
How I could become lost
in those endless blue eyes.
And oh how your lovely hair
that hangs on your shoulder
like a flowing stream of gold.
Oh, how you trap me
in those flowing locks of gold.
Oh, how I would give
all the worlds wealth
to posses those locks of gold.
 Mar 2016 Ash Rose
Lottie
I feel honour bound to break beautiful things.
Everything looks like it's made of glass,
Crystalline and calm and steady.
Until, that is, you move it.
I think in this moment, I am made of glass.
I could have been beautiful,
But I have never been calm,
Or steady.

I want to break myself.
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