i am a small seed
with so much potential
so much possibility

i could grow to become a beautiful flower
or a ****

what if I can be both
both

a beautiful flower
and
a ****

why would you want to be a ****?
you may ask
i want to be the rarest, most beautiful flower there is
you may say

i want to be like a ****
because no matter how hard people try to destroy them
the weeds will stay strong
keep growing
keep flourishing
and that’s exactly what I strive to be

flowers are so beautiful
yet delicate
they fall apart so easily
but it is ok
because as long as if
they bring joy to someone’s life
even for just a second

as long as if I
can bring joy to someone’s life
it is ok

i want to be like a dandelion
a flower
and a ****

do you really love me
do you really need me
do you really want me

i doubt it
because

you have this tendency
to only talk about yourself

you have this tendency
to leave me for someone else

do you really love me?
because it seems like you only love yourself.

freckles splattered across your face like constellations in the night sky
earrings sparkling when the sun hits it just right
hands ruffling your hair after a swim
diving in knowing you're going to win
racing everyone in front of you and beating them
receiving your medals one by one
knowing that there are many more to come
aura of confidence making you glow
you truly are my diego