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1.0k · Apr 2014
Living Room
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Tall hedges rustle
bullied by icy breezes
beat against the window
  relentless neon Buick sign
pushes the insistent light
of capitalism
through cream lace curtains
after sunset  .
A poem  chronicling my   New England  adventure. My daughter and I  moved to Massachusetts  in  Oct of 06-June 08 .Inspired by  such wonderful scenery  with lush spring and summer beauty , wonderfully dramatic  falls  and long winters , I wrote  and took many pictures  .Our rental home  was  behind  a car dealership .My  bedroom  had two sets of windows  that needed   several layers of drapes to block out the light.
1.0k · May 2014
Smashed Taters
AprilDawn May 2014
boiled
naked

South American tuber

whipped into a frenzy

dairy alterations

makes
a creamy smothered

tongue

dressed in a
silken coat of
carbohydrate glory.
Ah the making of   that  glorious comfort  and Sunday  or holiday  staple food  ...
1.0k · Nov 2014
Traditions
AprilDawn Nov 2014
You Use To

drop the turkey

twice on special holidays

glaze the ham

with stubborn certainty

that lime chutney was

just the ticket

Sterno steaks

brought your short lived

grilling career to a

screeching halt

not to be outdone

by the half- cooked goose

with New Year’s champagne

what I wouldn't give  

to see you

greasing

the kitchen floor

with poultry again.
Even   over a decade later,around different holidays ,  I still think  about my late husband's   traditional   festive meals   in which  some mild form of  kitchen chaos  was almost always involved.Written in 2005   in the years after  he died  I began to   make  the   holiday meals  , and I had my share of  mess ups  ...none  were as memorable  as his.
1.0k · May 2014
Sunday Breakfast
AprilDawn May 2014
Griddle sermons

Would you like
some philosophy
with those fried eggs ?

Free advice
cascades like rivers
of fresh juice
greasy story tongs
lift crackling sausages
upon serving plates
dressed with buttered toast
jam-packed with
social commentary
a side order
of cautionary tales
dished out hot
regales
patiently gleaming forks
awaiting their reason
for being

What’s that burning smell?

Someone asks

breakfast sizzles onward
undeterred
arrival time –
indefinite.
When we lived  with my parents for a few years last decade...Dad  loved making Sunday breakfast.Crepes  specifically.This  got published   in my college lit mag and it won third place in a  poetic  contest.
1.0k · May 2014
First Taste
AprilDawn May 2014
of  this spring
surges  through
my veins
promise of sunshine
and rain
anticipation of pleasure
and pain
nourished
by the sweet life
lucky  harvest  of
earth born
strawberry delight
too soon  it's all over  
only stains
remain
The first local strawberries of the season  are   always  cause for  big hoopla  at our house.Written May 30,2014.Accidental rhyme scheme !
1.0k · Apr 2014
Tangerine Dog Dreams
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Who shows up
no matter when
to help
anyone in need
precariously perched
clementines
are a danger
she clearly
foresees
this  noble hound
lies dreamily by
spotty snout
twitching
mesmerized by
sweet citrus treats
aching for deliverance
Written  in 2005  back when our   beagle -basset  Sophie  ( who turns 13 yo  next month)  ,  loved tangerines  like crazy. We had a  crate of them stacked in a fruit bowl once   and  she always laid facing that  bowl  .Her tummy can no longer handle  them anymore, poor girl.
995 · Apr 2014
Tonight
AprilDawn Apr 2014
after dark
had fallen

I stood
in the backyard

the majestic palms
playing
to wind chimes

solar lights
cascading   rainbows
along the water’s surface
  
Life teemed
in the silken underbelly
of the purple  night sky

someday

I will miss
this piece
of unfinished paradise.
My garden in the burbs of Houston. And yes, I do miss it.Written Oct 2006
988 · May 2014
Delicate
AprilDawn May 2014
lace collar clouds
poised above a
creamy  blue pastel sky
feel the sun gaze longingly
at the crystalline landscape necklace
draped over winter's chilled
bare neck
pinning the horizon
with icy  fingers .
This past February had a few days of   icy  artwork  all over  our world, it came with  awe inspiring   blue  skies. Poem written in Feb 2014.
983 · May 2014
Gooseberry Gamble
AprilDawn May 2014
never made it
to a ****
fell for you  
on first nibble
now I am your  fool
have lived  without you  
for seven years too long
searched  high and  low
my face crumbles  again
no markets here
carry your  piquant
harvest
The first time I ever tasted ( after years  of hiding from this  sour  fruit) , red gooseberries at a farmer's market  in Massachusetts, I fell in love.I have spent  years  looking for more  , with no results.I warned you in my profile section that I am an unrepentant foodie.Written May2014
968 · Apr 2014
Lipstick Lies
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Juicy glides
across my puckered pout
catches
a curve of light
I’m not really
this young
Or fresh anymore
it’s an elaborate ruse
to ensnare your stare .
Pondering why I continue to use lipstick  ...
955 · May 2014
Merge
AprilDawn May 2014
Past, present, future
feeder roads
morph
into the  main drag
over the railroad  tracks
through  hills and dales
until every curve
screeches to that  farewell ride
only one way left to travel  
  dead end straight ahead
intersection imminent -
try to brace for impact
This wording came  over a  6 year time period. I still don't have a driver's license  ,and have  been in a major car accident  since I started writing this . I  know  the  meaning  of forward motion  , as I have practiced   behind the wheel often enough. I take my  whole life with me  down the road it seems..
942 · Apr 2015
Horizontal
AprilDawn Apr 2015
stripes  
never made it very high
on my fashion forward
list
the only one that wears
them well
is  the
cloud smeared sky
in this small town
tonight
I never wear horizontal stripes, but  nature  sure  striped the skies  in our small town with layered  beauty  tonight .
930 · May 2015
Not so long
AprilDawn May 2015
ago
my face was supple
as
a sundial peach
moss rose
in bloom
enveloped in solar rays
and water play
these stark days
multiple tubes
of rich creams
and  peachy mineral
powders
make it
to fake it
that  last wisp
of  tangible youth
clings to the  petals
with a slippery grip
the next bud  
ready to
to take it's place
oh to remain a dewy   beauty   in  the physical realm  of  being  for a few more days or even  decades before the  stark  reality of gravity and it's  cruel minions...
there will always be those fairer than thee.
928 · Apr 2014
Sleep Hides
AprilDawn Apr 2014
from me tonight
mind  riddled
with thoughts run amuck
thunder claps punctuate
my well worn worries
while rain pelts
strong  enough
for gushy Spring grass
  fills  ditches
spilling  over
  with purple wildflowers.
April 28,2014
Had a sleepless night last  night( which is  still a fairly rare occurrence  for me )   , when  I  jotted  this  down at 3 AM.
904 · Nov 2015
Mourning Moon
AprilDawn Nov 2015
destined to rise
on this
  November night
every full moon  
these past months  
wore
a special  name  
this one fits
so very well
finally
this  calendar year  
draws ever closer
to an end
moments
and  loved ones
simply framed
by  a bright moon
in a dark sky  
of mournful
memories
It's been a long year   , tonight's impending full  moon rise   brought   these words forward.
899 · Apr 2015
Hazy
AprilDawn Apr 2015
warm
spring day stroll
next to those
nearly naked trees
their tiny leaf buds
that flanks both
the creamy
cloud swirled
dreamy light blue sky
and the pebble strewn  dirt
path
curving  through
the local cemetery
not far from the railroad tracks
near the creek
with the squeaky metal bridge
my neighbor's leashed
fierce little  ankle biter
marks his spots
between
the plots
Afternoon dog walk through the neighborhood  today. Sunlight  and  budding trees among  the  gravestones.
899 · Feb 2015
Whiplash
AprilDawn Feb 2015
They ran past me
at breakneck speed
to capture
those  
last minute
trinkets
of love
I never cared
much for anyway
until  I no longer  
had them
to look
forward
to
Grocery  store   Feb 13 ,2005 . Widowed  almost 3 years  at this point  .Almost being run over by this  mad rush of  husbands and boyfriends  buying   their last minute Valentine Day  stuff for their   sweethearts .I was both aggravated  by the stampede   , while simultaneously   feeling a cold  wind  whipping  through me and  a gnawing   ,empty hole  inside my heart. The lack of cheap chocolate  hastily procured on my behalf  ,impacted me  more than  even I  had presumed it would..
872 · Oct 2014
Half Open Window
AprilDawn Oct 2014
with screen pulled  down
only  breezes not bugs
find refuge
in our stuffy bedroom
church bells chime
at the full hour
just before the train
cuts main street in half
sweet pup howls
in protest
of the conductor's
shrill whistle
crystal glassware shakes
in the cabinets
yet this old place
still stands.
Feeling safe as houses tonight.
871 · Apr 2014
Coup d’etat
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Showy pink wildflowers
invade
Easter kitsch crammed yards,
not one ditch is spared
from their gossamer petals
Easter  in my Texas  suburbia. I believe the wildflowers were called primroses.
858 · Apr 2014
Heal
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Fresh flesh wants out
from under
ragged
itchy  scars
The time ‘s
gotta be just right
can’t just rip off
the dead stuff
don’t want to bleed
anymore
than necessary
The  pain  of forced  change  , I do know it better than I  would  like to admit....
855 · Nov 2014
Candy Corn Blues
AprilDawn Nov 2014
Every year
the same deal
treats
obtained too early
under the
seasonally seductive
store lights  
nestled  next
to  the fake fall foliage
become mysteriously
rerouted  
from their final destination
as intense inspections
conducted
under the guise of
quality control
these  pilfered  provisions
perform a vanishing act
visions of  sad
costumed tots
at the  doorway
with empty bags
hurry a return visit
for rapid  replacements
tragedy narrowly
averted
once
   again
Every year   I buy Halloween candy too early and wind up  noshing on too many...and then have to buy  more  to avert  the disaster  of  running out of candy on  Halloween night ...
I wrote this a few years back , finished it today  !
851 · May 2014
Strolling
AprilDawn May 2014
along through  
this urban sunrise
on  well paved sidewalks
family dog in tow
when we  spied  
a bevy of bodacious
blossomed   beauties
breaking  free
from this block's uniformity
spilling nonchalantly
over a broken cedar fence
for all passers by to see
on the way to  retrieve
our mail  
from tiny locked boxes
The well ordered  suburban community  we lived in  the Houston  , where things   are  maintained a certain way  and look somewhat uniform  -sometimes only  tall flowers  break the rules  !
846 · Apr 2014
The Woman
AprilDawn Apr 2014
I use to know  
is long gone
dripped off
the blade ‘s
first stroke
blood stains
never  washed
away
just covered
with  steel.
My husband's unexpected  death changed me on so many levels , irreversible  changes that  made  me who I am today.  Some  awful, some   I had to implement  to survive  .
841 · Apr 2014
Elevator
AprilDawn Apr 2014
I step into graffiti and strange smells
what if the cable snaps
plunging all my horizons
into instant nothing
I push the button
grumbling
what have I done
to deserve this end
my thoughts wander
as my eyes transfix
on the sudden light
of waiting faces behind opening doors.
Some fatalistic  views and nervous nelly days in my  life .
838 · Aug 2014
Mid Morning Glory
AprilDawn Aug 2014
hot lovin lip lick
in the AM
wings it’s way
into my
mouth
hot
sweet
fake buffalo
real chicken
call my  mouth
your stomping grounds
I am a foodie.No regrets, and  unashamedly so  I can  write about a good snack apparently!
826 · May 2014
Pantry Inventory
AprilDawn May 2014
No more pickled
beets
miracle whip
smoked oysters
squeeze cheese
needed
he’s not here
to
eat it.
Written in 2005.These were foods   only he loved....
825 · May 2014
Super 8 Soap
AprilDawn May 2014
Rummage
through Christmas decorations
headed for the garage

forced  order  
onto random bits  and bobs
a long forgotten bag
yields a wrapped bar
of motel soap
at the very bottom
who's very existence
spins me in a split second
backwards
to  all those days and nights
of our tragedy

How did I ever survive this thing?
Have I yet?

it offers  me no real answers

just continues
to look crisply unused

and wildly
out of place
2005 or 2006,Moved a lot  after my husband died   , and had to sort out so many things  ,so many times.The memories were hardest  the first few years.Now  they are more like  surprise treasures when I find them.
825 · Feb 2015
De ja vu
AprilDawn Feb 2015
the sky
drizzles
our dinner sizzles
so tired of this
retched soggy
season
some  well rounded wine
a good reason
to take the edge off
today's blah-di-da
the dog comes in
muddy
again
I just know
he's going to be
extra
muddy paw friendly
to his mama
Today ...in poem form !
819 · Jul 2014
Nutty Conversations
AprilDawn Jul 2014
tossed around
like empty peanut shells
between a greedy hound girl
and the local squirrel  riff raff
staging a hissy fit
territorial disputes run amuck
so much fuss
the elder pup stands firm
barks to never surrender
her claim to the lucky stash
all the while her feathered foes
swoop down
and steal them both  blind.
true story ...my senior blind grand pup  soph  and a local squirrel in a snack  fracas  when  a bird takes the opportunity  to break the stalemate
819 · Jun 2015
Pretty Much
AprilDawn Jun 2015
history
almost every one
shredded
dried up and dead
just  that
one last
stubborn flower  
dares those ***** gusts
of late spring
showers
to shake
it down
a gamble  lost
in the flicker
of a storm
cloud
goodbye catalpa tree  blossoms ,your sweet reign  over the back yard is over for this year.Here is hoping I get to experience you again next  spring
811 · Apr 2015
Violets
AprilDawn Apr 2015
spread over
this  ludicrously
  green lawn
tormented
by  spring rains
bruised  and battered
their purple tattered
remains  
wait to be  guillotined
by the  steady sweep
of lawn mower
blades
...those  pretty  posies   never last long in the yard  it seems.
811 · May 2014
Bandit
AprilDawn May 2014
Who dares to steal
in the dead of night
sacred morsels
right out
from under his nose
mount an inquisition
follow the trail
to it’s deviant source
Halt !
he bellows
who goes there
brandishing implements  
of sacrilege
close the gates  
seal off the moat
no ones leaves until
such savagery
is exposed
cunning lies
stuck down
under the white hot glare
of the fridge light
clandestine cheese snatchers
   take heed
your nibbles
are numbered !
Another poem about  sharing the fridge...my  Dad  ( who we were living with   at the time  )  had a few moments of  "where did my  snack  go "? !
788 · Jan 2015
Ravenous
AprilDawn Jan 2015
lanky lovelies
strut their stuff  
on the runway  
the latest  fashions  
wrapped around  
those  hungry bones
stalking  the lime light
vividly visible
to any and all
who's  fleeting favor
is  enough
for starving
  souls  to feast
was going for   the winter trees starving for leaves  but   somehow fashion model poetry  came out !
787 · Mar 2015
Shine
AprilDawn Mar 2015
on
this ramble scramble
hillside
aka
as our front yard
fill it full of
Kentucky wild onions
strewn through
grass buds  
and funky mushrooms
snow’s all gone
puddles dry
for now
freckle me up
pretty please
infuse
 some
serious sunshine
into this
winter  wearied  
brow
Today, a stark contrast to 22 inches of snow last Thursday.Sweet sunshine
780 · Sep 2015
Revelation
AprilDawn Sep 2015
fireflies dance
along the edge
of summer's last hurrah
as cooler air
deliciously descends
over
this small town night
daytime still etched by
the sweltering sun
in a ridiculously blue sky
relieved eyes spy
tender mercies
finally  foretold
in the subtle turning
of  random leaves
along the road
the  air  apparently is about to change
780 · Sep 2014
September
AprilDawn Sep 2014
is already  here
that cusp month
between summer  and fall
not wishing those  last fireflies  
good bye
turning of  leaves
   on countdown
palpable desires
for  apple cider  
and pumpkin pies  
starting to rise
welcoming  crisp air  
autumn festivals
like a  long lost love
before  winter
claws at the door  
it's cold grasp  
mere   months  away
until then  
September  weaves
a   transitional
spell
across  landscapes
summer's last gasps
sputters
          through
growing lawns
laced with biting bugs
until
mama nature
finally  decides
to toss
  those crunchy colorful
leaf rugs
***** nilly
all about
the countryside.
written today  Sept 1,2014 -love  September...the cooler side of summer for the most  part and  glorious fall  is just around the corner.
775 · Oct 2014
Fairytale
AprilDawn Oct 2014
almost
full moon face
smilingly
rests on a comfy shelf cloud
waning daylight hours
blanket  
the rich dip dyed purple dusk  
spreading it’s favor
seamlessly  into
a star strewn
night sky
New  poem  written after a gorgeous sunset  encounter  the other night .
774 · May 2017
Late May
AprilDawn May 2017
announced itself
all around a tiny
quaint white
birdhouse
nestled inside
  the lanky lilac shrub
that towered above the roof  
of our ranch style
rental home
with a  profusion of light purple buds
their heady fragrance
no perfume could really capture
these technicolor memories
of the two New England
Springs spent exploring
on  walks along the woods
while chattering squirrels scampered
on branches
arcing over our heads
fingers crossed
we’d missed the bears  
that ransacked
our birdseed feeder
earlier that morning
as our blind hound
delicately  sniffed
our neighbor’s
blooms
773 · Oct 2014
Devil's Playground
AprilDawn Oct 2014
teased
taunted
terrorized
tormented
into
mouth melting sin
hell's fire
  hastens my tongue
as it becomes
a slippery slide to
depravity
fistfuls meant
for shared  reverie  
become  resident hostages
in my domain
as sole proprietor
of this *****
chemical high
I laugh
at pale  attempts  
to fool me  
with sweet haloed
  innocence
no paltry  impostor
stands a chance
only the real deal  
sways
my  greedy  favor.
Believe it or not,  this poetry is about a Sam's Club huge  sack  of  devilishly delightful Ghiradelli   chocolate chips  intended for  cookies  , cupcakes and  other baked goods.They keep winding up in my mouth as a snack though.And I have white chocolate in the house, but they are pale impostors  if you want the real  chocolate  high  !
770 · Apr 2014
Holiday Monday
AprilDawn Apr 2014
nobody out here
but the birds
to see my
rain flattened 'do
the bunnies are getting busy
the squirrels kindly
drop peanuts
for our  greedy hound
but frankly
I don’t think
the chipmunks
give a flip
Our great New England Adventure's downside...totally  separated from any family on holidays.This  was  an Easter filled with chocolates ,  wildlife and mainly  interspersed with   the awakening landscape .
765 · Apr 2014
Leaving Rita Behind
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Impending fury
clings
to closed eyelids
palpable loss
a sable brush
dunked in dread
blackens every inch
of familiar landscape
what if’s
eat through
the static blue horizon
making a meal
of unborn dreams
slaked only by
hastily grabbed
history
ragged spirits
haul hope
on well- worn tar
safe haven
still pages away
Sept  2005...this would be Hurricane Rita. Lived in the Houston area  and this was on the heels of  the hurricane  Katrina that took out New Orleans  .Our first  evacuation  after having lived  there  for  3 years .Trying to get the house ready   for heavy storm winds, maybe flooding and picking out  what was essential to take  in case our home was destroyed  became   a daunting task.Scary, but  our  area was not hit.
AprilDawn May 2014
Orb of amber sizzling-
like fried egg,
on griddle blue sky.


Peanut butter puffs
fill the air-
spotted dog reclines,
dreaming of steak.


Beaded lamp shines-
across desk, dresses
dark corners in light.

                   Purple velvet sky -                  
                 sprinkled rhinestone stars,
                  fuchsia horizon beckons.


                   Empty Koi pond, dark
                  murky water hosting only –
                       green algae.
Two of these made it to my college  literary magazine for publishing !
764 · Apr 2016
#FlashbackFriday
AprilDawn Apr 2016
when I popped the top
a burp of root beer
floated
pure caramel sass
then
time peeled backward
and followed
that first deliberate sip
to an exotic land
my small hands
reached  for the  treat
spread out before me
a cheeseburger in the desert
with the bottle next to it
just as brown
to wash it all down
April is Military Brat month, and  I  am one . The other day I opened a  drink , and  it took me back to 9 years old at  a 1970's  military  golf course   dinner  counter on Incirlik AFB ( where my dad was stationed in the Air Force) .I had a taste of America  in the desert  that afternoon  in the middle of Turkey  .
763 · Jun 2014
Gone
AprilDawn Jun 2014
She smiles wistfully and says
"another cheap year”
no more last minute
store runs
for golden Best Dad Oscars
tiny books of native wisdom
hastily painted  
sailboat pictures
boxes of gooey cordial cherries
packed with a huge
hand fashioned card
made at zero hour
proudly displayed at work
for all to see
the talent
of his baby
This one is   written for my daughter  , who lost  her  Dad  in  the summer of 2002.Father's  Day   is  still ******* her .
757 · Jul 2014
Sweet Pyro
AprilDawn Jul 2014
lights my fire
every log placed just
right
stoked with attention
to detail
those wild  flames
  in your eyes
speak volumes
loves and lives
lost and found
a kind face
eventually embraced
by the golden red glow
of burning embers
and sticky sweet
 melted marshmallow
fingers
This was written the other  day  , and it is about my  fiance . His time in the boy scouts   makes  his  fire building skills  excellent. I have  a picture of him over a fire  with the flames   making this awesome  shot  from a trip to  several years ago  we took, and subsequent pictures of other fires  he has made  that brought about this  poem.
756 · Apr 2014
Naked Liars
AprilDawn Apr 2014
stretched  to welcome
our  expectant stares
skeletal  branches
not even wearing a tease of green
no sly hint of plush futures
lying in wait
  just  around the bend
March 2007, walking  through  the  still bleak from winter weather  Manhan rail trail near our  Massachusetts home  in Easthampton from 06-08 .When the spring  eventually came , the colors were so vibrant it  was  astounding.
755 · Oct 2014
Kiss Off
AprilDawn Oct 2014
you are the color
of my gypsy soul
tiny letters
on the bottom of a tube
I can no longer see
without bifocal assistance
sweetly simple
smooth wax motion
over my pucker
that shapely stick
helps redraw
my daily destiny
like bees to honey
my man  
kisses and tells
you look like
a million bucks
baby
I won a contest  to name  a  lipstick color yesterday run  by Red Apple  brand   ! It's a deep  browny-red  , I called  Gypsy Soul.  Inspiration  came a little  bit from my life   as a military brat always moving around , and  for one of my favorite  songs by  Stevie Nicks/Fleetwood Mac "Gypsy"  .I am a girly girl  and I love  lipstick  & gloss.My  color name will remain   on that color as long as they make that  wonderful  brand !
753 · May 2014
Mail Call
AprilDawn May 2014
for a
a dead man
who
can't buy wine

a timeshare
in Florida

finance
a mortgage

go back
to school

use a senior discount
for an age he never  
reached

oddly enough
it seems
his state
of
non physicality
impedes
his  purchase
capabilites

fatally
This is before   identity stealing  became common place , this is about  how much mail I still got for years  after my husband died.The AARP   was the most persistent and  wouldn't stop hounding  him  for his  discount cards (  he died at 49) .It followed me to  3 states  and I  had to make so many calls....
750 · Sep 2014
Shell Shocked
AprilDawn Sep 2014
I haven't seen a sandy beach
for over a decade  
suddenly
she graced our  back door
with a plain cardboard  box in hand
brimming with   beach  strewn beauties
after hearing a stray comment  
made at a family dinner
she held a few months ago
these stunners  are
destined for a future  flower bed
and jewelry to adorn my neck
my mind swimming
with possibilities
such  a  simple box
of  treasures
felt like  gold from foreign lands
cradled in my surprised arms  
while pieces of Florida
smiled up at me
My fiance's  89 yr old grandmother showed up at the back door  the other day with a beautiful box of cleaned  seashells from all  her years   winter vacationing  in Florida   . She  had remembered  a comment I had made  about how much I love  sea shells at a  supper she held a few months back.I was delightfully surprised by this random and kind gift.
749 · Mar 2015
Roll
AprilDawn Mar 2015
down my  
bamboo bedroom shade
a little crooked
as always
straighten it out
with a frustrated sigh
shut out those
stark  street lights
prying stray cat eyes
noisy birds
nutty squirrels
wrestle the sheets
then
roll into
spoon
my honey
Our night time ritual to a "t"
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